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Ben ...

I reject Your reality, And substitute my own.

About Me


I'm 6 foot 2, I love anything to do with computers, and i enjoy dissecting them to see how they work. I love hanging with friends, playin pool, goin to bars.
You Are Somewhat Machiavellian
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ben Murray Whittard
Birthday: December 10th 1987
Birthplace: St. Catharines General Hospital
Current Location: My room, St. Catharines, Ontario, Canada
Eye Color: Blue, but they're changing...
Hair Color: Light Brown and short as hell
Height: 6'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty
Your Heritage: Some German, Some Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: FireFly's
Your Weakness: Right arm, Love, My relentless Loyalty
Your Fears: Love
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, Double Cheese, Stuffed Crust, Olives,
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Well I'm finaly getting my license, so i guess the next would be to get a job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, lmao, k, kk, ok,
Thoughts First Waking Up: Am I Dead yet?
Your Best Physical Feature: Don't have one
Your Bedtime: When my head hits the floor
Your Most Missed Memory: Too many to name
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Both are bad for you, some more than others, but i guess I'll go with McDonalds, i kind of have a history there...
Single or Group Dates: Neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Ice-Cap
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Alot more than i would like to admit
Have you Been in Love: It seems so long ago
Do you want to go to College: Not really
Do you want to get Married: I'm gonna leave this one blank
Do you belive in yourself: No
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: No, I do not
Are you a Health Freak: No, I am not
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: My favourite thing in the world, just being in the middle of one is enough to make me happy, but it happens so rarely now
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, havent eaten much of anything
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped:
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: Yes, many times when i was a kid
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: In someones arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Happy
What country would you most like to Visit: hmm, not a clue on that one
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Do i really have to fill this out?
Favourite Hair Color: What does it matter?
Short or Long Hair: I'm not looking for a relationship anyways
Height: So why would i fill this out?
Weight: To see if anyone fits the description?
Best Clothing Style: Well i would most likely describe someone
Number of Drugs I have taken: And not many people look like that person
Number of CDs I own: None come close
Number of Piercings: I like piercings
Number of Tattoos: Like these too
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't care about regrets
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

Computers, getting away, games, friends, 3D-MAX, (For those of you who dont know what the hell 3d-max is then visit one of my pages at http://agent667.deviantart.com , i have just a sample of some of the things i have made in max up here)

I'd like to meet:

People who are funny, interesting, and people who can get me out of my damn shell.
Create your own friendquiz here

Music:

FinGer11
TooL
Rage Against The Machine
SysTem Of a DowN
StaTic-X
emIneM
PowEr mAn 5000
Pod
MetAliCa
koRn
SliPknOt
LinKin ParK
LimPbiZkiT
GodSmaCk
SeeTheR
CoaL chAmbEr
dRowNinG poOl
TenAciOusE d
SkiNdrEd
dIstUrbEd
cLay PeoPle
SalivA
His Infernal Majesty (H.I.M)
KidNey ThIevEs
AdeMa
Mindless Self Indulgence (M.S.I)
Everlast
My Chemical Romance (M.C.R)
Chimaira
36 CrazyFists
MArylin Manson
Lords Of Acid
Stabbing Westward
MudVayne
The Faint
Breaking Benjamin
A Perfect Circle
Queens of the Stoneage
Killswitch Engage
Sum41
GorillaZ
Wolfsheim
Rammstein
Head Automatica
NecRo
Social code
Social Distortion
Nirvana
3 Doors DoWn
RA
Sevendust
Shadows Fall
Dathcab For Cutie
Everclear
And a shitload of others.

And ANYTHING by ReegZ!!

The song that is playing is one of my new favs, they change all the time, as i find more music i like or i just get more and more of it everyday. .

Movies:

Matrix Trilogy, LOTR Trilogy, Jackass, Haggard, CKY1-2-3-4, Resident Evil 1-2, Shaun Of The Dead, The Blob(Classic), Birds(Classic), Frankenstein(Classic), Dracula(Classic)Blair Witch Project 1-2, All of Quinten Tarintino's movies, all of M. Night Shyamalan's movies, Stay

Television:

Spongebob Squarepants, Aqua Teen Hunger Force. House, Lost Prison Break.

Books:

The 30+ books of DARKOVER, lord of the rings(the old classic 4 inch thick ones, not the condensed crap that cuts out tom bombadil), Fantasy, adventure.

Heroes:

Yeah, I don't really have any heros...

My Blog

The everlasting boredom...

WOW,  i fell asleep at 9 this morning afte rnot being able to sleep all night, then i only slept for 3 hours... My sleep is really going down the shitter. I wake up more tired than when i went to...
Posted by Ben ... on Sun, 27 May 2007 12:56:00 PST

So its 7 in the morning...

And i didnt sleep last night, couldnt.I wasnt the least bit tired, this seems to be a trend for me these days. I dont sleep nearly as much as i used to, and i dont know why. I tried to sleep around 3 ...
Posted by Ben ... on Sun, 20 May 2007 04:05:00 PST

Every band on Myspace Can Fuck off and stop trying to add me...

I have enough bands as friends, i dont want anymore, the only bands i have are ones  i like. If your a band trying to get started, fine, but dont add random people from half-way across the fuckin...
Posted by Ben ... on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:06:00 PST

Sigh...

Why can't i sleep anymore? I feel like sleep is a waste of time...
Posted by Ben ... on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:36:00 PST

I have tried a thousand times...

I've tried a thousand times to think of the right thing to say, I have sat at this keyboard with the mouse on the "send" button but never able to do it, fearing what might become of it... Will things ...
Posted by Ben ... on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:34:00 PST

So im bored as hell and decided to start writing again...

Its been a little over 4 months since i stopped writing... i doubt anyone knows i write...dont really care...its just a way for me to vent, write down ideas, and talk to people who may or may not ever...
Posted by Ben ... on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:39:00 PST

Fuck am i Boring

Well....It's been a while since my last blog thingy. I don't imagine anyone will read this shit anyways. So i will ramble on as I do with everything else in life. I recently went on two trips with my ...
Posted by Ben ... on Sun, 14 May 2006 08:24:00 PST

I said i would put this up so....

1.Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think...
Posted by Ben ... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST