FUCK ALL U SO CALLED FRIENDS!!!!! |
You kno there are so many people thats on this list that ive been there for and when i needed them they where there for me if i came to their house. Or if i wanted to hang out with them i had to...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 10:08:00 PST |
Scott visited me last nite |
i had another scott dream i was lying n bed and he came over sat on the bed and puts his arms around me and layed down beside me like he used to do got that cute lil half smerk and kissed me and told ...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:54:00 PST |
Just the same dose it ever stop |
Dose it ever stop the hurt the pain the bad luck things seem 2 never get better emotionality. I still sit here at nite wanting him. Still sit here like a crazy woman talkn 2 his picture i still slee...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:07:00 PST |
"Every time we touch" & "Lighting Crashes" |
Everytime We Touch Cascad...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:26:00 PST |
Here we go again |
How come everytime i think i can move on a little i get knocked 10 steps back. Just like i thought i was finially starting to move on a lil after Scotts death then i look at the calender and see...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:12:00 PST |
I hate today 9-11 |
today september 11th............
The reason Scott joined the army. The reason our country is under all the bn where under now. The reason i'm sitting here crying. The rea...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 01:51:00 PST |
You wouldnt believe where words to help come from........... |
I was sitting in the bedroom sitting there depressed like i have seemed to be all week for some reason and listing to Eminem. Then the song "When i'm gone" played. I was listing to the wor...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:13:00 PST |
Lyrics to Delerium/silence one of the best songs ever |
Silencefrom Delerium's Karma (1997)give me releasewitness mei am outside give me peaceheaven holds a sense of wonderand i wanted to believe that i'd get caught upwhen the rage in me subsidespassion ch...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:35:00 PST |
Its time to face it.......... |
Its time for me to face the fact that he's gone. That i will most likley never get my closure. But at least he's in peace. He's not hurting any more and he was happy in the time we h...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 02:11:00 PST |
almost a month....... |
Its been almost a month now. Its felt like forever. Its getting easier to tell myself he's gone but getting harder to make my self believe and harder to deal with it. Ive been told b...
Posted by ♥ ~*~Waiting~&~Wanting~*~ ♥ on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 06:16:00 PST |
