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i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro

factor of life = get hurt then die

About Me

ok, bout me...well i'm stupid, ditzy, crazy, i think alot, uhh...random...severly crazy when hyper, extremely weird, can't spell :), absolutly love my friends, love to sing, i'm in a band called Urban Tears consisting of two other people named cordi and chella, lol, nicknames...uhh...i have a group in fl called NENARDS, i made that up in the 5th grade and it's still goin strong, and i love them all toooo much, lol...i collect bones, mostly skulls, my life isn't perfect but who's is...i don't care for preps, jocks, fakes, or drama queens, they are a waste of my time, i'm in ROTC, go ahead and talk shit, dare ya... :)...i'm nice as long as you don't get on my bad side, i don't get mad that easily, unless it's somethin i take seriously, but that's all you need to know bout me...and then...this poem below basicly explains me :PIm the one; The one thats aways lost; the one who is scared to let anyone get close to her because she doesn't want to lose them and get hurt because she knows how bad it feels.The one with the fake smile; The girl who seems so strong daily and thinks life sucks and sometimes feels like giving up but still keeps her head up high; so no one knows there is something wrong but sometimes her close friends see that she cant take it anymore; that everyday her head bows more n more to the floor. The girl who is aways there for her friends and family and seems to have no problems of her own; The one who holds back tears; Untill she she cant take it no more; That girl that trys to make everyone happy but cant; the girl who trys her best but her best is never good enough for anyone. The girl who just wants everything to be alright;knowing it prolly wont be. The girl that jus wants to be happy. But no one cares enough to keep by her side. They all give up on her; and shes left with nothing. When thats the one thing she doesnt want. the girl that wishes there was someone who understood her and be there by her side no matter what; never mis judge her cuz of what she says or wears. someone who truly cares. not someone to get down her pants. not someone to stab her in the back. someone who loves her. for who she is; not what she looks like; not what they want her to be. Just someone to talk to; but wont tell. someones shoulder to cry on. someone who wont use her. just someone who truly cares. She's too short, he's too tall, her eyebrows are too thick, and his nose is too small, she acts too sad, he looks too weird, her freckles are too big, and no one likes his beard, her mouth's full of metal, he has four eyes instead of two, her hair is way too dark, and his eyes are way too blue, she paints her nails black, he always wears a tie, she'll never smile, he'll never cry, she won't be noticed, he won't make the team, her name will never be in lights, and he'll never achieve his dream, why must we all be judged? why is being accepted so tough? why do people try so hard? and why are teenage years so rough? no one should be judged, no one should be hurt by something you say, no one should be excluded, and most of all, no one should be treated this way....found this cartoon layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com..
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i love these guys

this is from the underestimated show posted by my good friends in baker county fl...this consists of the photos that mean something to them and good memories, i love these guys ...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 03:09:00 PST

was a song but cant find a good beat...so poem

i walk through the dayswith you by my sidewatching the starsshooting cross the skythe look in your eyes is more then enoughbut when you turn aroundyour numb to touchi'm chasinchasin broken dreamsi'm h...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:55:00 PST

really bored, i made it up...kinda weird, but yeah :) LOOK

ok yall well as you can see i was really bored and wrote this out, so tell me what your thoughts on it is and see if it's decent and everything...me personally i think it's a lil strange but yeah, lol...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:37:00 PST

for everyone born in the 90's ... this is for yall...good memories

anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do don't repost it just because you were borin in 97 don't mean you're a 90's kid it's not like you could remember the original simpsons, i...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:10:00 PST

READ PLEASE, lol...well i tried to do this, but tell me if it's good, lol

why do we always stick around when there's better to be found   they push us aside until they realize   but we still take them back no matter how they act and still have yet to know why... ...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 11:31:00 PST

my mom's makin me move at the end of the school year yall!!!!

hey yall my mom is tryin to make me move at the end of this school year...i'm tryin my hardest to make her stay here at least till i graduate or somethin...if not then i'm tryin to make her concider a...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 03:25:00 PST

why are they like that???

why do girls always babble on and on about the guys that they think of none stop...how do guys get girls so mind controled that they can't stop...the boys never show that they are yerning for someone....
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 01:34:00 PST

if you ever get bored...and if you love me, lol, jk :)

1.      What time is it, what is the date? 2.      How old are you? 3.      What is your full name? 4.    ...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 06:06:00 PST

yepp...take my thing now bitches, lol, hehe

do this.. 1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each ...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 04:48:00 PST

last day of school

wow...don't think i've ever been that nervous, lol, it was kool, i've always wanted to sing for people and i got to sing for like half the school, it was great, i almost cried before i went on though ...
Posted by i'm *numb* in a world of my own {<3 the gro on Fri, 19 May 2006 10:18:00 PST