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My name is

AKA

I was born in the Republic of Panama
, moved to Ft. Lauderdale FL during the

when all hell broke loose in '86. Grew up in Florida and came to Raleigh, NC to go to Peace College (an all womens college).
I was actually chasing my ex but everything truly happens for a reason.

I graduated college at Peace with a Bachelors Degree in Business Administration in '02. Two years later, I met my soul mate Sky. We met online. He is a very important person to me. He is my best friend, my love, my everything. I can't imagine my life without him. I am so grateful to have such a wonderful man in my life.

Our first date was on September 12th, 2003. The first weekend we spent together he knew he wanted me to be his wife. He moved in with me in November and we got married January 2nd, 2004. Two weeks later we bought a condo/townhouse.

We found out February 2005 that we were pregnant with our first child.

She is my everything. She can be an angel most of the time but usually at home, THE DEVIL HORNS COME OUT. What do you expect? She's almost 3. Our little Alysa has so much more energy. She is developing great and amazing us every single day. She is quite a character too.

We are currently trying to fix up our house to sell it. It is a lot of hard work and I am anxious to get a real house. First we need to find out the status of Sky's direct hire with his job! Lots of prayers, many sleepless nights... Mostly that seemed unanswered. There is a hiring freeze @ Sky's job right now. Hopefully it will happen... EVENTUALLY!!
So, I am a fun person and I love making new friends. Sometimes I just wish they would find time to spend time with me, but I understand that everyone has their own life to attend to. Sometimes, I would love to just hang out, watch movies, have a few drinks, shoot the shit and just have some plain old fashioned fun.

I have kind of forgotten what that is like. I don't get out of the house much unless it's to go shopping for things that we need. We don't have the funds for much more than that. I am the type of person that would love to have a friend over to watch movies and such rather than go out and spend a lot of money.

I have been told that I am a wonderful friend, that I sometimes care TOO much. I always put others thoughts and feelings before my own. I am insecure due to my past which I wont get into. I am the person who is always trying to make everyone ELSE happy.

I often feel like I am undeserving of this life due to some freaky little demons that are trapped in my head. I can sometimes take things the wrong way, ie. little demons twisting words around.

Hmmm... What else? Gee, I hope there is no character limitation on this thing or I am screwed.

I have a habit of jumping the train tracks btw. Stupid ADD. Anyways, where was I? Ooooooh .....look at the kittie!!!

I am currently trying to get healthier. Well, both Sky and I are but he's so busy working I have a feeling I will be doing it alone. That is okay though. I know I have the will-power because I have done it before.

Unfortunately, being on the awesome cruise made me gain weight. :-( that's ok, I am going to make sure that the next time (if ever) we go on a cruise we are both going to be healthy so we could enjoy it more!

So there you have it. The Cliff Notes version of me. If you would like to know more just ask. I have another page which is more of a private to my very close friends page.