Discerning whether to add on to my profile or start from scratch was a tough decision. But after much deliberation i decided that one can not erase or ignore the past and should not, for it is an essential part of who we are and what made us. our shadow/dark side, our secrets and inner dialogue need to be brought into the light to be recognized and respected in order to grow and enrich ourselves and others with wisdom. We must add onto our lives always and enhance it with new and fresh flavor. our past does not hold us back, it sets the stage and prepares us for greater things to come... and greater things are always on their way, with or without our knowledge of it... Every experience and person, new adventure and journey into the unknown depths of the soul adds spice, quality, and meaning to life. A bland existance, robotic in nature never risking anything, or saying what you truly think and feel is not what makes us alive and human. growing and learning, connecting and seeking understanding, truth, and beauty in all things makes us ultimately creative and divine creatures beautiful and unique in our one-ness. Now i am writing here to simply share what i have learned in my 24 mere years of experience with life. perhaps you do not agree and you are entitled to your own truth. this is only my truth but it is real to me just the same. the most beautiful and fascinating thing about life to me is that nothing is black or white. the world is an infinite amount of possibilities and perspectives. winning the lottery is everyones dream come true...or nightmare if you are robbed and murdered the next day for your money. every cloud has its silver lining.. the importance is finding the balance and recognizing that every friend and love will bring you happiness and pain, every oppurtunity has rewards and punishments. its up to you to make the most of every chance. someone once told me, " its not what went wrong that counts, its what went RIGHT that matters" this belief has changed my life. when i am hurt or discouraged i try to see the good or lesson that came out of it and know when to move on and allow better things to come along, while still seeing the positive in every sitaution. "God", destiny, whatever your spiritual path is will never close a door without opening a new and better one.
I believe if you look into someones eyes you can see the purity and goodness in everyones soul. sometimes you have to look hard but it is there and that is what i seek in everyone i meet. I believe if you listen carefully everyone is an angel sent from 'God' in some respect (not in the literal sense but an angel in that they are guiding you -- telling you something you need to here at that moment in time to learn something valuable about yourself or others) and by everyone i mean EVERYONE. a child, a friend, even the cashier at the gas station has a word or smile to brighten your day and give you an answer to a burning question. you just have to listen with your every sense of being and be open to what comes your way. nothing can hold you back but fear itself. and there is nothing to fear, even death, because better things are always on their way... Everyone always, and i repeat-- ALWAYS has the power to brighten someone elses day. I am certainly self-evidently an idealist to the core and am fascinated by analyzing words and phrases. the Universe....meaning one verse...one line, one peice of a song, one peice of the whole, one vibration...we are one...we are all mirrors of ourselves and reflections of our souls. I want to explore every avenue of the human soul. Everyone is the student and the teacher, and everyone can choose to hurt or heal others in their words and actions. and ultimately what you are doing to others you are doing to yourself as we are all one. so be gentle with others, be loving and compassionate. like we always learned in grade school "do unto others as you would have them do unto you".... and so it is my truth...." Through this toilsome world, alas!
Once and only once I pass;
If a kindness I may show,
If a good deed I may do
To a suffering fellow man,
Let me do it while I can.
No delay, for it is plain
I shall not pass this way again"
--unknown
Thats one of my absolute favorite quotes/poems...
anyways. about me? i'm just like everyone else only different...i love people with a passion, it's my goal in life to strive to learn, love, and appreciate something about everyone i meet and every experience i have. i hope someday i can give something back to the world instead of further adding to its detriment, even if that just means being a great friend because sometimes i feel like thats the best thing you can ever truly be in life...of course i love to have fun and i enjoy being crazy. i'm beginning more and more to feel that the 'crazy' ones are the most sane of us all...but thats something i can get into another time. i definately try to look at the world with new eyes everytime i wake up. i never ever ever want to feel like i lived the same day twice! when you look at the world everyday as if its the first time you've ever seen it, you can find beauty in everything. even the 'bad' experiences or people are just challenges that teach you something more about yourself and life. but i don't really believe there is such a thing as a "bad" anything. everything that happens to you leads you to exactly where you need to be to the exact people you need to be with at that exact moment. i'm completely fascinated with peoples theories on life and its deeper meaning (not only in a spiritual sense but just to see how other people view the world...) we could all learn a lot if we just listened with open hearts and minds to one another. i work on doing that everyday and use every ounce of willpower in my bones to remain happy and at peace no matter what i encounter. i am infinitely curious and always open to new ideas and ways of thinking, so if you have the answers, let me know!!!!
Your Birthdate: February 7
You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!
Your strength: Your self sufficiency
Your weakness: You despise authority
Your power color: Maroon
Your power symbol: Hammer
Your power month: July
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.
What Is Your Seduction Style?
You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?
Imaginative, erotic, passionate
You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other.
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