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About Me

Girls Myspace Layouts by LytLove.comDo you know how with some people you can look in their eyes and see so many things?? Some people when you look into their eyes, you almost wish that you didn't. You see things that you would rather not see, you can see anger or regret. But there are other people that you can see in their eyes and it is a refreshing experience in which you thoroughly enjoy and sometimes wish to extend as long as possible. For instance you can look into a friends eyes and see them looking at you with love and adoration. All of this to say that is what is portrayed in your eyes for others to see what you're thinking or feeling at any given moment. Because i am a person that tends to look back. I look back and imagine things differently.....almost to a point of regret. and is that what others see in my eyes?? regret??? Regret because i should have always known that my parents know best. But mostly i just think that I am so involved and overwhelmed with my day to day that no one can see anything except exhaustion and apathy in my eyes. or maybe no one has ever looked twice.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

sometimes its just me and you and coffee and those are the best times we've had. or laying on the roof of your moms car watching the sun set like we had never seen it before. and i miss us like that. remember? but i am sick of remembering. maybe some day we won't have to look back. maybe we will have something besides our past. maybe soon.

My Blog

some thoughts from a while ago

These were some thoughts i had a while back, i am just now posting them as a blog so that i can update my 'about me' section, enjoy: i keep remembering when i was six. i keep having these almost flash...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 22:02:00 GMT

alive in this moment

I think we all reach a point in our lives where we can look back at things and realize that the decisions we have made have all lead up to this very point. The contrasting point is that the decisions ...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 15:36:00 GMT

Vocalization

she has words and thoughts that at times seem to press the internal points of her body, trying to get out. Attempting escape. freedom. vocality. and they do not understand the constraints of time or t...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 03:05:00 GMT

summer nights

a song. words. lyrics. a melody. one so familiar. one that reminds me of sunday nights. of brothers chasing me until my dress was one big grass stain. and playing red rover until our parent...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 21:31:00 GMT

a moment unnoticed

all of this. all of the steps that lead up to this very moment. the days that have passed, the time that was spent. words uttered and moments fulfilled. if there were an exact second. a decision. that...
Posted by on Thu, 24 May 2007 20:55:00 GMT

somethings missing

there's a pounding in my head that won't stop and a feeling in my stomach that won't go away and you wouldn't know because i havn't told you tears are more frequent and things move me in ways they ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 17:37:00 GMT

my cali life

hello to all. i must say that life in cali is great but i miss every last one of you.....well except for liz, sarah, and valarie who i now get to see. so......yes i did make it to california, but only...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 19:31:00 GMT

Holiday Spirit

cell phones and ring tones shops and christmas lights everything seems to glow with a twinkle. sad songs and heartaches. questions of why and happiness. and is it worth it? or is there an easier way...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 18:39:00 GMT

TIPS

i have recently been employed by an un-named restaurant. and i really do believe that everyone should read this very informative and truthful blog. written by someone i don't know but deeply respect. ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 00:37:00 GMT

Boston in Autumn

i have this close friend. and most any reference to leaving or to culture or any decent music or place to eat or view the ocean all end with the city of boston. a place where no one knows you and you ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 14:05:00 GMT