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Ivan

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About Me


My Goddess
I've had to change my setting where you can't send me a friends request unless you use my last name or email. This is because of all the fake ppl who are sluts/porn stars or whatever the hell they are. So please just message me if you are interested in being friends.
Little update :) Fell in love with the best girl ever, we love the same things, you'll find us playing WoW or on the soccer field :P. She's sweet and puts up with my eccentricities and just calls me a dork hehe. I couldn't be happier!
Well my name is Ivan aka Parian. I'm Pagan. I'm the type of person who is not ashamed of anything and everything they like...I'm extremely eclectic and eccentric :) and it makes me happy that I can find value in everything. Most people can't and anything remotely different from what they precieve as the norm frightens them....even if they have an interest in it. I hide nothing because I have nothing to hide
I am a writer by far, other things I want to accomplish include: photographer, model for one of Jess's galleries, architect, game designer and animator, own my own metaphysical shop, own a vinyard, actor, chef, start a coffee shop called Liquid Crack, own a goth bar, blah blah blah
Likes:
SOCCER!!!, Seafood, Architecture, Photography, Astronomy, Poetry, Books, Religions, Cultures, Wine, Art, Music, TV or movies cuddled up with someone, Tattoos done the ancient way or modern, Propriety, being goofy, love, learning in general, walking on the beach, traveling, deco, designing and creating, cooking, metaphysical things, tarot cards, witchcraft, Japanese anime, Hot tubs at night with a view of the ocean, Mythbusters!, I love! dragons............and a lot more.
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Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not
like to show it. A rare and special creture,
you have artistic style and are great at
expressing yourself. You think friends and
Familly are the most important, and are a
hopeless romantic. But of course, as ice
goes, you can be a little cold or harsh at
times. But not to worry, you always apoligize
later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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My Interests



Sylvia Browne: Secrets and Mysteries of the World

"On Halloween, when little witches or tiny ghosts trick-or-treat at my door, I'll be standing there with a bowl of candy thinking about all the Druids who fought so hard to keep this a sacred day. And the next time you look at your Christmas tree, hold a bunny, or see an egg, I hope you'll take a moment to remember all those who went before us and gave us these rituals we enjoy today.-------------Sadly, we criticize the so called pagans for their beliefs, yet we have no problem cannibalizing their high holy days or rituals and making them our own."

"Witchcraft is comforting. You learn that the night is as beautiful as the daytime, that the dark and light are equal, that neither is better than the other....that life and death exist beside one another, as a balance."

----Judith Laxer


Interest are learning all I can about different cultures, wine, religions and so on. Rock N Roll. I love outgoing ppl cause I'm such a recluse they make me enjoy life more by dragging me places. I like movies. Watching TV. Piercings. Tattoos. Love. Vampires. Faeries. Beach. Poetry. Art. Photography, Architecture, medieval stuff, cooking, Video/PC Games: Final Fantasy, Diablo II, NFS, I'm a World of Warcraft addict, and so on................

I'd like to meet:

A girl without a freakin cat! no offense but I'm allergic...are there no girls that just like dogs?(not the human male version of that...the actual species Canine Familiaris) and........Nerina Pallot, Alanis Morrisette, Marilyn Manson, George Bush so I can kick him in the balls, Mike Shinoda, everyone from SOAD, Johnny Depp, Criss Angel, Kate Beckinsale, Chris Rock, Richard Pryor any one that knows the phrase "why haven't we taken off yet?""Cause I usually drive a cadillac", oh and you :)

Johnny Depp

Nerina Pallot

Alanis Morissette

System of a Down

Mike Shinoda

Jonathan Davis from Korn....he fuckin rocks

Music:

Lets see I already mentioned kinds of music I guess I'll name artist and groups. Bush, Flaw, System of a Down, Evanescence, Marilyn Manson, Korn, Rob Thomas/Matchbox 20, Coal Chamber, Metallica, Rob Zombie, Eagles, anything Celtic, Collective Soul (old), Orgy, Nickleback, Shinedown, Crossfade, Breakin Benjamin, Stabbing Westward, 3 doors down, puddle of mudd, Smashing Pumpkins, Green Day, Eve6, some classical, NIN, Staind, Ozzy, Old 311 stuff, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Papa Roach, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Godsmack and a lot more I cant think of.

Movies:

Favs: Man on Fire(best movie ever made) Resident Evil and Resident Evil 2 is the shit! Bram Stokers Dracula, Crank, Beerfest, The Crow, Pitch Black/Chronicles of Riddick, Feast, Without a Paddle, Doom, Tim Burton stuff, Evolution, The X-Files, Blade, Braveheart, Underworld, Pirates of the Caribbean, LOTR, Harry Potter so many more would take all day.

You're Jack! "I am the Pumpkin King!" and
yes you are. Although you have the fame and
fortune, you are not happy. You go and try to
find yourself but in cost of Christmas. In the
end everything is peachy keen and we still love
you.

Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you?
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Television:

Stargate Atlantis! Well I use to watch TV often.....but I don't think mines been on in months except to watch Mythbusters, Extreme Makeover: Home Edition, and Deal or no Deal when I think about it.

Books:

A lot of new age and mythology books......Bird by Bird: by Anne Lamott, Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, A field guide to Demons by Carol Mack and Dinah Mack, Emperor: The Gates of Rome by Conn Iggulden, Wine books, Cook books, and some others.....

My Blog

Inner reflections of a dissolute soul

Forever stuck in the depths of my mindThinking of now wanting more timeLiving in the shadow of our dead pastSmelling the rot that will always last Blaming all of you for everything that's wrongHealing...
Posted by Ivan on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 09:06:00 PST

Time to bitch

I recieved a message from a christian telling me my page was offensive to her and to all women because of my pics.  All my friends know right now I'm about to go off :)  First off look at my...
Posted by Ivan on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 01:56:00 PST

New story

In the depths of death and destruction heroes are born. People who refuse to give up and let their surroundings control their future. Instead they use what's around them to create their own future&&&...
Posted by Ivan on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 04:33:00 PST

Writing and Life

I have been vigorously reading a book, by Anne Lamott, over the past few days called Bird by Bird: Some Instructions on Writing and Life.  I just finished, and it was then I realized what it was ...
Posted by Ivan on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 10:22:00 PST

My celeb look alikes

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Posted by Ivan on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:11:00 PST

A little taste of Marcescent: The Beginning

Marcescent: The Beginning Ch. 1: A new breed The world has now changed in many ways. New threats ravage our planet, invasion, disease, natural disasters. Cities and towns had become to much of a br...
Posted by Ivan on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:51:00 PST

More song share time

WYCLEF JEAN "If I Was President"[chorus]If I was president,I'd get elected on Friday, assassinated on Saturday,and buried on Sunday.If I was president...If I was presidentAn old man told me, instead o...
Posted by Ivan on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:56:00 PST

Fog

A stroll in the midnight fog seemed just the thing to clear my head.  The trees rustling with the sounds of otherworldly creatures.  My feet seem to be floating above the pavement as I walk ...
Posted by Ivan on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 02:17:00 PST

Familiar Path

Familiar Path Walking through earth grain fields of goldStaring at the willow tree swaying in the windHating why I'm here to see you in the coldYou were my world, my lover, my friend I walk the path ...
Posted by Ivan on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:09:00 PST

For You

Into the black dimensions of my soul I've divedLooking for anything and everything I once knewStanding by my side in the dark my shadow criesThrough the emotions and memories I flewThought I would fin...
Posted by Ivan on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:42:00 PST