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About Me

My name is LiliAnn a.k.a Lili :) i am married to the most wonderful man i have ever met.Matthew. he treats me like a princess. (and he doesnt mind my shoe fetish or my need to shop ha ha)He has been by my side through some of the roughest times in my life. He helped me to get clean and sober after a drug addiction.. stood by me through sad custody times.. and was my rock through the loss of our baby girl Sienna Rose. He is my everything and after 5 years i find myself even more in love with him as each day passes. he is so damn funny.. he makes me laugh all the time and makes me feel more loved than i have ever felt in my life. i am a mother of 4 living children.. they too are my world. they are each so unique and beautiful. My son Joe (12) is my mature little man. he is so smart and such a joy to have around.He has an awesome personality and can give the best hugs !! Jaden (8) is a goofball.. he will make you laugh even at times when you know you should be firm. he is a mommys boy and can make even the darkest days bright. Jessica (6).. my little princess.. she is so very beautiful. and all full of smiles. she can be spoiled and thinks the world revolves around her (which most the time it does ) but is so fun. a real tom boy..but yet loves to dress pretty and put on makeup. but can definitely hold her own with the boys !! Gavin (3). the baby. the happiest kid in the world. he amazes me daily with the way he views the world. a real chatter box.. can talk from sun up to sun down without hardly taking a breath. he is amazed with the world. . and cant help but want to share his excitements with everyone !!!. my kids are the best ! i love them all so much. as for me.. i am a wife and a mom. and i love my life. i work as an office administrator in a heavy machinery corporation. i work with my husband (i am his boss ha ha) he is my favorite employee.. ha ha. i love working with him.. it gives us the chance to be together 24/7 which is how we like it ! i love the outdoors and cant wait til spring so i can get outside !! i am an atheist.. dont think you can message me and change that. i get lots of these messages and i must say other than finding the humor in ignorance.. they can get annoying. i dont message people and try to change them into believing what i believe and i expect the same respect back. i think i have a great personality.. i love making new myspace friends..and meeting up with people i havent talked to in forever ! so add me.. message me.. just say hi ! and if you want to know anything else.. just ask ! :)
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Thanks Lacee !!! he so belongs on my MYSPACE !!!"Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent. Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil? Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God?" - Epicurus
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I'd like to meet:

people who have the same likes as me.. or not. i am open minded and love to just chat. i am bi-sexual.. i am not looking for a man i already have the greatest one ! a girlfriend would be nice though ! so all you hot fems... message me ! :)
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MY ALL TIME FAVORITE BAND IS LINKIN PARK ! I HAVE GOTTEN A BIT MORE INTO THE PUNK SIDE OF THINGS.. SO I HAVE GOTTEN SOME NEW BANDS I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ! SUM 41 !! I LOVE THEM.. THEY WAKE ME UP ON MY WAY TO WORK EVERY MORNING. I LOVE AVRIL LAVIGNE.. NOFX.. SUGARCULT.. HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS AND BLINK 182 (WHO DOESNT LOVE BLINK!)THE BEST BAND EVER !!: CHECK IT OUT ! GO TO THEIR WEBSITE ! ~~~~~ SUM 41.comTHE BEST BAND EVER !!: CHECK IT OUT ! GO TO THEIR WEBSITE ! ~~~~~ SUM 41.com

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STEPHEN KING..AND DEAN KOONTZ.

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This is my poem for my little precious angel Sienna Rose ! may she rest in peace until mommy once again is there to cradle you in my arms.******* }SiennaWhy did you have to go..~~ Sweet angel baby of mine..~~ you didnt get to see the world..~~ there just wasnt enough time.~~My perfect little princess..~~ How I do miss you so..~~ It just does not seem fair..~~ That it was your time to go.~~God needed you there~~ the reason I do not know..~~ But the angels whispered in your ear..~~ little one its time to go..~~as they laid you in my arms..~~ you opened your eyes and looked at me..~~ my heart broke as they closed once more..~~ but it was time for you to be free.~~I would give anything to touch you again..~~ To hold your little hand in mine,~~ To look into your sweet blue eyes..~~ To tell you I love you one more time.~~But little Sienna dont you worry..~~ Mommy and daddy know and pray..~~ We will get to do everything we missed..~~ And will hold you again one day.~~We miss you sweet Sienna Poem by: Mommy..

My Blog

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do i know you ? NO. but what i do know about you .. i am not impressed. So you had a shitty life. . alot of people do your not the only one in this world. but thats when you choose to do something abo...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:34:00 PST

i hope when all is said and done.. you can at least say .. you have no regrets.

I really fear that one day.. you are going to look around. and be all alone... you have shunned all !!!! for the love of one ... is that love really that strong? is it really forever ? for your sake ...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:42:00 PST

YOU'RE IT !!!!

Here's how you play: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 11 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 11 people to be tagged, listing their n...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:11:00 PST

discontent..but yet content .. how does that work?

i am so confused. . i am so glad that my brothers and sister have their dad back. but yet.. i wish he would go away ! i hate knowing he is around. i hate him before when i knew he lived here it didnt ...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:38:00 PST

the results are back... !!

tests are back. and i sigh in relief. I have rheumatoid arthritis disease. it sucks. yes. but... it could have been so much worse. now i have the name i needed for my disease.. which means now i kn...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

the thoughts are swarming..

i sit here at work. and i know.. i should be working. but i cant. my mind is so preoccupied it makes me feel like i have no control over my mind.. or at this point my own body. sit and wait.. sit and...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:29:00 PST

My best friend, soul mate and husband !

Dearest Matthew,     thank you ! thank you so much for making me the happiest woman in the world ! thank you for choosing me, to be the one you open your heart and soul too ! You are th...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 03:33:00 PST

The most perfect weekend ever !!!!!!

*sigh* Saturday was the most beautiful day i could ever imagine ! i got married to the most wonderful man in the world. !! my best friend and now my husband !  we had a punk rock wedding ! and i...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 03:22:00 PST

my love... my fiance... my friend.

Wow... this last weekend was .... well... perfectly wonderful ! i had the most awesome time with Matthew. Saturday night after having a blast at my moms carving pumpkins we went home.. thinking it was...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 12:23:00 PST

My sister

Best friends - by blood..    forever joined at the heart. this bond was instant..    right from the start. i looked into ..your sweet brown eyes..    the day that you wer...
Posted by ~**Rational Thinker**~ on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 02:16:00 PST