No hot water. |
We have no hot water. And I don't mean in terms of: everyone took a long, hot shower and now we're all out. I mean in terms of: Two nights ago when I was on my way to Virginia with Tina to pick up her...
Posted by Touu San on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST |
It doesn't matter |
This is my first attempt at a poem in a long time. Please forgive me.Don't tell meIt doesn't matterI already knowIt hurts butIt doesn't matterIt's moving far too slowI can't seeIt doesn't matterI'm dr...
Posted by Touu San on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 02:43:00 PST |
I don't have time for this |
Random tidbits while I dwell on my new catch phrase: I don't have time for this. I seem to have unintentionally hurt and therefore pushed away my best friend. She had been a lifeline for my sanity, h...
Posted by Touu San on Wed, 30 May 2007 06:12:00 PST |
Venting Frustrations |
Fuck cancer.Fuck waiting.Fuck helplessness.Fuck exhaustion.Fuck crying.Fuck not being able to cry.Fuck not being able to scream.Fuck not feeling.Fuck feeling too much.Fuck feeling alone. Six days a we...
Posted by Touu San on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:44:00 PST |
My mom's heart |
Thursday we went for an appointment with Dr. Sculco (the oncologist). She said my mom should start the Alimta (an experimental type of chemical therapy that has proven effective on breast cancer, lung...
Posted by Touu San on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:47:00 PST |
Ramblings on recent events and non-events |
Easter was chaotic. I lived through it only out of sheer force of will. The food was excellent. I did almost all of the cooking (my grandmonster* brought the pie). That night my dad sat down with me a...
Posted by Touu San on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:11:00 PST |
Food for thought, Ladies. (Slightly Graphic) |
"Monica Christiansson (long-time obstetrical nurse) and Carola Eriksson (PhD student) came up with their this that the hymen is not an organ per se, but a cultural construct used to describe the many...
Posted by Touu San on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 07:21:00 PST |
Familial Discord |
Note I woke up to this morning:KRISTY- IF YOU WANT TO KEEP KATIE IN THIS HOUSE YOU MUST GET HER HOUSE TRINED- OTHERWISE SHE WILL HAVE TO GO- I CAN'T STAND IT MUCH LONGER -DADP.S.- I GOT VERY LITTLE S...
Posted by Touu San on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:18:00 PST |
Revisitation to the Opposite Sex: Jay |
Jay. I will start out by restating exactly who Jay is to me. The following is an exact quote from an earlier blog. I haven't the time to rephrase things.There are some people who just click together. ...
Posted by Touu San on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:40:00 PST |
Cancer and Snow |
I think the best way to do this is break it up. I'll start with things at home. It's most important and requires less introspection. It's too early in the day for introspection. I won't introspect bef...
Posted by Touu San on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 07:12:00 PST |
