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jess

if your knowledge were your wealth then it would be well earned

About Me

I'm Jessica ; bi-racial/bi-lingual: half black, half hispanic, and I learned spanish alongside english, so I'm able to speak both.
As for who I am in other aspects, well..i'm gradually finding out myself. Here are just a few things i've picked up along the way so far. Oh, and for the record, I don't expect you to understand me. I'm not weird; just maybe different from what you'd expect.
I enjoy company but i also love to be alone. I try to let my mind roam, and solitude helps with that. I'm a very open person and give most anything a shot at taking my interest. It allows me to explore beyond limits and usually results in the discovery of something fascinating. I tend to be a little sarcastic and it stings sometimes, so i apologize in advance. I swear too much a lot. They say I suffer from road rage. I say "Get out of the car." I stay up late. I love to sleep. I've always loved school or anything involved with learning. I have big feet. I don't like phone conversations. I'm emotionally sensitive, but tend to surround myself with the opposite. I love math and large vocabularies. I'd like to think i'm a smart kid, but in the grand scheme of things, i've embraced my idiocy. I'm hilarious. I'm still afraid of the dark. I'm a good girl at heart...the "designated driver", in other words. My beliefs are very complex, but i love theological discussion. Listen to me and i'll love you forever.
i love these kids:
candaceandyerickalaurenalex

My Interests

what i consider music, in general. education. reading. poetry. the paranormal. psychology. sociology. math. writing. disneyland. six flags. piercings. tattoos. rollercoasters (the big ones). the beach. professional photography. european languages. my notebook. nancy drew pc games. collecting state quarters. 99¢ Only stores. comparing people's faces with animals. laughing. making you laugh. thinking. making you think.

I'd like to meet:

open minds. open ears. open eyes. open souls. open hearts.
surprise me.

the love of my life again. the epitome of beauty.

you'll find me in the blue choir. and yes, i left college orientation for this.

Music:

I'm open to several styles. If you really wanna know specifics, just take note of the songs on my page.

Movies:

I'm not gonna list cuz i really don't feel like it, but my favorites are usually comedies. I love movies that force you to think. you know..the one's that make you shout out "Oh, i get it!" at some random time, 3 days after you've seen the film. I also like a lot of sundance films and war movies. Horror movies are pretty cool too. And stuff.. o.o

Television:

My favorite shows include South Park, The Simpsons, I Love Lucy, The Three Stooges, The Twilight Zone, The Little Rascals, Curb Your Enthusiasm, The Colbert Report, Real Time with Bill Maher, American Dad, Family Guy, pretty much everything in mtv and mtv2, Lost, late night television's pretty awesome too. Oh, and i could watch VH1 ALL day

Books:

My favorites have been Visits From the Afterlife, The Five People You meet in Heaven, Animal Farm, Go Ask Alice, Cool Gardens =D, and a few others. Pending books are Enrique's Journey, Spirit Guides & Angel Guardians, Ghosts I've Met, and The Christ Conspiracy

Heroes:

The people or things that, in any way, have shaped me or some aspect of my life...my family, friends, music, books, anyone who has ever hurt me in some way..i cherish all that allows me the chance to learn and grow.

My Blog

none. (butterfly)

none. (butterfly) your life is like a butterflytoo afraid to emerge from the shellnature's made you grow intoand i just want youto be free. i want to go down and get my hands dirty inthe outpouring of...
Posted by jess on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:46:00 PST

untitled. (my someday)

My feelings are my thoughts at rest, when logic's flying through the door andYesterday is just a mess; tomorrow will be nothing morethan one more day i sit and wish thatSelf-esteem did not exist, that...
Posted by jess on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 01:48:00 PST

expression of self.

because the ink just doesn't do enough for me"it's self-expression to the max"he uttershis reason for neglecting the politically correctreligiously correct idea of no piercings or tats on the jobso he...
Posted by jess on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 01:38:00 PST

"i have a crush on every boy"

good girls finish lastno, not evenit seems they don’t finish at allthey’re like the fat kid in the racethat makes you laugh when they falland get the dirt kicked in their facefrom the slut...
Posted by jess on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:25:00 PST

asdf - when it happens.

the situation is uneasyand all i ever want to do isleave.i feel helplessuselessunable to say anything that can fix thiscuz i will only get tangled up in what's not mineto get tangled up inso i leaveno...
Posted by jess on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 05:07:00 PST

shower inspired poem : my right leg.

my right leg.shavinghas become an almost daily routinewell, every-other-day-ly, i meanand my right leg is a fucking pain.i just can't understandwhy the left limb clears out finebut this right leg of m...
Posted by jess on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 02:30:00 PST

"Perfection"

is a misconception.how many times do we have to tell ourselvesbefore we are convinced?to await it is a never ending cycleof disappointment.and in the end, nothing is revealedother than a life wastedon...
Posted by jess on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 02:56:00 PST

i never

deserved you. funny how things twist around, isn't it?from the time i was your little toy til now where i don't give a shitabout how you decide to liveand if you ever wanted thisin the first placeit t...
Posted by jess on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:29:00 PST

Blog. Yes.

i just got my letter from ucla granting me housing and i just realized just how real this truly is. me going to college. not just any college, me going to ucla, my dream school. i'm growing up now and...
Posted by jess on Mon, 07 May 2007 12:24:00 PST

A Night in Thought Pt. 4

Damn.Part 4lolLet's just say i've been through some stuff =PSo love. What is love? it's lots of things, right? Right. I think so too. You love your friends, your family, your significant other, but ho...
Posted by jess on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:06:00 PST