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Squeaky

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About Me

as for actually about me: burning things. drink is a captain and coke, or a tattoo and ice, or a guinness. smoke is a djarum black. i "rule itown with a wag of my little fetishist finger", and i seek out bondage/fetish shows wherever i can find them, but really, just the burning things. lol, i mean, no offense, but did i look like a submissive to YOU? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. ok. so, probably the people i'm talking about won't even read this, but oh well. if you don't know me? i'm not a horrible person, you can message me, i won't bite. if you have some strange message phobia, my aim sns are exurospresso and sproinkscroot, but don't fucking friend me if you don't know me, don't know anybody i know, and have never spoken to me. there's no call for it; it's not like my profile is set to private or anything. i never thought i'd have to put something like this up on my page, but please, i am NOT that cool. don't just add me because you want to up your numbers or something like that; if you're into the same issues i am, great! say so. from now on, unless you are a band with music i like, a person i know, or somebody who has messaged me (and given me a convincing reason to add them), i'm going to reject you. 215 is about twice as many as i really have any desire for, but i know them all, in one way or another, or have listened to their music. so, all you perfectly nice, awesome people, who i'm sure have a lot to offer, but who I HAVE NEVER INTERACTED WITH, IN ANY WAY, IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, piss off. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. some food for thought: while there have been many times in my life when i loved someone, and there have been many times when i loved only one person, there have only been two times when i loved someone in such a way that my love for them precluded my love for anyone else (at least in a romantic sense). both of those ended badly; worse than all the other ones. now, i can do monogomy; i've proven it. but the one i proved it with was NOT one of these two, so before you go on about how you're gonna sweep me off my feet or what have you, maybe you'd better put some thought into that. ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. somebody asked me once, girl if you don't believe in god then what do you believe in, and i said i believe that you are poisoning me, and i believe that one day it will kill me, and that when it does, my skin and my bones will rot, and return to the soil that nurtures me, and still, you will poison me. and i will in turn nurture grass and trees and briars, and still, you will poison me. but i believe that as you poison me, you also poison yourself, and one day, it will kill you, too. and though i will not be alive to see that day, the life that i, in death, will sustain, will see you die, see the world purge itself of your poison, and begin to heal, and that is more of an afterlife than any of your corrupted, poisonous prophets can offer me. that is what i believe ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. "who watches the watchman?" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. "cameras everywhere to protect us from one another or is it the undercover disguise of big brother. . ." ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. "this here's little brother, watchin' you, too" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. "men are utensils. you use them wash them and throw them in a drawer until you need them again" ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. a personality quiz told me that for my afterlife, i would be stuck in an overcrowded waiting room next to beetle juice. loved the question. "How are you more likely to die? ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. a) Of old age ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. b)While setting a house on fire." ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .. b DUH! ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Schroedinger's undead cat. they say that until you open the box, the cat is both alive and dead. once you open the box, it is either alive, or dead, but not both. however, this is obviously flawed logic. if the cat is both alive and dead before you open the box, doesn't that make the cat UNDEAD? (pic by lysator, i believe?) "you might just be a shiney thing, but you are the shiney thing i am persuing" but seriously, just somebody different. i mean enough of the kookiekutterkids, for shit!

My Blog

evidently, a warning lable is in order.

Evidently, I've offended some people.  I know, I know, shocked, right?  I mean, little old me, offending somebody?  Must be talking about somebody else.  But alas, it is true, I have, appearantly, bee...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 10:53:00 GMT

god, i can't even blog anymore.

looking back on some old blogs.  weird.  now everybody has kids, or is pregnant.  i do not want them.  i'm doing the relationship thing.  it's cool.  i like it.  (weird, huh?)  The middle section of t...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 21:00:00 GMT

Amandas and what you do to us

I was talking to a rather stoic friend of mine on a long night drive recently.  He started talking about his ex girlfriend, whom he had met while being separated from his whife, Amanda.  I w...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 08:49:00 GMT

Oh I’m leavin’, in a chevey, and I don’t know when I’ll be back again...

Hey guys, it's been grand, and I'll miss you, but I'm bouncin out.  I'm done with the island.  if you know anyone who needs an apartment, let me know because I'm lookin to rent mine.  I...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 21:29:00 GMT

timely update or the making of a meathead

hmmm.  well, THAT was more than a little emo; that last one, i mean.  it took me a minute to nail down who a couple of those were, but i figured it out.  i think.well, i'm flunking out ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 20:24:00 GMT

people that i love and respect. they happen to be some of the most hated people i know.

there are certain people that i love and respect.  they happen to be some of the most hated people i know.  there are very different reasons for this.you are arogant beyond all belief. ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 00:20:00 GMT

AMINALS, or, WHAT TO DO WITH TENURE

ME: i felt the need to share this with youi am in an intro neuro science courseit is obscenely early in the morning, so the marine (different one) and i hang out in the backmakes sense thus far.this m...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 13:11:00 GMT

what i have been doing with my time

work at michaels, mwf 2-10, and odd weekend hours.  school during the week, open mics at coolbeanz on tuesdays, lgbta on thursdays, and this:http://www.piratequest.net/index.php?r=37113BEST FREAK...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 21:46:00 GMT

LUCKY NUMBER 7, or 7% VIRGINAL

haven't done anything like this in a while, saw it on the bullitens thing, and had to try it out.  the funny thing is, i dont really think of myself as being all that experienced.  oh well.&...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 23:37:00 GMT

thanks mister!

ok, so this sounds nuts, but i have to put a thank you out there in the world for what happened the other day. so, my car is an ok car. we have our arguments, but mostly she does ok by me. but the oth...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 08:56:00 GMT