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Miguel &lt;/3 D

Giant Swan , Take Me To The River

About Me


All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,
Beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.

Life Story Volume l: I originally got glasses to just drive but I became addicted to the extra nigg vision it gives me. In real life I have no friends. In fact in real life im not really a person, Im just this .. face covered entirely of Cliché gimmicks And bullshitesk nonsense. You might think you have seen me, But it wasn't me. It was someone who looks like me Or someone I look like for that matter. Not that it really matters or anything. In fact at this time you can turn around And leave my page if there's been nothing worth your wild thus far. Sorry I couldn't please everyone here today.... Fuckwad But if that isn't the issue we can press forward into my self loathing here. Alright so back to me, I own about 80 billion cds, I own over 180 movies/dvds, I own an ass-crack-bleeding load of video game and video game systems. Im a nerd and read/worship comic books and books. I love art And "art assorted bullshit" (I quoted that myself) 2005 huh.. 2006 will probably be here faster than you read this crap I like music Anything involving Satan I'm just kidding I'm sick kid, I built a match box town full of remorse and Chinese drummers What I'm trying to say here is, Give me a bottle of shit and some whine, And I'll get piss drunk and shit on myself Dude.. I basically started W W I twice...once I sort of invited "screamo" "post hardcore" music All by myself in my mothers basement one day Yeah it's pretty big now But it was originally my own little idea My mom once told me I was really attractive And it all went straight to my head Cause I saved up money and sent my personal pics away to a modeling school And I've just been waiting like four years now to hear back from them I mean I know they're busy, but seriously hurry the fuck up already one time when I was real little I pissed on my self in the boys bathroom when this kid, Jumped over the stall and tried staring me down. It scared me so bad I moved away and got piss on myself Oh and another time when I was even younger And I was sleeping at my friend Albert's house, I woke up early in the morning with piss on myself I left the house and told him his dog pissed on me I told my mom the same story but I think she knew I did it. And when I went back later that afternoon They were blaming the dog for pissing on me. Poor dog.. It's got to be dead by now Well that's what it deserves for pissing on me, While i'm sleeping.. So I almost dated a half retarded girl once. It was like my first day of the 5th grade (for the 2nd time around) And I see her in the morning and I was being all girly eyed/being super friendly with her Than I go to school and see her and I talk to her for a span of 36 secs And say hi Than I walk up to her and ask her if she had a boyfriend and would like one or another She's all like "yeah I would" So I sit with her on the bus ride home And after about a minute of talking to her I think to myself "OH MY FUCKING GOD SHES RETARDED!" So I pretty much hit on a retarded girl I think her name was Brittany or something retarded sounding like that. One time I cut a baby worm in half and felt really bad right after words I think I was about 5 when this happened I wonder what happened to that poor worms soul. I wish slaves were still around It would be pretty tight if some brown skinned Mexican made my dinner for me. I used to sleep with the hottest girl in the history of hot girls Since never ..at this point(pfft be Jealous) I've had diabetes since I was 8 On October the 22nd 2008, I'll be turning 24 (for the first time in 23 years) Actually this already happened, I'm just too lazy to take it down. :D I had a food delivery job (Fuck did I hate that) I have three brother siblings, two older brothers and one younger brother I wear my socks inside out Cause I hate the feeling of the material I hate/despise to have my belly button touched Especially when someone tries to touch the inside of it. (I used to have something here saying how I don't do drugs. Since than I started using random drugs again and remembered how much I loved them. I've done every drug I've heard of at least once) One time I did all of these insane amount of drugs And I was sitting in my friends girlfriends room While they fucked all night, I was spacing out listening to them fuck while I was super high. And every time I had to piss, I was told to piss out of the 2nd story window, Cause I wasn't allowed to go downstairs. And I kept getting thirsty and Was asking for water But my friends girlfriend kept on giving me Kool aid (Not healthy for a diabetic on drugs at all) So than I started puking and pissing out of the window one after another for about 20 minutes Than he and his girlfriend started fighting and she called the cops And I was stumbling around upstairs and the cop saw me And my friend told me he was gonna call the ambulance And I was staring at the room wall And I saw my Mother standing there with a ambulance driver And they were hugging or some random bullshit I thought to myself "Wow my moms a whore" And I said to my friend "dude the ambulance is already here, he's here with my mom" I can't believe that cheating whore of a mother I have was humping the fake ambulance driver. Anyhow, My name Is Mike Duchnowsky If you didn't already know this I live in West Haven, Connecticut Basically..mostly everyone alive is a fucking moron I drive a 91 convertible Lebaron I live with my mother I would fuck a dead person And I'd definitely kill someone, cut them up and eat their insides I like to sing and write lyrics/poems I like animals And violence But not together did I mention my name was Mike D? If you want to be my friend you should make an attempt.. Cause I wanna be your friend! Alright so after saving the world a bunch of times I'm still here blah blah blah Lets be internet friends

Life Story Volume II: [Note:Alright so the van broke down when the water heater exploded And Alaska was only 8 billion miles away What a day of glory for me... End Note] I have a very short and small list of persons who I'd consider to be "Friends" This list is a short and small Three or Four. I,for the most part consider everyone acquaintances. Not that I'm saying "I hate everyone" Or that I'm such a "Cool" person Who doesn't need friends, I fully enjoy company from different people And I also enjoy hanging out And meeting new persons is also always good I'm just stating for the most part, I don't trust to many persons Outside of the whole "internet thing" I mean I'll have forty to fifty Internet bffls I suppose I'm moody from time to time And my opinion changes drastically But for the most part(Always) I keep the same sort of "Life style/Faith/Sexually Partner/Better Judgement" All the same and all in the same context I used to like winter a lot I more or less love spring and a little bit of fall is alright I guess like everyone else, I have a lot of random stuff going on threw my mind And than I don't. I like a lot of things But I suppose I "Hate" a whole lot more Alright I'm getting bored with this This interview is over I quit And send all of your problems to www.FightforthetruthandthefreedomGloria!.com
Life Story VolumeIII: So this is the future huh.. Wow what a flashy looking mother fuck Or not. Actually I'm starting to think the future is already looking a lot like the past So I suppose evidently we're living in the present and there is no future. Ah the comfort in endless space and length of mass or known limit of nothingness So Y'all into "grindcore" for real. So idknow but apparently the entire town of West Haven Connecticut started watching mtv2 And started spending a little too much time trying to act tough And as result we have a bunch of assholes with hard-ons trying to be "hardcore" In short "Die" Actually what can I say its not this easy being this good at being brutally honest About lying so well I actually just write this shit for myself to look back apon every six to Seven months Mostly I'd like to declare my undefeated offer up to any female Who thinks she can take me in arm wrestling. For I am the remaining champion Not a single lady has been able to pin my arm down yet Yes bitch's I know be jealous Like Mr. Voets once asked me "Do you play sports..." "Yeah son, I work out for real kid Holla Atcha boy I'm mad tight kid ya heard" I want to run in flowers and all of that frolic bullshitKid I'm a sailboat with a drunk captain at the seat XXX kids/humans/alumni please die as well(Morons) Bunch of "teenage" waste land wastelands oriented fucking fuckers Yes I used two quotes from two different things with almost sort of the same thought (not really) And now the 2nd half of this story begins Sometimes my mind wanders out into memories of things that never happened but I wish were real It doesn't have to be anything really worth anything at all illusion is a funny son of a bitch What I'm trying to convey to you here is.. I like fantasy a lot better than what a lot of folks Consider "reality" Not that I'm saying your reality is shitty (I mean it might be but who am I to judge?) But going along with the excitement of fucking around is often more fun than Being bored or boring. If I was a girl I'm sure I'd have rusty eyes Scream melody scream melody scream melody I hope Atreyu die in a bus accident I'd also like to make brief but entirely too long of an ramble about my distaste for "Jesus Christ" Come on this guy saves Child Rapists and murderers and you'd want to be in a place with him? He sounds like Michael Jackson and Adolf Hitler combined. So anyway you, if you're actually reading this should come back here in another 8 to nine months maybe I'll have something new here. So you've read through all of this huh? Or you at least skimmed through it. I guess that means you want to still be friends and or talk? Alright well if so and you use AIM here's my AIM name Mlke D Hates You (The I in Mike is an L)

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My Interests

I enjoy going to the movies. I like buying dvds And spending endless hours watching them. I like buying cds even though I own an mp3 player I still enjoy supporting a band. And cd art is also always great to appreciate. I love my mp3 player I like listing to music And creating music. Art has taken up a big portion of my life.... I spend random hours mastering video game skills And or writing a song I hate people addicted to nonsense I hate money or at least what it has been turned into. I enjoy sex a great deal ;D I enjoy sushi and trying different sorts of foods. I'm cursed and can never gain proper weight. So I have the figure of a 12 year old. I sometimes like going to concerts. But a lot of the time, I just buy the cd and dance in my room all by my self I enjoy taking long walks no where. I enjoy the company of new persons on and off. I enjoy the company of people on and off... I like making new acquitances and I don't all in one. I suppose theres a lot to a lot of people I like the word Sodomy The action speaks better though. I like summer when it starts but when its in the process it can tend to get too hot And once it's dead it is saddening. I like spring a bit. Fall is probably the best when its still a little warm and a little cooler. I used to like winter but now I hope it smokes its self into a coma. I like old t.v shows and shows I watched when I was growing up. I like you? I'm torn between hate/love for the world I give blood cause I figure If I can save the life of a little girl Or a old person in the hospital just trying to spend the last few hours of his or her life with the persons they love Than I suppose giving blood is great But than I want the human race to stop existing and I want cities to crumble to ruin and have everything end My X-box Live name is MikeDHatesYou

In a sweater poorly knit,
And an unsuspecting smile
Little Moses drifts downstream in the Nile
A Fumbling reply,
An awkward, Rigid laugh
And I'm carried helpless by my floating basket raft
You're a flavor in my mind, Swings back and forth between,
Sweeter than any wine,
And bitter as mustard greens
And it's Light and dark as honeydew
And pumpernickel bread
The trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead
Go plow some other field,
Try and forget my name
We'll see what harvest yields
And supposing I do the same.
I Planted rows of peas
By the first week of July
They should've came up to my knees
But they were maybe ankle high
Take the fingers from your flute,
Weave your colored yarns
Boil down the fruit to preserve in mason jars
And the Books are over due,
And the goats are underfed,
The trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead
You're A door-without-a-key,
You're A field-without-a-fence
You made a holy fool of me,
And I've thanked you ever since,
And if she comes circling back,
We'll end where we begun
Like two pennies on the train track
The train crushed into one
But if I'm A crown without a king
If I'm a broken open seed
If I come without a thing,
Than I come with all I need
No boat out on the blue,
No place to rest your head
The trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead
I do not exist
I do not exist
I do not exist
I do not exist
I do not exist
I do not exist
I
do
not
exist
only
YOU
exist

I'd like to meet:



"Let me say this to you. You can't fake it. It's got to be real or it's not going to work. If it's not real and it's not true, it's simply just not going to work, man. You got to be real, you got to be righteous, you got to do it the way it's supposed to be done, and it's got nothing to do with me. Me is a word, man. Righteousness belongs to everybody. Everything that I'm saying is everyone. I'm not THE one. There is no one THE one. Everybody is the one. Everybody has the one inside of them."

Music:


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A: A Big Yes And A Small No, A Black Rose Burial, Aborted, A Fire Inside, A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, Ah Ha, Alesana, Alexisonfire, Alice In Chains, All That Remains, America, American Football, An Albatross, Anal Cunt, Anatomy Of A Ghost, And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead, Aphex Twin, Armor For Sleep, As Cities Burn, At The Drive In, Atreyu, Audience Of One, Avenged Sevenfold
B: Bayside, Bear Vs. Shark, Beastie Boys, Beloved(US), Benighted, Between The Buried And Me, Bjork, Bleeding Through, Blind Mellon, Blondie, Botch, Boys Night Out, Brain Drill, Brand New, Brian Eno, Bright Eyes, Brodequin, Buried Inside, Burning Skies,
C: Candira, Cannibal Corpse, Carcass, Cave In, Cephalic Carnage, Celtic Frost, Cheap Trick, Chiodos, Cindy Lauper, Circa Survive, Circle Takes The Square, Circle Of Dead Children, City And Colour, Cloacal Kiss, Coheed And Cambria, Coldplay, Converge, Copeland, Corpsefucking Art, Cradle of Filth, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Cryptopsy, Cumbeast, Cursive,
D: Daemonia, Da Nest, Dark Disciple, Darkest Hour, Darla Farmer, Dashboard Confessional, Daughters, David Bowie, Dead To Fall, Death From Above 1979, Deer Hoof, Deftones, Devourment, Diana Ross And The Supremes, Disgorge, Does It Offend You, Yeah?, DragonForce, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Dropkick Murphys, Dying Fetus
E: Ed Gein, Efterklang, Eighteen Visions, Eluvium, Emanuel, Entombed, Evergreen Terrace, Everytime I Die, Explosions In The Sky
F: Fantmas, Fall Out Boy, Final Fantasy, Finch, First Aid Kit, Foals, Foetopsy, Foxy Shazam,
G: Genghis Tron, Ghosts And Vodka, Glass Casket, Glassjaw, Goddamn Electric Bill, Godspeed You! Black Emperor,Gogol Bordello, Gorillaz, Gorerotted, Gossip, Gravediggaz, Greeley Estates, Grinderman, Gwar
H: Haste The Day, He Is Legend, Head Automatica, Hellogoodbye, Henry Rollins, Horse The Band, Hot Hot Heat, Human Flight Committee
I: I Am Ghost, Idiot Pilot, Impaled Northern Moonforest, In Pieces, Iron Maiden, IWrestledABearOnce
J: Jack's Mannequin, James Blunt, Jefferson Starship, Jig-Ai, Jimmy Eat World, Joanna Newsom
K: Killswitch Engage, King Diamond
L: Lamb Of God, Larry Graham And Graham Central Station, Led Zepplin, Little Yellow Box, Lou Reed, Lucas
M: M83, Mae, Maps & Atlases, Mare, Marilyn Manson, Mastodon, Matchbook Romance, MC Chris, Metallica, mewithoutYou, Miasma And The Carousel Of Headless Horses, Michael Jackson, Mindless Self Indulgence, Minus The Bear, Modern English, Modest Mouse, Morbid Angel, Murder By Death, Mutilated In Minutes, Muse, My Chemical Romance
N: Naked City, Napalm Death, NAS, Necro, Necrophagist, Nightmare Of You, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No doubt, Nofx, Norma Jean
O: Obituary, Odious Mortem, OerjgrindeR,
P: Pantera, Phil Collins, Pig Destroyer, Pink Floyd, Poe, Poison The Well, Poolside At The Flamingo, Portugal. The Man, Primus, Prince, Protest The Hero, Putrid Inbred,
Q: Q And Not U, Queen
R: Radio Head, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Regina Spektor, Relient K, Remebering Never, Richard Cheese, Rotting Christ, Rush
S: Saosin, Senate, Septic Flesh, Shadows Fall, Showbread, Silent Drive, Skypilot, Slayer, Sleep Terror, Soft Cell, Some Girls, Something Corporate, Stick to your Guns, Straylight Run, Swing Kids, Suicide Note, Suicide Silence,
T: Taking Back Sunday, Tarja Turunen, Team Sleep, Ted Maul, The Absence, The Arcade Fire, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Bled, The Blood Brothers, The BloodHound Gang, The Bronx, The Cure, The Devil Wears Prada, The Dillinger Escape Plan, The Early November, The Failsafe Device, The Faint, The Fall Of Troy, The Format, The Flaming Lips, The Great Redneck Hope, The Henry Rollins Band, The Human Abstract, The Jonbenet, The Knife, The Kovenant, The Left Rights, The Locust, The Mars Volta, The Moldy Peaches, The Ocean, The Photographic, The Plot To Blow Up The Eiffel Tower, The Polar Dream, The Postal Service, The Red Chord, The Sawtooth Grin, The Shins,The Smashing Pumpkins, The Stiletto Formal, The Strokes, The Titan Courageous, The White Stripes, The Tony Danza Tap Dance Extravaganza, The Who, These Arms Are Snakes, Thrice, Through The Eyes Of The Dead, Thursday, Tomahawk
U: underOath, Unearth
V: Violent Femmes, Voxtrot
W: Waking The Cadaver, Watchmaker, Weezer, Whorecore, Wu-Tang Clan,
X:
Y: Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yes
Z: Zao, ZZ Top

Movies:

I'll fix this someday soon enough Just know I love movies and theres a lot of them that I love

Television:


All Hail The Mechanical Hand

Books:

Exquisite Corpse, The Dark Tower I:The Gunslinger, The Dark Tower II:The Drawing Of The Three, The Dark Tower III:The Waste Lands, The Dark Tower IV:Wizard And Glass, The Dark Tower V:Wolves Of The Calla, The Dark Tower VI:Song Of Susannah, The Dark Tower VII:The Dark Tower, IT, The Cell, The Official Zombie Survival Guide, Survivor, Watchmen, Hard Boiled, Sin City, Harry Potter, Anything and everything to do with comic books

Heroes:

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My Blog

Why So Serious?

SO how've yall been?You kids been skate boardin' n' all of that shit?Break any necks?SO anyhow 2007 was the fastest nigg lighting year ever.2008 seems to be flying by pretty speed racer style as well....
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:10:00 PST

I wanna do to Rape, what Playboy did to sex.

November is a good month to write a Blog..Right?So after deciding I'm the hottest man alive, I thought I'd come on here and brag about it. Oh and if you're a dude trying to look at me and my pictures....
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 05:03:00 PST

HAHAHAHAHAHA this is what I think of skateboarders

You're Going Down Fuckers hahahahahaha die....
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 08:05:00 PST

Subject to change:Subject of Change(Hey man can you spare some change)

Man..I wish I had some booze or a large handfull of pills.Actually I wish I had both.I'm so selfish it hurts.So I decided to start smoking full time/as opposed to getting a job.Holy shit look at this ...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 12:55:00 PST

Shabby/crust faceathon 07

 Myspace is so full of spam now, it's choking me to death.. Also there's like 4 persons I know who have their accounts hacked. Tom(bastard) needs to get on that and fix up this trendspace/bullshi...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:31:00 PST

You cannot subscribe to your own blog.

Find a friend and stay close and with a melting hearttell them whatever you're most ashamed ofour parents have made so many mistakes,but may we forgive them and forgive ourselves -Aaron Wise...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:04:00 PST

If God

"If god can create a stone that is too heavy for him to lift, then he has created something he cannot do. Therefore he is not omnipotent, thus someone who is omnipotent is not omnipotent"...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:47:00 PST

Public Serice Announcement

The US government has a new website, www.ready.gov, displaying public service symbols for terrorism readiness, in the tradition of the old "duck and cover" campaigns after WWII. Here are a few guesses...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:09:00 PST

Cancer,Aids,Stds,Rape,Murder,Suicide,Black People Turning White(BasciallyAll Of The Awful Shit)

Hello readers of this nonsense, hopefully i've written enough of it to keep you coming back to read more. I guess if I didn't you wouldn't be sitting around now at whatever hell hole you come from to ...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 01:30:00 PST

Things I like on November 13th 2006,1:18AM

Hey kids!Here's a list of things I like,Knowing the fact that Jay Deleone will never get his "daughter" and or to see her as often as his scumbag ass would pretend to like, knowing that he'll never be...
Posted by Miguel </3 D on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 10:22:00 PST