right now i feel like a case of mistaken identity, or actually like i'm one person with 2 different identities sharin the same body.. kindof like jason bourne on the bourne identity movies.. sortof like my main pic on my profile that i just looked at. i'm like WHO AM I?! i'm just stuck in the middle b/t so many things.. it's just not so simple tho as red & green or bandys & newton. so right now i'm tryin 2 figure myself out, who i am.
empty - tohu - void
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find meSomewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find meJust how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all controlFearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middleSomewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing wavesSomewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find meJust how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all controlLord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle
Careless, I am reckless
I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man
Burnt out, I'm so numb now
That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heartLord, this time I'll make it right, here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done, my heart is broken as I...Cry, like so many times before
But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor, oh Lord
I try but this time, Jesus, how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through
Between the altar and the doorHere at the altar, oh my world so black and white
How could I ever falter
What You've shown me to be rightI'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Jesus, I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in meOh Lord, I
