Ashley Nicolle Mejia:

I used to be a strong girl. but a lot has changed, a lot has happened, and i've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have to go through, and you know something? i finally broke. everything around me crashed, and i fell right with it. i'm not that strong anymore.

I could be everything youve ever wanted.

(Sucks for you cause im taken :])

This is my happyness:

Babeee
My heart. My everything. He completes me. Forever. Ive never met someone so unique. So smart. Funny. Loving. Caring && kind. To me he is perfect. I love the way he smiles. I love his big eyes. And his laugh. His laugh is my happyness. To see him happy brightens my day. Ill never be able to love someone as much as i love him. Nobody could even compare. Through anything and everything, ill always love him; all is forgiven. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, hes the love of my lifee. I loveee you babe.
My Jecca YA YA
Shes too beautiful for words. I love her so much. Shes my heart. My bestfriend. My shoulder to cry on. I love her dearly.
No Braiiin
Theres nothing i wouldnt do for her still. I love her with all my hearttttt. Through ups and downs twists and turns weve been through everything together. Im glad i have her in my lifeeee. I loveee youuu.
My Best. Dont know how i lived life without her, she keeps me sanee; i love her.
My Girls

I want to:

Go bungee jumping.
Make a complete dinner without burning it.
Have fun while doing at least one thing I don't want to do.

Go on a roadtrip from coast to coast.
Meet new amazing people who completely change my life.
Go an entire day without criticising myself.
Be completely in love (without any doubts whatsoever).

Be completely content with who I am.
Not depend on other people for my own happiness.
Trust myself.

Be able to be open about my life and not fear what others may think.
Laugh and not feel guilty that I'm still alive, compared to other people who would have been more greatful.

Listen to certain songs without crying.
Be reminded of certain events and not be sad that those certain people walked out of my life as quickly as the walked in, but be happy that I got the chance to know them.
Go to certain places and not think about "What could've/should've/would've happened" if I just behaved differently.

Not blame myself for everything, because even though I know very well that I have made mistakes, not everything bad thing that went wrong was my fault (Contrary to what others may believe.)

To have a song written about me, that has subsantial substance.
Not worry about what other people think about me, because in the end nothing they had to say about me will matter.

Not always put others before me (as selfish as that sounds)
To apologize to anyone I may have ever hurt, no matter how small it may have been.
Brighten someones day.