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hey im jst a normal student (very lazy) tryin to get by beein a mosher sk8 punk EMO and goth in a life which is over run by chavs i dont get how they can be popular lol i was never popular at school infact i was bullied because i was differant. if i was descirbe my self in fIVE words they would be HIPPIE, ANARCHIST, GEEK, MAMA'S BOY, my hippie side consist's of me wanting every one to love each over and to have a hippie van ;). my anarchist side consist's of me watning to bring down the goverment because they only see use as numbers or barcodes lol :(, my geek side is purely sometimes my fav side i am allsway found on my computer or on a friends computer i fix computers for my friends and i used to do ict intermediate and advanced in college this year i am doing catering tehe :), and my mam's boy side speaks for its self i love my mam she brought me up the right way in not to judge or fight but just to love, i am also a dady's boy to lol he tells me abwt facts of lyk (how to treat girls right, how to shave, how to draw and how to make the most of life) my mam and my dad are both hippies so id lyk to see that i am i hope, if u have read all of this fank u and if u leave a comment please leave the word dave to show that you have read it tehe fank you please read my poems to fank u.
alot of poems buy me plz tell me what you think first is all
ALL YOU ARE ALL I WANT ALL I NEED ALL I LIVE FOR ALL I DREAM OF ALL I STAND FOR ALL I THINK OF YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF MY DAY THE DARK OF MY NIGHT YOU ARE MY BEGINING MY END
second is when (dont no why i called it when lol)
thinking of you all through the night you filled my dark life full of light, thinking of you all through the day being with you their is no other way, when i miss you its clear your the one whome i hold most dear.
my third is one called fear
as darkness fills owr day peoples feelings and insecurites stand out they become motionless like the moon only showing their bright side in fear of rejection, in fear of being cast down from society
my next poem is fear 1
i am traped in this body in this mind i am scared to show my real self not in fear of rejection but in fear of accetance because fear is the only feeling that is real.
my next poem is pillow
as i lie in my bed holding my pillow i close my eyes and for that split second it feels like i am holding you but when i open my eyes i relise i will allways be holding my pillow untill you are hear to take its place.
this poem is called today
today is a dark my emotions torn into two i have told her i love she will not budge now i am stuck with the other who is willin to judge. ive told her everything i love bout her she jst says ok and pats me on the hand wen will she understand tht my luv for hur is like the sand.
insecurities
as i lie hear with my head under my pillow i wish,i hope, i dream that for one day my insecurity's would wash away like the grands of sand in the sea of the grass in the wind to have no insecurities is to have no sins.
memo
more of a memo than a poemlately depression is the only emotion for me i have forgot how love feels like i have forgot what companiship looks like i feel alone and empty i feel i will neva experiance true joy again. suicide is all i think of ther is no future for mebut tomorrow or the next day i will feel amazing no im not crazy well not all crazy its just being a teenager and dealing with hormones pffff im making such a big deal of this even tho it is the only way i can xpress my emotions
poem
my latest poem enjoyi really really like you infact i luv you im sure i do and i would give any thing to have you but i no our love could never be true this poem is not for my depression no this poem is for you.
the meaning of life.
the meaning of life is not to die it is not to enjoy it it is not to hate it the meaning of life is to live not to survive but to live thrugh the bads and the lows to the goods and the highs because in the end life works out for all of us.
DISLIKES.
i dont like people who judge, i think people who think beauty is most important are shallow unless you work for a modling company well then i supose its your job lol.
LIKES.
i love computers and games lol and i loooooooooooooooove star wars and very much a geek but a cool one lol i have my days when i feel SH3XY and my days when i feel ugly lol today is a good day lol i love eny thing with star in the name e.g starwars, stargate, startrek lol i think i have a good point ther loli luv changing my hair all the time lol i have had blue red green blonde pink half blonde half brown half green half brown half blonde half green brown lol my next colour is purpil