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About Me

This girl rocks my world!

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Jaimie (You have your own place in my heart that is yours as long as it still beats)

My Blog

Dieing inside

Why... why do I live like this... So unhappy... so missrable... I don't know what to do anymore... is there anything I can even do? I feel.... traped... like I have nowhere to go and nobody to turn to...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 07:40:00 GMT

=*(

Im so sick of crying myself to sleep =*(
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 23:13:00 GMT

So sick of this....

Its like Im being tourtured every day, my insides slowly removed from my body, pain worse then words can describe.... and the most fucked up part is that Im not even being held down... Im laying here ...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:34:00 GMT

the ones we hurt are you and me

Why is it guys make such stupid mistakes? Why do I keep messing up... And I dont even realize it until its to late, the damage is done, and im left scrambleing to pick up the pieces before i step on o...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 14:31:00 GMT

<3

*sigh* everything is going great... It is getting better too, I really hope its all perfect again soon... pff hope, I know it will be.... I am just as much if not more in love with her then I've...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:14:00 GMT

Complicated.

Why does life have to be so complicated. All I want is to make her happy. Everything I do, I do it for her, even if it hurts me, if she wants it, I do it. She is my whole life, and I am not willing to...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 03:53:00 GMT

Blah. (In my own head)

And it all comes crashing down again...   Hopefuly one of these days I'll wake up and not care anymore... that or just not wake up.   (Why do I take everything wrong, why am I SOOOO damn ins...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 23:14:00 GMT

<3

Please, don't let me fall now.
Posted by on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 00:55:00 GMT

How can I put into words how I feel...

*sigh* I fuck everything up, worse this time is im not even sure if I can ever make it better, I do love her, more then anything in the world.... I want her to be happy, but I want her to be happy wit...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 23:26:00 GMT

=*(

I keep clicking on her profile then i burst into tears, i dont feel whole anymore =*(  
Posted by on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 08:09:00 GMT