**$CR3@M**

I want to be DIFFERENT, i want to catch peoples eye and be unique, and yet i'm shy and dont want people to get the wrong impression. I'm bold and blunt sometimes, but usually i'm the one listening to everyone else. I tell myself to be me and just not care and yet often i wonder what people think of me..
I work as a CNA and i'm pretty proud of that, because i know not everyone could do that job and deal with all that it entails.. i cant wait to start classes to become an RN .. although my future scares the shit out of me sometimes.
if only i were the girl everyone wants to be/be with... i suppose i'd dislike myself just the same ..
P.S. i really dislike being ignored.. i'm not invisible and i dont enjoy being treated as though i am.

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You were the mermaid for me
'til one day you found your feet
leaving me
in this god-awful bottle, a model of heartache and grief.
Ludo