I am a weird wolf who has in many ways only just become awakened to the wider world around me. According to my parents I was born small three and a half decades ago at Nazareth Hospital and named for the warrior archangel who battle the dark one and cast him into the fiery pit, if you believe scripture. While I was born under the sign of the lion my actions have never been that way. Growing up Halloween was my favorite time of year. Dressing up in costume and going trick or treating was even more special that getting presents on Christmas Day. Mainly due to the fuss my mother put me and my siblings through I grew to hate Thanksgiving and still do not have great memories of that time of year. Later in life I discovered a dark gift in that I could sense the specter of death before it claimed those close to me. The first time was before my paternal grandmother passed on, I had to come and see her one last time and she was slightly annoyed that I was there and asked why I would want to come to an old woman in bed. What I didn't know then was that I sensed she was soon to die. When my maternal grandmother had a bad spill from a chair I sensed that her life was quickly seeping and when she went to the hospital I knew it would not be long till she passed on. My paternal grandfather was living with one of his daughters near his time and I could somehow sense when he was near death. My maternal grandfather was in the hospital and when I visited him I was beginning to turn from Roman Catholicism. I was closest to him and asked the Goddess to end his suffering. He died that night. I was very happy and very sad. Happy for him because his suffering was at an end. Sad because it was the last I would get to talk with him. But even before this my heart and eyes in spirituality were beginning to open. Wolf came to me and lead me away from the faith I was born into, became an altar server for, and into Paganism. When I discovered anthropomorphism it was to wolf I turned to my form, merging myself with my totem. For the longest time I took after many of my fellow wolves and called myself a derivative of the Norse godling Fenris. Fenryx is a creative and deliberate misspelling as I will keep Fenrir alive in my heart no matter what as a reminder of how I started out if nothing else. My bloodline is mixed. I am Irish, German and French Canadian. My grandmothers were an O'Connor and a Mahoney, thus I lay claim to that instead of the German Schell to which I was born. In some ways I am not really sure what path I should be on. Celtic, Norse and Faerie all appeal to me greatly. I believe in them all and I travel my path of faith with their stars to guide me. Shamanism is also with me. Wolf remains someone in whom I take strength and confidence from.While my faith and my spirituality is important it is only one half of my being. The other half is gaming and creativty. I am a fan and player of the Dungeons and Dragons game and especially it's spin offs in the D20 world from Green Ronin publishing. Fantasy, Science Fiction and Horror are equal in this respects. What most think of is ordinary media I find exceedingly boring. History is an exception to this as I can look back and see what has been done before as lessons to be learned as what to emulate and what to avoid like the plague. One reason these "reality" shows fill me with such bile is that there is no real creativity. I Love Lucy and Flash Gordon had a creative spark to them. Even Friends and Buffy had some creativity to them. I love role playing heroes, dark heroes, flawed heroes more often than not but I am a hero if only in my own mind. I write what I like to read. Although nowadays I write exclusively furry oriented fiction. But that's what interests me.Furry is all about creativity to me but I'm making it its own paragraph to highlight it. To me being a furry is a way to combine everything I perceive that makes me me into a single column and theme. No, I have no sexual desires involving barnyard animals in real life. I do not run naked through pastures at night doing what some sick individuals actually do to sheep. I have done things with fellow furries in chat rooms where I was pretending to be a humanoid wolf and she was pretending to be a humanoid sheep but I will not go into detail on that here. Suffice to say in some ways I am a big geek with weird ideas on certain things but I told you that up front. I collect illustrations and commission artists to draw art for me. It's my fantasy and I keep it in realms of fiction, role play and other safe forms of expression. I like to think of myself as the big bad wolf but unless you are trying to set me off, I try to be reasonable and rational. I believe some of the artwork I have commissioned is in my picture section for those who are curious as to what sort of friendly monster I like to play.OK, a note on some of the new graphics on here, a couple of other things I have been into for quite some time are pirates and Samhain(SOL-when, proper pronunciation of this holiday that was minor for the Irish Celts but is a major one for me and other wiccans)/Halloween. Unlike Bilge Munky I was a lot more enthused with the second and third installments of Pirates of the Carribbean mainly due to the appreciation of Cthulhu that I have. And they put him into a pirate movie by making him THE Davey Jones? For me this is the epitome of cool. But if he isn't in here already I need to put up pics of my own pirate persona in the furry world as the tiger striped german sheperd Rembrandt Bastylle.
What Your Birth Month Means!(Pics!) :3
July*Fun to be with* *Secretive* *Difficult to fathom and to be understood* *Quiet unless excited or tensed* *Takes pride in oneself* *Has reputation* *Easily consoled* *Honest* *Concern about people's feelings* *Tactful* *Friendly* *Approachable* *Very emotional* *Temperamental and unpredictable* *Moody and easily hurt* *Witty and sarky* *Sentimental* *Not revengeful* *Forgiving but never forgets* *Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things* *Guides others physically and mentally* *Sensitive and forms impressions carefully* *Caring and loving* *Treats others equally* *Strong sense of sympathy* * Wary and sharp* *Judge people through observations* *Hardworking* *No difficulties*
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