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Nikki

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About Me

I'm an anorexic opinionated socialite when I'm in control, and a bulimic hypocritical alcoholic when I'm not. I like to think that I rarely lose control, but we all slip sometimes. Don't be so quick to judge.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will sweep me off my feet...but keep me on my toes

Heroes:

My Daddy. If only to have his strength in life and his spirit in soul...after all I am his little girl!

My Blog

Misdirected

This city is new to me and I have no idea what roads connect to what or where they lead.  I've been called directionally challenged for many years, and I've just come to accept that.  Everyo...
Posted by Nikki on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:57:00 PST

up and away

This feeling I have just eats me alive and it's all that I have to even surviveOne more chance is all I can takeselfishly thinking for my own hearts sakeI try to be reckless in which I succeedbut I ne...
Posted by Nikki on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:39:00 PST

With you in mind

Reckless abandonment of an innocent heart...Relentless attempts to rip it appartAnother failed try yields another small notch...And a wide open chance for another to botchKeep moving forward, moving u...
Posted by Nikki on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:13:00 PST

Well thank you sir

I would just like to say that lately randomness is running my life, and I'm perfectly fine with that.  But when I have you talking to me and the words out of your mouth are fantasticly full of sh...
Posted by Nikki on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 05:38:00 PST

You told me

I think you were mistaken when you spoke to me today You told me you were leaving, that you couldnt bear to stay I wondered if Id done something, to make you mad at me You told me it was deeper and th...
Posted by Nikki on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 10:10:00 PST

!MOVE!

It's been said before, but for the sake of my sanity, I must reiterate. 60 in the left lane on I-25 is unacceptable.  Folks, the speed limit is 75.  I understand that is the limit and you're...
Posted by Nikki on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 02:43:00 PST

On and On

Nothing turns out right, my thoughts are too thick.  I'm a life that's been wasted I make my self sick, I can't keep my head up no matter I try, I'm just sick of the people who decieve me and lie...
Posted by Nikki on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 11:30:00 PST

Are you up to the challenge?

Will you please take my pain away, understand the things I'll never say.  Will you be there to help me stand when I can't meet all lifes' demands.  Will you sit back and let me go knowing th...
Posted by Nikki on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 06:52:00 PST

You can try......

My heart is as empty as the drink in front of me........and it's Sunday, so I'm screwed............guess I'll give in and head to the bar.......if only to find solace in anothers eyes.
Posted by Nikki on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:01:00 PST

Yup

Just some things that have been running through my head for years, I know there's probably something out there like this, but these are mine. *N* I believe that if you ride my ass whether it be on the...
Posted by Nikki on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 02:56:00 PST