WINTER IN EDEN.
UK Metal at its best!
One of the most original female fronted acts since Evanescence and set to be even bigger!
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DELAIN!!! APRIL RAIN FUCKING AWESOME!
Mikeys Bleep vid. Made me fuckin crack laughing when he sent me the link!
SONIC UNLEASHED!!! This game is fuckin badass!
Mikeys Video Greetings for me!
HALF LIFE MY GHOST LIVE!!!
Damn these boys rock!
My Music
The Crows Follow Me, I Am Poet.
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This beautiful young lady your currently admiring the picture of, is my fiance Tegan.
She is my most amazing gift & a miracle in my life, she is the living breathing reason I wake up in the morning & I dont know where I would be without her, no one could ever take her place. She is gorgeous, funny, smart, (though she might debate that haha XD)and a smartass and I love every single bit of her.
She keeps me on my toes and keeps pressing me onwards,
Ill love her from now until my final breath and everything there is forever after.
I shall stand between you and those I care for. With all I am I will defend them, and you shall know the true power of a man with something to fight for.
The song that gave me a life changing band, combined with a game that gave me my greatest escape.
NIGHTWISH: NEMO
FINAL FANTASY X
Final Fantasy X / Nightwish
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Now that your world stopped turning, that look on your face, NOTHING REVOLVES ROUND YOU!
Before ya'll go readin this I just wanna say Im not an angry fucker, theres heaps of shit that I find wrong with the world, but it dosent stop me from living my life
A little bit about Who I am.
My name is Josh and I live here in Australia.
Im very much devoted to my music and my poetry.
I am a strongly emotional person, which apparently is a rarity among guys as Im not afraid to show it to the people I know and am close to.
Anyone I dont know I dont usually reveal much to and I tend to come off as cold, and distant unless of course I so choose to show my better side.
Ive been burned a hell of a lot in my life,only one person has ever really truly been able to dismiss the overwhelming sense of lonliness I used to feel, she is the closest thing to an angel that I have on this earth and I love her with all my heart and soul.
My mind has a habit of wandering to far distant places and thoughts the likes of which most would never dream of. Things I could never even begin to put down on paper...or on a computer screen as the case appears.
I am an escapist, I love the thought of leaving everything in favour of my own mind, people may say, "its not healthy, your running away from the real world, not dealing with your problems ect." I ask you now, when did I say I was running from anything? At what point did I say I never face my problems?
You see I escape to my mind as a way of relief, to help me free myself from the troubles of the world, not to run from it. I, as we all do, understand that the problems of the world are never going away. Not in my lifetime anyhow...
I still laugh, I still smile, though I admit some of it is forced.
I enjoy spending time with my dearest friends whom I will now name.
This is in no particular order of course.
Vincent, Michelle, Mikey, Courtney, Dannie, Diana and Kat, come to think of it anyone populating my friends list I enjoy speaking to.
Ill first and foremost mention Michi, my big sister, since shes my closest and best mate. Theres so much to tell and so many thankyous to be had and she deserves every one of them, Ive told her, and she knows, everything there is to know about me.
VEEEEMAN you can read about below XD he has a huuge section in the Who Id Like To Meet part cause hes awesome ^_^
Mikey is the musical mate I cannot do without. Music is a passion best shared by more than one and thanks to him I have a massive playlist and a much broader take on the music scene than before. Hes also the only guy I know that I can go nuts talking about various video games with XD
ESL FOREVAAAAAAAARR!!!!!!!!!!
Courtney, shes my other little sister and one of three. (four counting my real little sister)Inspite of the whole ex gf thing being that my ex was her sister, we have still remained good friends to this day.
Shes honest and caring and deserves a world of happiness. She works her ass of day in and day out and her only fault is that she needs to learn when to cut herself a break every now and again :P
Dannie. Number two of my three sisters. We not long met through a certain ex mate of mine who was also her ex bf and total asshole to boot. She on the otherhand is awesome and truely one of few good people left. Inspite of the limited time we've known each other, we have become good mates very fast. I think she knows more about me than most of the people I know and I'd happily tell her whatevers left as I have no reason to distrust her.
Stay strong kiddo cause you are gonna go far though you may not see it yet. One day we may both find that happiness we both seek..
Dee, number three of my little sisters. Kind and funny as fuck XD shes a hell of a laugh and has her head in the right place. One of a few girls I know with her mind in the right place and I know she is going to make a name for herself one of these days. Thankyou for loving my poetry and music so much, your support and advice have gotten me through some tough shit.
Kat.
Now for last but not least the latest adition to my line of crazies XD
I met her on VF, she was the first person to say hi to me and was kind enough to offer me help with anything I needed. I feel a tad protective of her despite hardly knowing her, I guess I see a lot of my little sister in her.
She is a good kid and deserves to be happy.
Shes a hilarious girl and has made me crack up many times to the dismay of the people around me. Shes also a good singer whether or not she believes it XD
My hero Rikku in action!!!
DEAD FANTASY EPISODE 1
DEAD FANTASY EPISODE 2
I am beginning what will hopefully be a full music career.
I run my own side projects currently and I am playing as a member of the band An Eternity In Autumn on both vocals, writing and keyboards/piano.
I discovered my talent for this instrument back in 2006, and have spent a great deal of time practicing, mostly to Nightwish, whom anyone close to me knows is my favourite band of all time.
I also previously played for Audiostream whom I joined in early 07 and it has been a wonderful journey with talented men with MANY years of experience on me who never once made me feel like my lack of experience was a hinderance to them. They helped me discover and polish my skills and I am very thankful for the time spent with the guys and for the laughs and general good times every weekend.
I am my own person in every sense of the word, I dont aim to live up to expectations, I set them for myself, admittantly falling short most of the time, Im certainly not perfect nor do I pretend to be by any means.
I dress in black simply because I like the colour. it certainly has nothing to do with being depressive of sad all the time and I dont do it to either hide behind, or stand out respectively, I dont appreciate being called emo or goth since I have nothing in common with the people who call themselves such things.
As far as matters concerning love and the heart go, I am VERY tightly guarded. I believe there is only one true person out there who can understand me, love me and appreciate me for who and what I am, and will always stand by me no matter what happens.
I have many walls many locks to which Im afraid I may have lost the keys to. One day perhaps, the one whos heart I may call home will find them for me, lost somewhere in the deepest darkest recesses of my soul.
"Walls arent always built to keep people out, but rather they are built to see who takes the time and care to climb over them."
Every lock has a key, you just have to figure out which one goes with which lock...this can be a real bitch if your trapped inside a building with the janitors keyring...and your not the janitor O.o
I try to be the gentleman, the nice guy, the romantic (I am very fond of old fashioned romance) as is befitting of a poet.
I will lay down my coat for a lady if she asks so she can cross a muddy patch in the path without getting dirty, after all, coats can be washed.
I stand up for the good things in life, and I hope one day in the future to be able to teach my children the same principles I live by.
Someone once told me that nothing can ever last forever, and mabey I believe her.
However, someone else has shown me too that this world is full of incredible things and that its not worth giving up on just yet.
Sure the human race are a bunch of assholes...but shes restored my faith in the fact that no matter how many horrible people there are,
Theres always one amazing person who can shift the balance.
The problem is finding a genuine one. Believe me theyre so few and far between that you could spend your whole life looking for one and never find them.
I am a big fan of Videogames, I LOVE Sonic the Hedgehog, I grew up with him as my idol.
Its true I am quite the geek, I love to read books, I write, I play cards and such things, but its something I enjoy so ridicule all you like it wont stop me doing it.
I am a very complicated person, I can be straight forward at times, and extremely confusing at others.
My friends always come to me for adivce which I am happy to give and will continue to do so, though they may not always understand it, they smile and at least pretend they do hahaha!
I am fiercely loyal, I despise my friends being insulted or hurt, and I can be vicious and vengeful if they are put into harms way.
Im a big believer of honesty. Perhaps this is because I rarely get shown it. Its probably the one trait that the ENTIRE human race has suffered a lack of at some point or other, and we could certainly benefit from an increase of it.
Its true I havent always been honest, but I never said I wasnt included in what I said just now about the world needing more. I do struggle very hard to be as honest as I can be though.
I dont drink or smoke and Ive never once touched drugs of any kind, Never insult me or tease me about it cause I get VERY pissed off when people do that and its a sure fire way to end up on the bad side of me.
Do not judge me if you dont want to be judged, I hate people jumping to conclusions about the kind of person I am.
I am Loyal
I am Loving,
I love to be shown lots of affection,
I am human, I do screw up.
I hate it when people hold my mistakes against me.
I have a short temper, but only when something really ticks me off, otherwise Im fairly laid back.
I am stubborn
Dont bother putting me on a guilt trip, it very rarely works.
If Ive ever done something deliberate to hurt you, theres a damn good reason for it, and its highly unlikely that I regret it.
Dont tell me to grow up because I play games and cards and so forth, I enjoy it and as I said before your opinion wont change that. We all have the things we enjoy, thoe are mine. Im certainly no less mature for it.
On the shore, we sat and hoped,
Under the same blue moon,
Whos guiding light chose you,
Chose you all.
Be still my son, Your home.
Oh when did you, become so cold.
The blade wil keep on descending.
All you need is to feel my love.
Search for beauty, find your shore.
Try to save them all, bleed no more.
You have such oceans within.
In the end I will always, love you.
Nightiwsh, The Poet and the Pendulum.
There is more to me than any one person will ever understand. From the Poet to the dreamer, I am a mystery and I like it that way.
This is who I am escapist, paradise seeker,
Farewell time to fly.....
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Lord of Wisdom
You are the guardian of all and nothing. A Patron of scribes and craftsmen as well as wisdom and medicine. Your task involves distributing knowledge upon the mortal realms and keeping them constantly interested in their quest to attain it. You are regarded as the master of the words, the emblem of truth, and the path to discoveries. Sages worship you.
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