Worry about your character, not your reputation,
Because your character is who you are
& Your reputation is who people think you are.
The lord created me for a reason. Therefor I shall not act as someone I will never live up to be, nor as someone other then myself. I hurt a lot, and I take things personally simply because I love to much and I care so much for others because I have a hard time believing anybody could hurt me to the extent that they are capable of hurting. I am not proud of many things I've said and many things I've done but I can't go back and i'm tired of moping around about it. I'm proud of the woman I have become but not proud of many of the bumpy roads that have gotten me here. I have made a simple promise to myself never to let another bring me to level of feeling unimportant and useless, therefor I will be open to meeting new people but not letting anybody in. I have been hurt badly and have been talked upon greatly, as well as done the talking and as a grow I realize none of this is worth the pain a feel when I hear the things others should say about one another including thyself.
Therfor, I am never looking back, just looking up and moving forward with my arms and eyes open.
It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.
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