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{Barbie Does Bondage}

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over yet expecting different results.

About Me

Like cancer I am potentially deadly.

My Interests


"I would let you kill me a little. 'la petite morte'" - Anthony
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{Nightmare Chat}

I'd like to meet:



Nothing comes from nothing.

What if for one moment you saw me, truely saw ME, what would you think then?

I view books as men view women, with lust pouring from my eye and the deepest desire to be inside them.

Heroes:

I am a novel whose pages are both quill written and blank, patiently awaiting to reveal the next chapter's script.

My Blog

All good things must eventually end.

Yesterday was my last day off for hell only knows how long. I felt the need to be as far away from home for as long as I could, thus I walked my slap happy ass to the mall. My bank account is screami...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:54:00 PST

The motions.

Monday: Planet Bread 4:00-8:00p.m.Tuesday: 8:00-4:00p.m. (specialty)Wednesday: 10:00-6:00p.m.Thursday: 8:00-4:00p.m (specialty)Friday: 7:00-Noon (Panera)Saturday: OffSunday: 10:00-5:00p.m. Today, on t...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 09:34:00 PST

Let it go.

I've realized that:No one will ever meet my expectations. No one will tell me the things I need to hear before the moment of need has passed. Instead that one moment will pass and I will be left disap...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 10:49:00 PST

Im coming down, bring me up.

I'm rather pleased with my hours this week. As it looks I am scheduled to work 38 hours which is absolutely wonderful.Monday: Off Tuesday: 8:00-4:00p.m. (specialty)Wednesday: 4:00-10:00p.m. (closing s...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 03:21:00 PST

Cest la vie.

As it looks, I have a second job. My interview with Panera went really well. Tyler wants me to come back for a secondary interview with the store manager. I have to call up there and find out what tim...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:22:00 PST

Alive and breathing.

Today was quite productive and for that I am rather pleased. It's the first time in a while where I have felt rather decent. For the day, I was relatively anxiety free. Perhaps this will last?I made i...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 05:10:00 PST

The world is spinning way too fast.

I feel overwhelmed, on the constant verge of panic. I nearly broke down and cried in the car this afternoon over some trivial comment my mom made. It wasn't even anything worthy of the anxiety that ov...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 03:44:00 PST

This is my broken character.

So, I have finally come to grips with my nightmares, or whatever it is you would call the dreams that plague my sleep. Though it is still unclear to me the meaning behind many of them, the ideas they ...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:19:00 PST

Right where you placed it.

Tomorrow I have to do laundry and go to the bank to set up an account. I need to pick up the form to have my checks directly deposited as it would seem that I am more inclined to spend money when I h...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 09:21:00 PST

So this is life?

This weeks work schedule:Wednesday: 1:30-5:00p.m. (training)Thursday: 10:00-4:00p.m. (training continued)Friday: 2:00-10:00p.m. (closing with Lionel)Saturday: OffSunday: 2:00-8:00p.m.Not too shabby co...
Posted by {Barbie Does Bondage} on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:35:00 PST