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Kamikaze Pigeon

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About Me

I'm Paige. I am currently going to Mercyhurst college in Erie, Pennsylvania but will be leaving here at the end of the year. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me more than I deserve I think sometimes. I have some good friends who have made it possible for me to not go completely insane while being here... well any more insane than I could already have been considered to be. I have changed my major from forensic science to English education but I will now be going to a degree in American sign language and Spanish so that I can be a interpreter. I will be going to school down south near my boyfriend next year so that I will be able to live with him instead of a dorm or an apartment with complete strangers. I absolutely love languages. The more I learn, the more excited about it I get. I hope to one day learn to speak or at least be able to read and understand Russian so that I will be able to read my favorite author (Fyodor Dostoevsky) in his native language. I love forms of body modification. I currently have 31 piercings (which I plan to keep at that number) and 3 smallish tattoos along with a full back piece. I want more tattoos but I have too many ideas for designs with no idea where to put them. I love music as well. One thing that really bothers me is when people will consider another person a poser because they like more than one type of music. Believe it or not there is more music out there and I like a little bit of variety. I do tend to still in the rock or alternative genre but I also can branch out. In 10th grade, my English teacher told me that I was what was considered "a true dark romantic". I adore horror movies and books that hold some sort of element of suspense. I am a big fan or poetry as well. I write it and read it relatively often. My poetry always has a dark aspect to them but I can't help that that is just when I am inspired to write! I do tend to be some what of a bitch just based on the fact that I don't sit back and let people own my soul. I will fight for what I believe in and I won't back down. If you are annoying me or if you are just pissing me off, you will hear about it and you will most likely not want to talk to me after that moment. Along with being a "dark romantic", I also tend to be a hopeless romantic. Kiss me beneath the moonlight and dance with me in the rain and I will swoon (Erick thats a hint for you haha). I love to cuddle. Hugs are my weakness. I love giving and receiving hugs even though I have been told my boobs get in the way. I can't help it damnit! I am sarcastic alot of the time and like to crack jokes about almost every type of situation. I love to make people laugh just about as much as I love to laugh myself. I am pretty easy to hang out with. I am perfectly happy just sitting back and watching a movie or just talking on the phone. I can talk on the phone for HOURS! Sorry about the phone bills lately dad! My favorite time of year is when I get to go to the Renaissance Festival. What could ever be better than walking around with practically nothing covering your chest? I absolutely LOVE corsets. They are probably one of the sexiest things ever invented. Buy me a corset and I will love you forever.ATTENTION!!!If you would like to add me to your friends list, be aware that I will not add you if you are trying to sell me things, is your band sucks ass, if you have a million friend and just want to add more friends to list to make the numbers high, or if you never intend on talking to me. I routinely go through my friends list and delete people who do not talk to me. If you are a friend of mine I expect at least the occasional message or comment. I love comments and messages. I always write back as well.

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My Interests

music, writing, reading, singing, talking on the phone, hanging out with friends, dancing (when the mood is right haha), watching movies, body modification, corsets and just about anything that will either make me laugh, gasp or run to show other people.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will entertain me and keep me from poking my own eyes out.Next American Idol

Add to My Profile | More Videos What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
Uniqueness- Your inner power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, youd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything. Youre very opinionated, and bulldoze over anyone who doesnt share your views. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realise it with your animated personality. You are great fun to be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there views and beliefs. At times however, your urge to be different can work against you, as people dont often enjoy their ideas of right and wrong having any shades of grey. But dont let them get to you; youre an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but dont always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just havent noticed. Dont let anyone get you down, youre the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up! Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: Someone different and independent. Someone who isnt your typical male/female, who can accept that not everything has to be black and white, and yes, there are many, many shades of grey. Your stone/jewel: Amethyst Your power: Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world, to create new ideas and opinions, and to open up the minds of others to show that there is more than one shade of grey. Your element: Electricity/Lightening A quote that applies to you: "Id much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who Im not."
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Paige Nelson
Birthday: March 7th
Birthplace: Eden Prairie, Minnesota
Current Location: Eden Prairie for the next few days then Erie Pennsylvania
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: right now redish brown and black
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: swedish is the main one and then a whole bunch of other random things
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: spiders and elevators
Your Fears: spiders, elevators and locked doors
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni, green and black olives
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: survive my first year of college without poking my own eyes out
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: oh ok
Thoughts First Waking Up: do I have any new text messages?
Your Best Physical Feature: depends on whose looking I suppose but I guess my boobs or my lips
Your Bedtime: whenever I get tired
Your Most Missed Memory: being a child....
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: of course
Do you Shower Daily: yes or every other day
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yep and I will be on campus in about 3 days
Do you want to get Married: not sure yet
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: I don't think so haha never really noticed
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes but not really
Are you a Health Freak: no. Sometimes I get really freaked and watch cals but other than that not really
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes but not very often
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them
Do you play an Instrument: I have tried many different ones and I failed at all of them
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope I am completely against all drug use
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes needed school clothes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no I am not a fan of oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not a fan of seaweed or fish
In the past month have you been on Stage: no and it makes me sad
In the past month have you been Dumped: no not really
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been called a Tease: haha yes many many times
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: once
How do you want to Die: just like everyone else... peacefully in my sleep... or maybe as a victim of some crazy killer but without pain.... or during some kinky sex action
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: forensic criminologist
What country would you most like to Visit: Spain or Greece... or maybe Russia to find some sexy Russian men
In a Boy/Girl..
Favorite Eye Color: blue or green
Favorite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 5'7"-6'2" (depending on the sex of course)
Weight: 130-220 (depending on sex yet again)
Best Clothing Style: typical "goth" look. Dark and vampire like haha. mmm sexy
Number of Drugs I have taken: none... again I am completely against drugs of any kind
Number of CDs I own: a gazillion
Number of Piercings: 31 at the moment
Number of Tattoos: 4 with the hopes of a full back piece as soon as possible
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count... but at the same time its better they happened because I grew from them

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Music:

10 years, 12 stones, a perfect circle, adema, as i lay dying, atreyu, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, bleeding through, chevelle, cold, crossfade, dark new day, darkest hour, default, disturbed, downside, drowning pool, eighteen visions, emanuel, everclear, evergreen terrace, fear factory, filter, hinder, hopesfall, in flames, jack off jill, killswitch engage, kittie, korn, left alone, linkin park, marilyn manson, mudvayne, nickelback, nine inch nails, opiate for the masses, papa roach, saosin, seether, senses fail, sevendust, shinedown, silverchair, slipknot, smile empty soul, staind, static-x, stone sour, story of the year, strata, stutterfly, taproot, the bled, the prom kings, the used, theory of a deadman, three days grace, thrice, tool, trapt, trivium, trust company, underoath

Movies:

Silence of the Lambs, Red Dragon, Hannibal, The Bone Collector, But I'm a Cheerleader, Anchorman, and basically anything that is funny as hell or makes other people cringe.

Television:

CSI, Bones, Real Sex, HBO Movies, the random Lifetime Movie, Identity and thats about all I can think of at the moment because I don't watch a whole lot of tv at the moment.

Books:

Crime and Punishment, Romeo and Juliet, Hamlet, poems and short stories by Edgar Allen Poe, novels written by Jonathan Kellerman, El Arbol de Oro (short story), Rafael (short story).

Heroes:

Fyodor Dostoevsky, Edgar Allen Poe, Shakespeare, and sometimes my younger brother Tyler.

My Blog

My life as of right now

So I figured I might as well fill everyone in on the new things that have happened in my life. I am going to Mercyhurst college at the moment in Erie, Pennsylvania. I love the campus but hate everythi...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:30:00 PST

people make me angry!!

So I have been wanting to watch a movie that I have for quite a while. I searched everywhere for it and came to the conclusion that it had gone missing. Obviously I was a little upset but I figured I ...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 07:24:00 PST

people make me angry!!

So I have been wanting to watch a movie that I have for quite a while. I searched everywhere for it and came to the conclusion that it had gone missing. Obviously I was a little upset but I figured I ...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 07:25:00 PST

the calling

They call my name over and over, but the question is should I answer and give into their tempting songs. How I dream of their sweet kisses along my skin, the feeling of my blood flowing within my...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 07:31:00 PST

have you ever?

Have you ever wanted to scream so loudly that your ears ache but also surround yourself in complete silence? Or punch something so hard that your knuckles bleed and also cuddle something? Have you eve...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Mon, 29 May 2006 02:42:00 PST

its official

I officially hate everyone. I am fucking tired of being used and neglected. Tired of being lied to and given empty promises. I am tired of being the last one picked and the last one noticed. Tired of ...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Mon, 29 May 2006 02:30:00 PST

why must is be so confusing and hard?

I talk to her and become happy and stronger than I have ever been by myself, and yet I can't be with her all the time, I cant talk to her all the time. She loves me, I know she does, but she loves ano...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Tue, 23 May 2006 10:48:00 PST

been a while blog.... do you still love me?

well its been quite some time since the last time I wrote a blog... especially an actual blog instead of just some random quote I liked to something. Recently life has sucked a bit.... and I dunno its...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Thu, 11 May 2006 10:18:00 PST

Long EMO poem

This is Love 1/06   Am I as much of a disappointment in your eyes as you make it appear? Some never wanting to view an emotion while you are shouting to see a tear. Each angry phrase and belittli...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 09:21:00 PST

how well do u think u know me?

here take a quiz about me..... find out how well you really know me! http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=0507300 24144-539937...
Posted by Kamikaze Pigeon on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST