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~~Tovar~~

Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live

About Me

I'm currently living in liberal ks aka hell. My life revolves around mostly work and my son, so I don't really have time for a lot. I like to hang out with my friends in my spare time and love to go out and party when I get a chance. I'm interested in finding new friends to chat with or people i've lost touch with. Would also like to see what other guymonites have done with their lives...most of u got out of this place! Congrats!
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My Interests

I love to read and listen to music mostly. I've become a big bookworm lately, so bad it's hard to get me to go anywhere lately. I'm starting to prefer fiction and fantasy to reality...i need help!
Your Love Style is Ludus
You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out! What's Your Love Style?

I'd like to meet:

if i could meet anyone in the world, it would be Anton LaVey, Marilyn Manson, God, Courtney Love, Ozzy, many more i don't have time to name right now

Music:

My favorite music is rock/heavy metal but I listen to all kinds of stuff except country. My fave band is Marilyn Manson. I miss Pantera! I love Slayer! I'm really into HIM, my chemical romance, lamb of god, Hole, Alice in chains, g'n'r, type O negative Tool, A perfect Circle, Hole, kittie, down, metallica, ozzy, pink floyd, led zepplin, and j just turned me on to dream theater which is fuckin awesome, and thanks to estella some reggaeton, greenday, silverchair, deftones, etc .. width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

I love horror movies. Not to much into sci-fi or chick flicks. My fave movie is Interview w/the Vampire (even though it's corny as hell). I also love mallrats, clerks, road trip,dead man on campus, friday, south park the movie, any thing that makes me laugh. I love scary movies too. All the SAW's were really good.

Television:

I've been watching a lot of cartoons lately, like family guy, futurama, american dad, you've got to love cartoon network except that they brought back pee wee's playhouse...i love grey's anatomy, law & order, miami ink, inked, sex in the city, laguna beach (it's cheesy but funny), made(i love to laugh at this), and all the damn reality shows on VH1...very addicting

Books:

I'm a huge stephen king fan. I love anne rice, james patterson, and Dean koontz. But out of all my books, i've read the manson biography more times than i can count and i own 2 versions of the same book. "Someone beckons me from heaven's open door and I can't feel at home in this world, anymore."

Heroes:

My mom...she was my inspiration, my #1 fan and supporter...I miss her...The q-man because he had the courage to say "fuck it" and leave this place and Lillian because without her i don't know what i'd do. I love u guys!

My Blog

Lost

Ugh i've got songs stuck in my head today that just summarize what a shitty life i'm leading...it's sad and pathetic  the same sentence keeps replaying in my head "and now that you've broken down...
Posted by Nelly on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 12:32:00 PST

bored

Morning all...it's thursday and i'm sitting here at work with nothing to do till the guys finish cleaning my office so i thought i would type up a few things.  I haven't really talked to many of ...
Posted by Nelly on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 07:45:00 PST

annoying questions

i've been so fuckin busy with work and getting the hellion ready for school it's been crazy.  I feel like I never get a chance to just sit and relax anymore, like life is passing by so fast i can...
Posted by Nelly on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 10:38:00 PST

things that make u go hmmmm

i was watching the DimeVision DVD the other night and it got me thinking about somethings that i've taken for granted...hear me out on my thoughts and tell me what you guys think...i've noticed i don'...
Posted by Nelly on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:29:00 PST

bored

I'm bored off my ass so i thought i would take this time to update this damn thing.  well not much has happened lately.  i'm getting excited about moving but i'm also very very nervous. ...
Posted by Nelly on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:58:00 PST

Had a shitty day

i've had the shittiest day ever today...my god people are getting dumber and dumber every frickin day...i woke up at 4:30 this morning to the screaming of my neighbors fighting as usual after only 3 h...
Posted by Nelly on Tue, 09 May 2006 06:11:00 PST