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Es-P

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About Me

my children keeps me going. bodybuilding lifestyle is how i live. art is what inspires me. music is what keeps my sanity. im free of religion and hate. i live life with no regrets.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

myself on the day im dying.

My Blog

Iron

  I believe that the definition of definition is reinvention. To not be like your parents. To not be like your friends. To be yourself. Completely. When I was young I had no sense of myself. All ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 20:25:00 GMT

lyrics of the high

peaceful like the dead, angry at the world, warm heart but feels cold, i am me yet you cant i dentify me.  alone in my head is where i found happiness, addicted but saved, and now you want to tak...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 22:48:00 GMT

you cant see what i can see

just cruising life as it takes me to the next street.  meet all the people that will touch my life and yours.  connecting the missing pieces as it spreads throughout.  can you see what ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 14:54:00 GMT

only in oakland

death surrounds the city mixed in with all the people in the world showing off what they got while others trying to survive cracked out begging for change drunk sleeping on the streets police chase h...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 23:18:00 GMT

dark age is coming

look around you can you still count the bodies have fallen can you still hear the people calling can you still see the people killing people have you ever seen war have you ever heard of bombs blows l...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 21:44:00 GMT

life

life goes quietly life sucks life is a second chance life is just a story waiting for its ending life is not what you always imagine life is faith, a box of chocolate life begins with love life ends w...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 23:36:00 GMT

you have kept me steady and shakey

i let you in in my life and everything has gone better you have showed me what is right your someone i want to be with forever   but its hard for me to hold my love you have kept me steady ...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 23:33:00 GMT

6 weeks out

looks like i still have a lot of water. diet have been the same.not too bad, i kinda like it cuz i feel much better.even though my bodys asking for a break from work and workouts. still nervous about...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:55:00 GMT

dont use sugarfree products

The Truth About Aspartame You can consume aspartame for awhile without realizing that you are experiencing any side effects. Thousands of people experience side effects related to aspartame and c...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 19:35:00 GMT

nervous

what a trip.  im talking bout life.  wish itll slow down for me a bit cuz everything is too damn fast.  bodybuilding contest @ hayward in chabot college if anybody wants to see me in my...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 23:36:00 GMT