...one of these days...you'll look back to see...that i was always there...but you were never there for me......one of these days...your heart will start to ache... then you'll realize...there was a risk you needed to take......one of these days...you'll look around for me... i will be gone...but i am yours eternally......one of these days...the thought will be too much for you to bear... just say you love me...and i'll be there...
...my warrior woman...people who can find things that i can't find...anyone that can make me feel like i'm in kindergarten everyday...anyone that can give me a purpose......someone to help fill the empty voids...
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...i was told once that i was a hero......me a hero?......i'm nobody's hero......fuck being a hero......heroes are never appreciated...always taken advantage of......who in the right mind wants to live that?......fuck that!......nobody wants to be that guy......good guys always finish last right?......i've learned that now......heroes don't last...they suffer for the stupidest reasons......fuck it......i do it because there's no one else willing to fucking do it......thats why i became that guy no one else wants to fucking be......yea i pulled people from wrecked cars before...twice......not even a thank you...its cool...whatever......i'm that guy u can rely on to do anything for you......that guy that will change your tire in the middle of the night in the pouring rain......that guy willing to give you a ride when your car is broken down......always putting himself last so that you can go first......always willing to do what no one else wants to do......a hero?......i want to be my own hero......heroes like me are a dying breed...