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"I can be anything you want. Just tell me what you want and I'll be that" - The Notebook
First of all, the name is Karen and I am 17 years young to this day. I live in Southern Califonia. It's where my hearts at, my friends, my family, my life, my world my home.
If you really want to know the real me, well then get to know me. Ask me anything. I'll give you my honest answer, my opinion. Just don't fucking start shit with me. I avoid conflict. I hate argueing and drama. Like my friend Zumo said, "Save the drama for your mama." I'm tired of all the fucking bullshit. So just fuck off if you wanna start something. I'm not looking for trouble.
I'll tell you a little about myself. I am weird, random, and sometimes just a little wild and crazy. I have my akward moments. Those moments are the best part of my life because I enjoy myself, I have fun. I'm a very nice, kind, and caring person. I live for
Peace, Love, and Equality. I want to be happy. But that seems impossible sometimes. There's always someone who wants to make me miserable, who wants to ruin my life. But just because of them I'm not going to give up. Just another bump in the road, it's all going to be up hill from now on.
Im not your typical girl. I'm unique and I'm not gonna change or anyone. Don't accept me the way I am, well then I don't give a rats ass about you. Don't care about your opinions cause everyone has there opinions about me. I know who I am and that's all that matters.
If I say I love you, I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart. I don't just say that because it seems right. I really do mean that I love you. I do care and you mean the world to be.
My personal life is MY personal life. If it doesn't involve you don't worry about it okay. I am not looking or interested okay.
I've got serious trust issues thanks to those stupid fucks who tried to ruin my life. But you know what thank you, seriously. Thanks to you I know who my real friends are. I know who I can count on. I know who I can really trust in.
I'm getting tired if being let down. I'm tired of all the lies. I'm tired of all the broken promises. Right now I'm at the point of my life where you realize who's really there for you. I give people that second chance, I forgive them. And in the end I usually regret my decision, but I learn from my mistakes and become stronger. I'm not going to let anyone or anything break me down.
I always see the good in people. So what do I do? I forgive them. Now, you can always forgive, but you never never forget.
You can always trust me with anything and everything. I know how it feels to have no one to trust or to count on. So I'm here for you whenever you need me. Whether I know you or not.
What happens, happens. Can't change that. Life goes on.
My World Revolves Around My Loves:
I love my friends and family. They make me happy and I don't know what I would do without them. They make living my life even more amazing than it is. Cause without them I'm incomplete. Without them there would be a big part of my heart missing, a big part of myself missing. There's only a certain amount of people that I would consider my friends, like actually good friends. The people on my top are amazing. They just make me happy, smile, and well they mean the world to me. I would do anything for them, I would take a bullet for each and everyone of them. If it came down to it I would give up my life.That's how much my friends and family mean to me.
DONT TALK SHIT ABOUT THEM!
You mess with them then your gonna have to deal with me too. I've got their backs cause I know they've got mine.I'm there for them when they need me, cause I know they will be there for me when I need them. Just seeing them happy knowing that I helped them makes me happy. Their happiness is my happiness. Knowing that I made them happy, made them laugh, made them smile makes my day. And I wouldn't have it any other way. They have my trust. I'm very lucky to have each and everyone of them. Love you all so much<333
Wendy my lover!!! [lmfao inside joke] Girl you've become one of my BESTEST FRIENDS EVER!! OKay I have some serious fucking trust issues. Pero once I met you and we started talking its like we've known each other forever! You gained my trust right away and that's really rare. You're unique and I just love you to death!! Dang girl we have the most random conversations haha or should I say Laugh out Loud [inside joke lol]. If I'm just down or in a bad mood you make my day. You make me crack up and just feel better. I forget about everything, all the shit that happened that day or whatever it was that pissed me off. I'm glad Esmir introduced us. LOVE YOU!!!! AND I LOVE YOU MUCHO ALWAYS AND FOREVER<333 I WIN!! lol - February 14, 2009 hehe<333
Zumo sweetie your my future Prom date<33 Wow, your freaking awesome and well amazing! I can trust you, count on you, and well your a great friend. Your one of the very few people who I consider a TRUE friend. We haven't known each other very long but it feels like we have. Our conversations can be so random and freaking funny haha. They just make my day. When I have a problem you help me and I really appreciate that. Your the best Zumo!! Plus our personalities are kinda a like in some ways lol. No wonder we became friends. LOVE YOU<33
Well where should I start. Esmir your what a call a TRUE friend. I've known since kindergarden shit! haha And we still have this really amazingly great friendship. Not just that, your my GAY HUBBY FOR LIFE<333 I have to thank you for introducing to Wendy [my lover]. She's now one of my bestest friends ever and well thanks for introducing us!! You should know that it means a lot to me that we are still good friends after all this time. I've lost so many friends and I'm glad I didn't lose you. You mean a lot to me! I'm very greatful I've got you. Your always there for me when I need someone to talk to. This friendship is gonna last a lifetime. I LOVE YOU!!!
My Gurlfrannn<333 NO FATASS!!! Lmfao [inside joke between me and Marlee]. This here is Marleeeeeeeeeeee!!!<333 She's my myspace buddy!! Can't wait for Summer 09 cause I'm gonna be chilling with this chica. She is so totally awesome and I consider one of my really really really good friends. She's like one of my bestest friends ever! I feel like as if I've know you forever, like seriously. I can't imagine life without you. Your just simply amazing! Marlee you are unique and special. I'm so glad I found you on myspace haha. We have random conversations sometimes and it always leads to old school mexican parents lol. I just can't wait till I meet her we are gonna create some awesome memories. NO FATASS!!!! HAHAH LOVE YOU<333
Vanessa your my cousin and like my best friend also. That means a lot to me, you don't know how much I really cherish the relationship we have. We've been through so much. All those fights we've had, not talking to each other. Shit, we're fucking Garibay's stubborn as fuck. But we can't hold a grudge against each other. Life just isn't the same without you. I'm glad we've made it this far and we have gotten so close. We grew apart for a while but we just can't stay away from each other for too long. Your the one person in my family who I know I can always count on. If I need a shoulder to cry on, your always there. If somethings wrong I can always call you even if its like at 3 in the morning. You never let me down. I trust you with anything and verything babycakes<33 To me your like my lil sis. I need to watch over you make sure your happy and I'll always be here for you. Your my hunni bun and I LOVE YOU MUCHO!!!
Ay, Rickie Rickie Rickie, nigglet your my BFF!!! I'm so glad I met you Homie Gee SKillet Slice! Dude we have freaking random weird ass conversations on AIM. You make my day :] I'll be just a mess but you always put a smile on my face and make me laugh. So I can't be sad/mad around you. That's why I love you!! I can trust you with anything, just like you can trust me. You ask me some of the funniest things ever lmfao. And you know I'll give you my honest answer and opinion on everything you want to know.Just like that long speech I gave to you on sex before or after marriage lol. That was fun haha. YOUR THE BEST BFF I COULD EVER HAVE ASKED FOR NIGGUHH!!! LOVE YOU MA HOE<333
Kendall Kendall Kendall, where do I start with you? Well first of all, I love you more, always and forever. I will always love you and you will always hold a special place in my heart no matter what happens. You have made me aso happy. Your not perfect, but to me you are no matter what anyone says. You always make me smile, laugh, and well I can't stay mad at you no matter what happens. You always make my day a lot better. When I'm sad and just down, you'ld make everything better. Not everyone approves of you but I really don't care. That's just their opinion. I know that I love you and well can't imagine being without you. You have told me some of the most sweetest things ever, I don't know how I got so lucky. I know life hasn't been easy for you but I hope things get better for you. I hope to always be a part of your life no matter what happens. I will always be there for you when you need me, love you more than anyone ever will. You deserve the best in life because your an amazing guy sweetie. I may not be happy with certain decisions you have made, but I do support you because only you know what's best for you. I told you I'm not gonna tell you what to do, I'm not going to control your life. You make your own decisions. I'm here for you no matter what.