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A LITTLE ABOUT ME
..Ok here goes and yes it might even be a bit long,but for those truly interested in knowing me will take the time to read at least part of it...
My Name is Marian,I am 47 years old,the mother of 5 great kids and the grandmother to the one and only Haylee Jayde,who is now 8 years old. My Kids are Jamie-27,Chris-25,Ryan-21,Ashley-19 and Alyssa-18..My kids are by no means angels,or anywhere near perfect --but they are my kids,and they are basically really good kids...
and I couldn't imagine my life without them
I am married to a pretty great guy,we have been married 20 years-together for 22 years.Yeah he is a pain in my ass once in a while,but I am sure that he says the same about me too...We have had our rough times,easy times and then even the roughest of the rough,but always manage to make it through.
I haven't had the easiest of lives,wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth,but that doesn't mean that I have a chip on my shoulder either...I am one of those people for which you will either like me or hate me...
I have learned a lot of valuable lessons in this life,many without even realizing it...I now know and understand that I owe no one in this life any explanations,I am who I am,take me or leave me...
I am very down to earth,easy going,laid back and very casual...I am fairly open minded--TO A POINT--some things are personal,private and not open for discussion...
I am ( or I try to be) as honest and as straightforward as possible...I try at all times to be tactful and considerate with my honesty,as it is never my intention or desire to hurt anyone's feelings...however sometimes people just don't get and well then it becomes necessary to have to blunt and sorry to say brutal...
I think I have a fairly good sense of humor,I think I am somewhat friendly,at least I try to be...I instinctively know who I can and cannot trust...However I give everyone (initially) a fair chance...
I have alot of friends,but only a select few that I allow in close --I prefer few true friends over many superficial ones...
I love and enjoy all my friendships and cherish my friendships...I base my friendships on the individual,how you treat and respect me,my family,my friends and of course my home...
I don't care what you do in your life,I don't care how you conduct yourself within your own life,its how you conduct yourself with me
I am in no way materialistic,and I see many times where people try to impress with their material things and possesseions--well I am not impressed by such things--I don't give a shit about your money,your bank account,the type of car you drive,the size of your house,the trips you can afford,the people you know or your status in life...None of that interests me nor does it impress me...I see it this way if you have it--God Bless ya--if you don't --who the gives a shit..The point being is that if you can't impress with your own personality then apparently you have some major problems
I am pretty much a homebody,prefer quiet times at home with family and/or friends...
I can be opinionated,particularly when it comes to things I am extremely passionate about...
I am or can be quite talkative,and I make no apologies for that...
I like who I am,where I came from,and the direction in which I am headed...
Don't get me wrong,I am by no means an angel,I am not perfect and I readily admit my faults and flaws...
I quite readily admit that I can be a real bitch,especially when it comes to defending my family and friends,and I admit I have no limits on being a bitch when it comes to protecting the people I care about it
The qualities I dislike in people are: egotistical,self-centered,holier than thou,overly obnoxious,overly sarcastic,know it alls,rude,ignorant,loud,arrogant,pathological liars and superficial,fake asses who try to be someone or something they aren't...Have no time,need,patience or tolerance for such individuals...
I expect to be respected,I won't tolerate being disrespected in any way--all I ask is to be treated in the same manner that I treat you...or to treat me in the way you would want to be treated...
One last thing...(ok I hear all the sighs of relief)If I ever do or say anything that offends,bothers,hurts,or upsets you,please don't simply shut me out without telling me what I did--and don't wait days,weeks or months later to tell me because quite honestly at that point I don't want to hear it and personally I won't give a shit...
I realize that everyone has feelings,and feelings can be compromised,regardless of if it is ones intention or not,I firmly believe that no ones feeling are ever wrong again regardless if it was our intention to hurt someone or not--but have the courtesy with me to tell me if I have done something and not just shut me out without telling me what I did....
ok thats it for now....
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Hugh Laurie,COREY TAYLOR ( of Slipknot and Stone Sour),Mel Gibson,Dakota Fanning,Diane Lane,Dennis Hopper,Michael Keaton,Vincent Price and Boris Karloft( two of the most incredible actors of horror,RIP),Mark Tremonti,George Lynch and Buckethead ( 3 of the most outstanding guitarists on the Planet)...Sean Penn,Johnny Depp,Judge Milan,Judge Joe Brown,Judge Judy,Kevin Bacon,Tim Burton and Clive Barker,Luis Royo,and the many friends that I have made here on myspace......

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My Blog

SAVING OUR CHILDREN

As I was watching tv last and discovering that they have in fact discovered the body of the California Missing 8 year old Sandra Cantu,my mind just went off into an explosion of thought as to when are...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 08:19:00 GMT

MY EXPLANATION---

I have decided to write this for a multitude of reasons.......which will become apparent to those who read this.Just this morning,a very good friend of mine informed my that a close relative of his co...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 09:06:00 GMT

DOES OUR CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS MEAN ANYTHING?

(Washington, DC  12/12/08) - Philip J. Berg, Esquire, the Attorney who filed suit against Barack H. Obama challenging Senator Obama's lack of "qualifications" to serve as President of the United Stat...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 23:29:00 GMT

Giving Thanks

The Things I am so Thankful for.Despite its often plentiful hardships,I am thankful for my life.I am thankful that I awaken each day to experience one more day of life.I am thankful that I can see the...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 08:09:00 GMT

Message to Cindy and George Anthony

A MESSAGE TO CINDY  AND GEORGE ANTHONYIn the event that she should happen to check in on this site--heres what I have to say to Cindy and George! I won't take up any space in the groups so will post t...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:00:00 GMT

Think Ahead--Impeach Obama

  The New York Times carried a story on Saturday, October 4, 2008, that proved you had a significantly closer relationship with Bill Ayers than what you previou...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 07:58:00 GMT

WE HAVE A RIGHT TO VOICE OUR OPINIONS

Let me say why I am concerned about the recent election and the man those voted intooffice......For me this has nothing to do with the color of his skin,my concern lies with the security of this count...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 09:38:00 GMT

Why I am So Sad Today

I have known this day was coming for some months now,however the reality of it didn't set in until just now. I thought I was prepared,I felt I had done all there was to do,but as I sit here now realiz...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 07:46:00 GMT

IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHRIS SOMERS (5-8-01)

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see,If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me;I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 16:55:00 GMT

More Bad News

Well I knew something was telling me something wasn't right with all this moving thing. Maybe all my apprehension was some forewarning. Here's the latest news: First  the company is giving us $5,...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 11:42:00 GMT