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phaustus

The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long - and I intend to burn so very, very brightl

About Me


here's how i would describe myself using only adjectives (yes, i'm too lazy to type up complete sentences; you might have also noticed i never use capital letters... so what? bite me):
funny, intelligent, witty, passionate, caring, honest, meticulous, forgetful, perfectionist, depressive, pessimistic, suicidal, procrastinative, sardonic, self-depreciative, bad-looking, sensitive, and totally disinterested in life in general (what are you waiting for? come cheer me up! :P)
Random favorite lyrics of the moment:
And if you're hurting
I will replace the noise with silence instead
Flushing out your head
If you like it violent
We can play rough and tumble
Fall into bed
And I won't breathe so you can recover
When you're in pieces
Just follow the echo of my voice
It's okay
Tune into that frequency
Don't fight your reflex
Embrace the instinct
You can feel your way
Through the bed and weak face in the end
'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
The people need love
Those people never play the game
Pleasure for pleasure
The tease is consequence
Enough for a fall
But I know you love to take a risk
The past is weakness
Don't beg the question when the answer is war
There are moments when I'm overcome
'cause it breaks my heart
That we live this way
I know people need love
'cause them people never play the game
And we talk the talk
We communicate
Them people need love
Those people never play the game
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
In love
(pour toi, namour! :D)

My Interests


music (mostly industrial, but i'm very open to new genres), movies, body modification (piercing and tattooing for myself, but I like reading and learning about other modifications, like scarification, cutting, implants, etc.), computer imagery, videogames, ccgs (much less nowadays). just about anything geeky, i guess...

I'd like to meet:


no one, but i wouldn't mind people with similar interests, i guess?

Music:


skinny puppy, vnv nation, , front242, frontline assembly, mentallo & the fixer, psyclon nine, :wumpscut:, suicide commando, aslan faction, tactical sekt, hocico, covenant, funker vogt, depeche mode, welle:erdball, new order, the cure, joy division, sisters of mercy, him, die form, clan of xymox, project pitchfork, apoptygma berzerk, indochine, and a LOT of other stuff, really (like black metal and pop music from the 80's :), the list goes on and on...

Movies:


memento, nightmare before christmas, fear & loathing in las vegas, fight club, snatch, le fabuleux destin d'amelie poulain, monty python & the holy grail, american beauty, sin city, blade runner
favorite directors:
terry gilliam
tim burton
christopher nolan
darren aronofsky
jean-pierre jeunet
hayao miyazaki

Television:


the simpsons (not anymore, but I used to watch them a lot), futurama, family guy, invader zim/b, drawn together, Andy Richter controls the universe, robot chicken
(yeah, these shows have all been off the air for quite some time, so I actually never watch TV)

Books:


johnny the homicidal maniac, squee!, lenore, (okay, so just about anything that Johnen Vasquez or Roman Dirge might have drawn/written), anything dave mckean
all the Dune books by Frank Herbert, some Franz Kafka, frank miller
(yeah, i know, i should read more books : / ...)

Heroes:


death (how cheesier can you get?) though i *am* planning on becoming my own hero (all part of my "building up my non-existent self-esteem" program)