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About Me

life is not a dream. beware, beware.. and beware... and so many think because "then" happened "now" isn't, but didn't i mention? the on going "wow" is happening right now. we are all co-authors of this dancing exhuberance where even our inabilities are having a roast. we are the authors of ourselves co-authoring a gigantic novel starring clowns. this entire thing we're involved with, called the world, is an opportunity to exhibit how exciting alienation can be. life is a matter of a miracle that is collected over time by moments flabbergasted to be in eachother's presence. the world is an exam to see if we rise into the direct experiences. our eyesight is a test to see if we can see beyond it. matter is here as a test for our curiousity. doubt is here as an exam for our vitality.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

if you get down to the same or similar funky beats as i do, i'd like to meet you. i used to be horrified of strangers, but now i can't keep my mouth shut at em, so i'm pretty good with meeting new people. i don't want to meet people who bite their toenails. i don't care how hot you are. if you have a corny joke, please share. i need new material. there are some famous people i'd like to meet, but i'm scared that it would ruin everything i thought of that person. i guess the best way for me to handle anything like that would be to go fishing with the famous person i met. i really dig smart conversations and anyone's honest and rational outlook on life, so if you'd like to talk with me about some of that stuff, that's cool. we're all behind the curtains of the stage in this theater of life, practicing our lines and breaking a sweat. encouragement is priceless within these times. enlightenment is our savior during our transitions. in all, i want to meet people who inspire me to breathe. i have amazing friends, as is, but i've learned to give this world the benefit of the doubt and i'm willing to meet as many new friends as i can.

My Blog

Revival.

faith healing lady running amock.church won't listen to Pastor who keeps telling everyone to "press in!", to worship and now he's trying to get people to just get into groups of three, instead.haha, G...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:12:00 GMT

no more hand outs..

it's odd how everything gets more serious as my life progresses/fades. i know that maturity isn't some secret i've figured out, but my focus dwells on it all with such detail; so i'll hum a ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 20:00:00 GMT

why do people say my feet stink?

i want to highlight on my theory that nothing ever works in my favor.... this is very serious and i believe it with all of my heart... as soon as i get the slightest hopes up for anything to happen, i...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 16:27:00 GMT

The Pearl, again and again. why?

my mindest is bipolar.. and sometimes i am, too. i hate the pearl.. but sometimes i love it. i have fun basking in my own world of confusion. i guess i have to be trashed to at least smile there. i li...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 07:16:00 GMT

for Judy..

.. for your entertainment. if i'm succeeding at one thing, i'm failing in another. i've found that nothing's perky through and through for anybody, so i'm not complaining. this is mostly concerning ge...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 14:10:00 GMT

ratta-tat-tat

i'm gonna spare all the details and just say that my car took 18 bullets while it was parked outside a friend's house, Monday, and didn't survive. hm.. i think it was an AK or something like it.&...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 15:49:00 GMT

oh oh, and another thing....

at 12:06 a.m., June 28th, i became an uncle. i should have posted something sooner, but i reckon i'm just getting around to it. my nephew's name is Matthew Dwight Howle. i think his last name is ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 10:12:00 GMT

how to repel flies

i don't know how this works or what goes on inside a fly's head during its short life span, but if you take a big ziploc bag and fill it half way with water and hang it up around areas that are prone ...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 18:59:00 GMT

barely dying

i embrace the day, tonguing each cavity. my sour breathe grazes the ear lobes of one who offers me more than i deserve. i'm numb when counting my blessings through the shouting of numbers. so many tim...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 16:49:00 GMT

inches that may stretch for miles

we'll find it all to be very well timed; life, that is. our realizations will envelope us and we'll feel as a child, but with bills to pay. we're feeble and you know it. we're fragile and i love ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 21:10:00 GMT