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Your voice skips as it always did and always will

About Me

You've grabbed through my shirt, in between my rib cage, and ripped out my heart. That smirk on your face paints the picture very clearly for me. You're better now than I ever have been, and that's okay. I'm one to look the other way, turn the other cheek, so to speak, but your continuous laugh only makes the pain worser. I'll run away as far as I can, as far as my smoke-filled lungs will allow, before I faint from exhaustion. Three blocks away, sprawled out in the grass, you approach, and kick me in the stomach for good measure, and that's that. Thank you D. 

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Teiko Dornor, Harold Ramis, Kayla Ewell, Simon Pegg, Bill Murray, Russell Crowe, Mike Huckabee, Stephen Colbert, Payne Stewart, You.

My Blog

You were my match made in heaven, and then I discovered Russian Mail-Order Brides...

I've finished smoking my first pack on this 14 hour drive, windows down, cruise-control set for the last 300 miles, with no destination in sight. I've stared off into the distance for at least the las...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 17:35:00 GMT

Flashback to December 31st. Press play accordingly.

Disclaimer:  All names, times, places, events have been edited out at the writer's expense. For the reader's expense, you are not meant to understand a word of this, just enjoy the pessimistic outlook...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:47:00 GMT

Have I told you how I felt about you lately?

So this is how it all goes down. You give me the evil state down, I trip in the doorway. You laugh, I give my normal glazed over content look. You laugh, I make fun of you for laughing at me. This goe...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:59:00 GMT

You left me on the side of the road to die, and all I can think to myself is "thank you..."

Taking a few more breaths now, contemplating the rest of my eternity, I sure hope the outlook is good. If it isn't, f**k it. I guess I've had my chances, my opportunities to right my wrongs. I've had ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 01:30:00 GMT

The lights go down outside before our cars collide...

I saw you look into my eyes, you tell me I've done wrong. I don't know what's gotten into me, I say, and this is the last time I'll ever do wrong. I know you can't believe me, and to believe myself wo...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 03:36:00 GMT

Change if you want, but don’t you go and change for me

Silence is surreal. Every moment I take a breath, every second I blink my eyes, nothingness fills my empty soul. It's like a nightmare I cannot overcome; it's a scary movie I cannot seem to avoid at t...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 02:12:00 GMT

This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all

Life is meant to be lived. That's why we're given one, and only one. You don't get a gimme, or a mulligan. I've wasted enough of the one I've been dealt, and I don't think there's enough time to salva...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:44:00 GMT

I’m calling your name hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away

You and I were meant to be. You even told me. I didn't know it yet, but looking back at it, you were right. Maybe I'm not. You're with someone else now, with that someone for eternity and I'm STILL al...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:30:00 GMT

a story of a lonely guy, as told to another lonely guy

    Contemplation. Looking back on all that we've gone through. All the juvenile fun we encountered with another. Your moving away. My loneliness through my adolescence. Our rare visits...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 00:15:00 GMT

The last thing I want to do right now is read your stupid poetry...

Honesty was your best policy. I just wish I could have played along long enough for you to believe it was mine too. I've moved on, and you're stuck in 2005, which doesn't help my pimpin' game any. Jus...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:14:00 GMT