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hokusman

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About Me


I was completely stunned
All I could do was stand there
Dumbfounded
Staring into his beautiful blue eyes
The rain pouring down around him
As he stood there silently
In my doorway
I had wished he would come
For what felt like an eternity
But what I knew to be mere days
Mere days, ha!
Each day more painful than the last
My stomach turned in nausea
Each time the thought entered my mind
That I may never see him again
Currently, I opened my mouth
In a futile attempt to speak
He just stared silently back at me
Soaking wet
My mouth hanging half open
"My mom..." I started to say
"I had to see you again," he interrupted
Finally the surprise gave way
And I stepped forward
All consequence melted
As the rain poured over my head
Reason, logic, and the future
All washed away
As I wrapped my arms around my lover
And we held eachother tight
..

My Interests

Amanda, faith, civil rights, music, poetry, art, sewing, writing, biking, shopping, friends, technology, anything unique & different

Buddy!

Music:

barbie almalbis, anaphylaxis, away station, beatles, brave saint saturn, calibretto 13, the cars, common rider, creed, the darkness, the dingees, dropkick murphys, enya, melissa etheridge, evanescence, five iron frenzy, green day, hokus pick, hootie & the blowfish, the insyderz, jeffries fan club, jimmy eat world, amy jo johnson, joy electric, kings of convenience, kevin max, john mellencamp, alanis morissette, mxpx, newsboys, nullsleep, oc supertones, operation ivy, paza, pfr, amy ray, reel big fish, savage garden, the skatalites, the smashing pumpkins, rebecca st. james, stryper, michael sweet, system of a down, t.A.T.u, serj tankian, two tones, yeah yeah yeahs, zwan, movie scores, anime music, just about anything with a good melody and/or good lyrics...

philips hp170 = best headphones ever invented

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Live Your Dream

you say i do everything the wrong way
why don't i do it your way
then maybe someday
i'll be just like you

but i say i'm gonna do it my way
the "i might fail but i'll try" way
well that's been done but it's ok
i'll do what i wanna do

cause i don't want to live your dream
i don't want to live your dream
i won't change what i believe...

-- Reel Big Fish

Movies:

across the universe, a girl like me - the gwen araujo story, frequency, léon, matrix trilogy, newsies, pokemon 2000, spaceballs, star wars trilogies, the point, v for vendetta

Television:

stargate (sg-1 and atlantis), farscape, star trek(all forms), news or anime occasionally

Books:

"A Walk to Remember" by Nicholas Sparks, "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee, "Changing Ones" by Will Roscoe, "Cool Gardens" by Serj Tankian, "A Stitch in Time" by Andrew J. Robinson, "1984" by George Orwell

Heroes:

Jesus, Amanda, Christine, Adriana, my family, Alanis Morissette, Serj Tankian, Melissa Etheridge, Jamie Sullivan

My Blog

Master of the Skies

Maker of the Clouds Master of the Skies your infinite hands hold me i am yours, completely i am never lost your care reaches my lips i know i shall always find nourishment fear is foriegn to me i rea...
Posted by hokusman on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 09:38:00 PST

Touch The Damned

wrapped yourself inside a bubble floating away i saw you clearly through the hubble telescope and "hope, hope, hope" i heard you singing distantly, as you faded away and i said "hey!" IM STILL HERE! ...
Posted by hokusman on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 12:47:00 PST

21st Century Conscience

what is conscience?indignant ignorarance?or expensive sentience?exist, instead, insistingpining and needingwhile the bleeding multiplyand say you dont careits just easierto feign cognizancethen take w...
Posted by hokusman on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 09:45:00 PST

Make Your Own Flag

a piece of cloth blowing in the wind decorated colors made waves as molecules of air dance across so beautiful and vivid vibrant, not timid every shade laid upon the fabric fabricates a symbol a mea...
Posted by hokusman on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:37:00 PST

oh crap! 300!


Posted by hokusman on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 01:10:00 PST

Five Weeks Dead

deadyour blood never rancause you never had veinsloveyou never felt loveonly cold painchemicalsswirrled aroundand found their way to youno central nervous system to destroyno one even knew if you were...
Posted by hokusman on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 01:15:00 PST

by your powers combined, i am Billy Corgan!

i thought this was amusing...Tarantula review...
Posted by hokusman on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST

an unfinished poem

kind of a paranoid writing about how the government uses tech to spy on us...and i didnt really finish it....kind of got stuck...maybe i'll add more sometimeone tooth two tooth red tooth bluetooth to...
Posted by hokusman on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:07:00 PST

Untitled

if you could look into my eyesand feel an emotion other than hatethat would be greatif you could see the truthabout everything i am insidewould you still deny me?look beyond the color of my skin, plea...
Posted by hokusman on Tue, 22 May 2007 06:31:00 PST

Redemption

the feeling of healing is sealing my fatethe hate dissipatesthe state i am inis a place i haven't beensince i was a kidall the things i wanted are slipping awayand its okcause you stay with meholding ...
Posted by hokusman on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:13:00 PST