That time again... |
I woke up this morning at 9:03 am, like I do every year, from the same dream I have had every Christmas night for the last few years. I was hopeful that after the wonderful Christmas I had this year, ... Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 12:58:00 GMT |
Just thinking |
Last night, Matt and I were at a pretty white trash bar when this semi-horrible band started to play. Now, we are fairly forgiving when it comes to bar bands, as those guys all usually work for a livi... Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 07:46:00 GMT |
Going to the chapel.. |
I am engaged! Matt proposed on Friday. My ring is perfect, exactly what I wanted. No date is set yet, but we are thinking September of this year. I honestly never thought that I would find myself want... Posted by on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 10:19:00 GMT |
Thank you! |
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has sent me well wishes, good thoughts and prayers lately. I know that I have a great group of friends and I appreciate you guys so much. This ... Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 08:44:00 GMT |
Control |
I realized last night that I can deal with literally any situation as long as I can see that I have some control in it. Most of you know that after Chris died, I had pretty frequent panic attacks. I f... Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:38:00 GMT |
One of those days |
Have you ever had a day where it seems like every time you open your mouth, you alienate someone else you love? Where you can't say the right thing ever, nothing you do is right, everyone just fl... Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:16:00 GMT |
Love is... |
Love is..
doing yard work for hours because Matt wants to... and finding that his company actually makes it worthwhile
Ally and Bear yelling "Mommy, Mommy, look at this!!" because they care ... Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:12:00 GMT |
Believe |
I didnt write this, but I am liking what it says.
I Believe--
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other...:
And just because they don't argue, it doesn't ... Posted by on Tue, 29 May 2007 06:38:00 GMT |
Out of the Darkness Walk |
I have decided to walk in a suicide prevention fundraising walk this fall. I am sure that most of you know that I lost my husband Chris 2 years ago to suicide.. and this year I am going to try to do w... Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 17:13:00 GMT |
Dreams and safe houses |
Most people have a safe place. Some where either inside thmeselves, or in the physical world that they retreat to when they just can't take much more reality. My safe place used to be a hous... Posted by on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 13:25:00 GMT |