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sober . . . by Tool .. how true it is

Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take.Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests.Murder now the path of mus...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 11:47:00 GMT

wtf??

well i am here and pissed! can i please just freakin VENT i am SO FREAKIN MAD. so herez da scoup from MY perspective. neighbor NEIGHBOR BOY heard thru a friend that i thought he was hot or whatever. i...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 18:43:00 GMT

february

Today is the start of February. Month of the HeartHeart Disease and Desire . .are they not the same?I wonder do you?How do you get thru another day with the same pain as yesterday?do you suck it up or...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:52:00 GMT

my days are darker than your nights

here i am at night alonei prefer it this waymy head is pounding tonitethe rain and cold are not helpingi think something has changed within me and i am not sure which direction to go.i will just take ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 20:24:00 GMT

whew! made it

here we are, landed safely in the new year. back at work and things are as normal as they may be. i am glad to be back at work and glad to have survived last year. hoping this one is going to be bette...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:42:00 GMT

the day after

made it thru the holiday. thankful for family and the connections they bring.i am looking forward to the end of this week as it will complete the family circle that has already been drawn.i look forwa...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:11:00 GMT

Hmm I realized somethings . .

I don't understand!!! why why why do folks act and do such stupid crapola? Especially being the holidazed. Ok i understand maybe we are not all equipped to deal with the deflated expectations and comm...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 07:35:00 GMT

So Emo

here it is almost the holidayz. This year has been rough. It seems to me it was all about losing men in my life. Started before the year (2006) ended and it got worse. I am not seeing a whole lot of i...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 13:08:00 GMT

today’s blog

Guess we are not supposed to know WHYwhat was he thinking? feeling?why didn't he reach out?we don't and won't understand.i hope his wife is alright, i cannot imagine how she is doing thru all of this....
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:46:00 GMT

todays rant and rave

hola! Finally it is fried-day and i am thankful. I totally realize how fortunate I am to have such amazing friends who care about me. I did know this before i just did not express it HERE!  But t...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 12:47:00 GMT