PLEASURE TOY

"DROWNING IN WARM DARK WATERS"You say you understand how I feel because you've been there before, When the truth is you don't and you never have. You just want to ease the discussion you don't want to have anymore.Years have passed with us both stuck in quick sand, While nights end up with me continuing to pray for light. I'm paralyses, I break my back for you on the account I hope you don't break that heart in your hands.Each breath I take slowly but surely transforms itself into a panic attack, simutaniously pacing back and forth reminiscing on how we were. Young and blind like a magnet we combined and still after all this time you still hold back!Questions ring in my head like the Liberty Bell on, "why I must go through so much hell." We both made mistakes in our lives believe it or not, we're human. The mistakes I've made believe me when I say I still dwell!!!When I fell for you, I fell fast and even after the time that has passed I'm still plummeting. You deserve the best and even after offering what you ask, you still tie concrete bricks to my feet and watch with aguish and dispare like that girl on Titanic. My mind is now like an ill stomach in a dryer steady tumbling.But unlike the Titanic's artic seas, my OCEAN is warm, not on freeze or cold. I pray the LORD my soul to take, for him to open your eyes and see your true love mate. I'm the one and I'll keep fighting for you True Love until one day death has come and our story is told.I still see you in a glow through all the hopelessness in the form of tears. As I wait patiently for the glow to become a strob light and blind me like I already am through my love for you. I'll continue to hold my breath and thoughts of you and I together at last; "nose wide open", as our elders use to say in the pass. Robbed of sight! I'll pass this love on to our sons and daughters, but until then; holding my breath, I'LL BE DROWNING IN WARM......., DARK WATERs!!!.. width="425" height="350" ..Well, I have 3 poems published and hope someday for more, but as of now I'm focussing on my training. I still write as a hobby and I also write R & B and rap songs. I love singing and dancing, but through all of that my friends know me as the clown of the click. I'm very goofy and believe that laughing makes a bad day the best day. It also helps with the abs. Lol!!! I am my own entertainment on the most boring day.I'm a Southern Boy and I love to cook my ass off. I cook like I'm competing against someone else to make sure whoevers eating my food taste buds send them on a cloud through the sky. I want someday to open up my own restaurants, clubs and youth centers. Hopefully one day you'll see me on your TV screen.As Far as I could remember I have always been a huge freak. Some people see something wrong with that, but fuck'em. I embrace being a freakiness because it will always keep your woman satisfied. SEX! Damn, I'm the shit when it comes to wearing it out!!!!!! I feel like if sex was an olympic sport, I would wiin Gold EVERY single time!!! Yeah, I am that confident FA'SHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AIN'T NOBODY FUCKIN WITH MY QUAKE!!!WHAT RIDIN ON DUBS LOOKS LIKE!!! MY LIL'G (R.I.P)