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I am alive. I have a beautiful, life saving angel of a daughter named Ellie. I have a most wonderful boyfriend, whom I cherrish with all my heart. Everyday I wonder why and how I am still afloat. I beleive there truly is something and someone for everyone. Well, it is true. When I stopped believing I fell apart. My life stopped in a split second. I truly love what I have and hate what I don't. I need more and want just as much. But when the day is done and morning arrives I know this day will be just as great or greater than the day before and in my world I wouldn't change that ever, knowing and having what I know and have now. And trust me don't you ever regret a thing you do, or you too will fall apart and your floating will sink. Allways remember there is someone who cares and theres allways an ear.


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Adam Lambert: "Ring Of Fire" - Performances

http://www.americanidol.com/videos/season_8/perfor... This gay boy makes me cream a tad. He is going to be the winnner!
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 18:09:00 GMT

What my Mom recieved in her email today...

Why yes I am. Thank you for asking...Or not asking,You know since my whole "Dad" issues started in my life, it truly has been nothing but pain. [Depression...and so on]Pain farther than I knew existed...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:20:00 GMT

Sometimes....

I get sooo damn lonely! My life is the SAME everyday!!! No money, no car, and 24/7 baby... God I need to see my friends more often! I know I am a mommy now but fuck Mommy's need time to their self wit...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 16:51:00 GMT

Saved again...

So yesterday I kinda, well, I did have a set back moody problem... Thinking of course the worst and having James come home from work early. When he came in from work I told him to put my multi-tool [k...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:33:00 GMT

Subjected to possibly cry?

I know there are alot of "deadbeat" Fathers out there. I know they do nothing for them and choose not to give a shit about their very own child. I can't seem to understand why there is people even lik...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:59:00 GMT

So amazing

I just started thinking about how things used to be. And thought pitty on myself. Why? I shouldnt've. I was asked recently if I had been through a near death experience, I said yes, but insisting it w...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 22:16:00 GMT

Blue skin

Consistantly remember the carefree life of me.  Took me so long to realize the importance of my life has made. To most peoples sight and sound I am heard all around.  Considered my life, to ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:29:00 GMT

So I read all my blogs..

And come to find out I was a VERY unhappy girl!  I honestly can't say that I am that unhappy still guess I have the meds to thank but Damn I was really losing it! lol  As bad as most would l...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 14:24:00 GMT

Goin back to school...

So yes you read right I am going back to school. After I take this damn GED test lol I got lazy! Lately I was thiking about all the stress in my life and wanted to find a way out for the better of Ell...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 13:40:00 GMT

I will be a MONSTER!

So the Darkness and Creepyworld need monsters! And me being the horrorific gal around! I totally contacted them! It isn't official just yet! But considering is all I need!!! Oh my the excited of being...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:22:00 GMT