Elena

“To be or not to be , that is the question” asked Hamlet but there’s no doubt I’m something… Who Am I? one , nobody and hundred thousand … more exactly …I’m Elena. For now it’s the only thing I can tell you so don’t expect more! I could invite you to know me more and better… but where can I lead you? Maybe nowhere.. many things you can’t know, many things you’ll never know, many things will be kept close and unsaid , to you as some of them are for me…! I don’t want to lie you, telling you something uncertain and untrue about me, this is the reason I prefer to say nothing and leave the question unquestioned. And then .. if you ‘re ever able to see what I hide please be quiet, don’t make what you’ve seen known or close your eyes and forget it or you’ll see me change and nothing of me will resemble what it was before! Why? Because there are some people who are afraid to make themselves known and understood… and I’m one of them! But that’s not the only reason… I’m a gipsy inside… so everything inside and outside me changes constantly. ( Sometimes the change is a desperate and blind need, a sin I must redeem and that finds me always vulnerable and disarmed) Excavating deeper and violently into myself I grow up and those different sides of me receive a new life and begin to breath; I see the multitude came from my nothingness , strangers who instilled the unknown in my intimate thoughts, hold the unexpected and made profane all my faiths. My life is a kaleidoscope of lives, a multidimensional imagining, an open stage..a quick change artist.. and I…I’m a fusion and confusion of identities..a puzzle of opposites and contradictions, I’m a labyrinth of changeable characters ( some hard to identify and understand) that explodes and burns, thinks and acts, fights and kills, lives and dies; I’m a dissonant and untuneable music ..that finds its order only in Chaos! I’ve talked enough …now come if it pleases you , you’re welcome! but it’ll depend on you if your visit shall receive what it deserves.