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Jen

I love everything about you that hurts

About Me

Life without risk is death. Desire, like the world, is an accident. We live as we dream, alone.Im Jen. Pretty much what you see is what you get. I don't like games and I don't like drama. I'm simple and insanely complex all at the same time. My passion is music, my world pretty much revolves around it, even though I have absolutely no musical talent what so ever. Sometimes I'll pretend that I do though. One of my goals in life is to write a song that contains a solo of "ba ba ba's" and/ or "do do do's". It'll happen too, just you wait. I like to be intellectual at times. I like to be nerdy at times. Some of my best memories are my most carefree. I love going to the park and swinging on the swingsets letting the air blow past my face and laying out in the driveway staring up at the stars. I'd like to think that I'm a free spirit which can sometimes be a bad thing but most of the time it makes for the best adventures. I have an unhealthy addiction to CARMEX, it's bad. I like to dance in parking lots and I love it when it rains. I could sit and have conversations about absolutely nothing for hours on end. I want to visit Japan (for it's beauty) and Venice (for it's romance) before I die. I'm addicted to PostSecret. There is a lot that I have accomplished in my life, but there is so much more to see. I want to explore everything there is to see in this world and maybe find someone to join me in the process. **life is pain, anyone who says differently is selling something**

My Interests

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot. The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned. music- anything and everything. you name it and i probably listen to it. i have a very eclectic taste. concerts. going to shows, dancing/ rocking out in the front row. shopping. cruising. road tripping. randomly driving around at 4 in the morning with the windows down. hanging out with friends. reading anything i can get my hands on, i love learning new things. meeting new people who dont act like somthing they arent. tattoos (getting them and people who have them). flying kites. picnicing in the park. playing hop scotch. drive-in movies. sitting around bon fires eating smores and laughing until the sun comes up. having deep conversation with anyone who will listen to me. pretending to be a kid again. playing in the sprinkler or on the slip n slide. generally anything that requires me to not be home and to not be in ohio. i wish tour was my life. Dr. Mario and Tetris rock my world... i totally kick both games asses on my old school game boy and im always looking for new competitors for my tetris worlds PS2 game. i have also recently discovered guitar hero. this is going to prove to be a very, very bad thing. without the bitter baby, the sweet aint as sweet.

I'd like to meet:

A genius can be a genius by trying to be a genius; a visionary can only have a vision by accident. Someone who is confident and easy to be around but has a serious side as well as a fun, wreckless side. Someone who's passionate about something (no matter what that something may be) and just goes for it and pursues it. Someone who will inspire me to do what i love. My muse. In saying that, I did not join myspace to have a whole bunch of guys sending me creepy messages and so forth. I'm not looking to have sex, especially not with people off of the internet. I'm here to meet people who share common interests with me and who I can have a nice conversation with. I have enough dramatic people in my life and i certainly know enough "frat-boy guys" to last me a lifetime. If either of those descriptions fits you, you might as well stop reading right now. If you are going to leave a rude or bitchy comment on my pictures or my page, I'll just delete it. I have to approve all comments so its LAME to even try.
Kiss me, please kiss me. Kiss me out of desire, baby not consolation.

Music:

**I've seen it all and it's never enough, it keeps leaving me needing you**

Lately I Can't Get Enough Of:

Augustana
Go Van Gogh
James Morrison
Kings Of Leon
Strays Don't Sleep
William Fitzsimmons

The Soundtrack to My Life:

Aqualung
Ben Kweller
Brand New
Bush
Copeland
Damien Rice
Deftones
The Fray
Go Van Gogh
Greenwheel
Iron and Wine
Jack's Mannequin
Jeff Buckley
Jimmy Eat World
John Mayer
The Killers
Koufax
Lifehouse
Margot & The Nuclear So and So's
Minus the Bear
Motion City Soundtrack
Ours
Paulo Nutini
Remy Zero
Ryan Adams
Sigur Ros
Something Corporate
Tool

Movies:

Adaptation
Almost Famous
Alpha Dog
A Scanner Darkly
Being John Malkovich
Big Fish
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Closer
Confessions of a Dangerous Mind
Corpse Bride
Crash
Elizabethtown
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Everything is Illuminated
Fight Club
Garden State
The Jacket
The Last Kiss
Little Miss Sunshine
Lost in Translation
Memento
Monster Squad
Moulin Rouge
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Requiem for a Dream
The Rules of Attraction
Shopgirl
Slackers
Stay
Super Troopers
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Vanilla Sky
Walk the Line

"Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it, I can't feel it. I can hear it, I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words"

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Family Guy
Friends
Grey's Anatomy
Invader Zim
The Office
One Tree Hill
Nip/Tuck
Six Feet Under

Books:

A Clockwork Orange
The Age of Spiritual Machines
American Psycho
Brave New World
Breakfast of Champions
Choke
Closer
The DaVinci Code
Diary
Everything is Illuminated
Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
Fear and Loathing
Fight Club
Glamorama
Haunted
Invisible Monsters
Less Than Zero
Lullaby
The Princess Bride
The Rules of Attraction
Sex Drugs and Coco Puffs
Siddhartha
White Lines
White Oleander

If you cant tell, i really enjoy anything written by Brett Easton Ellis and Chuck Palahniuk. And of course, anything by Vonnegut. Feel free to suggest anything else that you think i might find interesting. Im always looking for new authors.

Heroes:

Tim Burton
Andy Kaufman
Charlie Kaufman
Scarlett Johansson
Andrew McMahon
and i dont care if you dont love me, and i dont care if you dont change. and i could live inside the shadow thative cast for you, if it meant that you would stay.I wonder what you could possibly know about breaking down that i don't

My Blog

If we heal, we can feel something that we didn't want to

Sometimes it's weird for me to think about the connections that I have with people. I guess you just don't realize how important someone is in your life until they are not there anymore. Or, in this c...
Posted by Jen on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 12:46:00 PST

It depends on how you spend that one day

I have been in such a rut lately. I hate it. I really wish I would just snap out of it already. I can't really even pinpoint anything that's bothering me. It's just one of those feelings where you are...
Posted by Jen on Tue, 29 May 2007 11:46:00 PST

My brother is not kibble!

so yesterday was insane and hectic. my brother was attacked by 4 pitbulls while walking to school at UC. yeah thats right, 4 of them. he had only gotten about 3 houses away from his when it happened. ...
Posted by Jen on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:58:00 PST

the things people will do for a free meal

um... there were people sleeping outside of Chik-Fil-A last night.not even joking, there were probably 30 tents in the parking lot and about 20 people all bundled up stum... there were people sleeping...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 10:05:00 PST

5 years

I honestly didn't think it would be this hard...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:23:00 PST

that frog came outta nowhere!

so im walking across the street to do my laundry, and its wet and dark and rainy and im not really paying all that much attention to the ground. well there were leaves and whatnot all over since its b...
Posted by Jen on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:10:00 PST

i just want you closer, is that alright? baby lets get closer tonight

my my its been some time since i last updated.so much for that whole resolution of keeping up with this thing more. i suppose i could just start now and see how far i get. yeah maybe ill do that.so le...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:10:00 PST

Me- 1 Nemesis- 0

finally!!i finally beat him!! alright maybe i should explain...the "him" i speak of, is in fact my nemesis. he is a 75 year old man that goes to my bingo. yes i said bingo. every year they have a cost...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST

feelings and omens

do you ever just get one of those feelings? im sure you all know the ones im talking about. that chill up your spine, the hair on your arms standing up for no reason at all. that feeling where you kno...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 01:20:00 PST

a letter to itunes shuffle

dear itunes,i really wish you would stop playing songs that i really dont feel like listening to right now. its like you are trying to tell me something...well listen here you damn media player, i don...
Posted by Jen on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:30:00 PST