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MY SECRET NAME IS TERROR

.FASTER PUSSYCAT KILL KILL.

About Me

...about me?...what about me?.... . ....i've been told i glow in the dark...i make simple tasks difficult...i can never have what i want and what i don't want i can have...i don't know how to enjoy...nobody has ever accused me of being too upbeat or too full of positivity...i try to live for the moment...i try to be spontaneous......i see everything in varying shades of gray with little room for light or color...i see myself as a pessimist...i am the happiest at night...love the dark...love silence...at night, i'll be watching movies, cartoons or just playing video games......love to me seems to be unreal and nonexistent...i carry too many insecurities on my back...i have a tendency to worry alot...i'm very uneasy...i am a pisces...i am sensitive, sneaky and freaky...my kind are the best to find, and hardest to keep...i'm weird but in a good way...silly...fun...sweet......i catch myself turning away from opportunity...i like to travel but never been...i want to do something different but i always end up doing the same damn thing...i have made vacations, holidays, and weekends absent in my life...i have wounds that won't heal......i do consider myself to be intelligent, clever, tempermental, quiet, shy, humble, thoughtful, loyal...love freedom...rebellious when restricted...love aggressiveness...too sensitive and easily hurt...get angry really easily but don't show it...love making friends but don't show it...i have a good sense of humor...easy going...caring......horny...daring... stubborn...sharp...love entertainment...romantic on the inside not outside...superstitious...i love art...i go out of my way too much for people who don't appreciate it...i hate to argue...i want to be worth a damn...i don't like to disappoint......i'll take the blame for everything...i'm rude...i'm honest...i like to throw things at people...i like to find myself nowhere...i want to be happy......i want to feel wanted...

My Interests

...one of these days...you'll look back to see...that i was always there...but you were never there for me......one of these days...your heart will start to ache... then you'll realize...there was a risk you needed to take......one of these days...you'll look around for me... i will be gone...but i am yours eternally......one of these days...the thought will be too much for you to bear... just say you love me...and i'll be there...

I'd like to meet:

...my warrior woman...people who can find things that i can't find...anyone that can make me feel like i'm in kindergarten everyday...anyone that can give me a purpose......someone to help fill the empty voids...

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Heroes:

...i was told once that i was a hero......me a hero?......i'm nobody's hero......fuck being a hero......heroes are never appreciated...always taken advantage of......who in the right mind wants to live that?......fuck that!......nobody wants to be that guy......good guys always finish last right?......i've learned that now......heroes don't last...they suffer for the stupidest reasons......fuck it......i do it because there's no one else willing to fucking do it......thats why i became that guy no one else wants to fucking be......yea i pulled people from wrecked cars before...twice......not even a thank you...its cool...whatever......i'm that guy u can rely on to do anything for you......that guy that will change your tire in the middle of the night in the pouring rain......that guy willing to give you a ride when your car is broken down......always putting himself last so that you can go first......always willing to do what no one else wants to do......a hero?......i want to be my own hero......heroes like me are a dying breed...

My Blog

...favorite poem...

The Unconscious Victim Where were you when I was young?And all the world was simple and fun,Every day shone bright with the sun.My carefree life had just begun. Why weren't you there to show me how, T...
Posted by MY SECRET NAME IS TERROR on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:03:00 PST