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About Me

I'm far from a girlie girl but I don't really know if I would call myself a tomboy either because I am athletically impaired (I do enjoy trying though). I can't stand watching sports. There are a lot of things I love to do that I'm no good at like pool, bowling, working on cars, hackysack and skateboarding. I love to be around cars and I love learning about cars. I don't know a whole lot but I like to think I know more then your average girl about a car.
I am the kind of person who helps others before I even think of helping myself. My friends and my family mean the world to me and nothing or anyone is ever going to change that again. I'm very confused in my life and about myself and I am absolutely horrible when it comes to making decisions. I want things out of life that I just haven't gotten and or found yet. I'm getting ready to make some big changes in my life in the next year or two and hopefully turn my life around for the better. WARNING: I'm sarcastic and yes I have an attitude problem.
I'm always thinking about next week before I think about tomorrow. It is true that people who don't know me think I'm quiet and those that do wish I was. If you really want to get to know me don't judge me by my page, because i really won't say much on here, try actually talking to me. My aim screename is xxshattrddreamxx.
"Life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy they just promised it would be worth it."
"Mistakes are part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are. Precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way."
Sleeping takes my mind off reality....bc when i dont face it..... it makes me a coward...so i sleep and dream of the reality i wish i had.......

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

MYSELF....and then, I'm up for meeting anybody who wants to meet me. I would like to surround myself with more positive people (which apparently are scarce lately lol) I've had enough with 2-faced assholes (I dealt with enough of those in Florida). Anyone who is into tuners or just cars in general that is willing to teach me ;) anyone who is into the same kind of music i am into

Someone who will actually read everything on my page just to find out more about me

My Blog

i never thought i would see the day

You know all these people that can never seem to see any positive in life? FUCK YOU! My family is a positive for me.....or at least it was and now i feel its falling apart because of those negative pe...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:00:00 GMT

you dont even have the balls

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 21:15:00 GMT

I must be crazy

The guy i am with is absolutely wonderful, i love him to pieces, and i couldnt ask for anything better regardless of what anyone else thinks. and he asked me to marry him and i said yes but no dates n...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 04:48:00 GMT

adult survey

Adult Survey: ..tr>You: What color eyes?hazel Hair?ibrown How tall?5'1 How old?21 What city do you live in?carlisle Male/Female?female The Private You? ...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 22:56:00 GMT

I cant go through this again

what do you do when someone you have trusted for so long you feel you cant trust them anymore? you start questioning their motives for everything and everything starts falling into place and making se...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 23:50:00 GMT

I can’t believe i wrote this in highschool and it is actually published!!!

Senses Feel it tickle Feel it turn Its not just a burn That leaves a scar See the world See my eyes If your going to leave me That would not be wise Hear the scream Hear the cry Somehow ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 00:36:00 GMT

i hate social events!

so i went to a party because i thought it might be fun. of course i only knew one person there but i figured maybe some other people might talk to me too. well sure i had other people talk to me for a...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 23:23:00 GMT

Looking for just a piece of ass

I dont want to sound full of myself so i really hope i dont with this one........I'm so sick meeting guys that i think are really cool and i would love to date and then they just want a fucking piece ...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 23:34:00 GMT

i dont understand

so i find an awesome guy right and then they find out that im not going to fuck them in the first week and shit goes sour (or it feels that way anyway). why cant relationships be about emotion anymore...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 20:46:00 GMT

I want to know what you think

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. Do you have a crush on me?5. Would you kiss me?6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.7. Describe me in one word.8. What wa...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 23:39:00 GMT