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Happiness & Orgasms

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About Me

Darling Darla's layouts & stuff-My name is Heather -To tell you the truth..Im scared of getting TOO close to people...cause im scared of getting hurt again. -I love my friends -Im very easy to get along with so if i don't like you it's rare -I tend to forgive but never forget -I tend to get hurt a lot -I tend to zone out ALOT -I love to go out and have fun but at the same time I just like to chill and sit back -I smoke Marlboro Smooth's most of the time -I love dark chocolate -My dream is to go to europe -I love to laugh -I love MAKING people laugh also -It's a PLUS if you can make me laugh alot. -I love tattoo's but don't have one YET. -It's hard for me to get along with people who don't like to joke around -I have a lip piercing -I listen to a lot of different music -I am chinese, scotish, and cherokee -I have NATURAL red highlights in my hair -I get REALLY irratated when people READ but don't REPLY to my messages. -I hate making the effot to do things for people and they don't do anything in return, or don't show respect -I'd like to have myself my own little badass but he'll still be a sweet heart too. -I want a guy to look at me when I wake up and tell me im beautiful. -I want a guy I don't have to impress and worry what I look like all the time. -I want someone to want me as much as I want them. -I want a guy to want me for me - I want someone I can go rolling down hills with and just have a great time.. I like to be adventurous -I want someone to watch sunrises with..not sunsets.. sunrises mean it's the beginning of a new day and you never know what your gonna end up doing.Life is too precious to worry about stupid shit. So have fun, get drunk, fall in love, say what you wanna say, and do what you wanna do. Regret nothing and don't let people who don't matter bring you down.

My Interests

this is what I want and look for....A guy that is kind, funny, serious, smart, protective but not possessive, friendly but not patronizing, and cool without trying.

I'd like to meet:

"How were you played? why do you keep doing this to yourself, you kow theres plenty of guys out there who will treat you like you deserve to be treated, and knowing this it kills me inside to see your status with a frown, when I know that your smile should always be shining and showing in the up position because thats where your life is going to end up, always rising to the top you will get back on your feet and you will then know how to lve again and be happy like you always should be, your a miracle to this world and I have been searching my whole life just to see a woman like you and give my greatest appreciation to you because I know that you are what dreams are all about, and only nightmares come when theres a slight depression with you, I know I would always want to see your pretty face always lit up with a smile:) your great girl in every single way Thank you for being you."
[MY SISTER DAWN] [MY SISTER PATTY] [AIMEE] [SARAH] [KELSEY] [Monica] [JOSH] [YAYA] [MARCUS] [CRYSTAL] [DES] [LITTLE HEATHER] [ROB] [BEKAH] [ALANIE] [RAEANNA] [COROL] [RION] [ATHENA] [LEIAH] [GRACE] [RACHEL] [HUGH] [MIKE] [MARK] [STEF] [SETH] [HUNTER] [MEL] [JP] [Tony]

every moment gone you know i miss you
***Your Five Variable Love Profile***Propensity for Monogamy:Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.Experience Level:Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it!Dominance:Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way!Cynicism:Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.Independence:Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.The Five Variable Love Test http://www.blogthings.com/thefivevariablelovetest/

Movies:

the crow, the phantom of the opera, V for vendetta, The Professional, Fear and Loathing in las vegas, american history x, donnie darko, mr. and mrs. smith, last action hero, ever after, shawshank redemtion, fight club, brave heart, captin ron, 3000 miles to graceland,waterworld, the notebook and a lot others i can't remember

Heroes:

My mother--My sisters Patty and Dawn-- My brother in law Marcus-- My Friends (Aimee--Sarah--Crystal--Yaya--Rob(the japo)--Bekah--Des--Little Heather--Kelsey--DBW jones aka Josh--Alanie--) And the old and only guy best friend Reyn. He taught me alot about myself that I never knew. I wish we could be friends like old times..

My Blog

Hes the RIGHT kind of WRONG

I know all about,Yea about your reputation And now it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation But I can’t help it if I’m helpless Every time that I’m where you areYou walk in and ...
Posted by Happiness & Orgasms on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 07:41:00 PST

turn my black roses red...

Can I ask you a question please?Promise you won't laugh at me?Honestly I'm standing here..Afraid I'll be betrayed.As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreamsSo let the morning ligh...
Posted by Happiness & Orgasms on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:21:00 PST

is it temporary?

I drift away to a placeAnother kind of lifeTake away the painI create my paradiseEverything I've heldHas hit the wallWhat used to be yoursIsn't yours at allFalling apart, and all that I'm askingIs it ...
Posted by Happiness & Orgasms on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 03:15:00 PST