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I'm very different then a lot of girls you'll meet and that is fact. I was raised on star wars and tom petty. I will always need music in my life. I'm extrememly blunt. I'm very quiet most of the time. Im tired of being let down by the people i love the most . I'm afraid of the dark. I'm an off and on vegetarian. I hide my feelings. Im afraid of change. I don't like waiting. I never really know what i want. There are a lot of things i wish i could change about myself. I find amusment in the most simple things. I believe i have some sort of purpose as to why i am here, but i haven't quite figured it out yet. I want to know everything I possibly can before I die but sometimes I fear death might catch up with me before I have the time to figure it all out. But I've finally figured out that i know nothing and I never will because this world isn't the way its meant to be. Nobodys who they say they are and nothing is the way that you think it is. There is nothing to try and figure out.

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as we know it

life has changed tremendously. things are different, good and bad, but i think it's all for the better. i mean everything happens for a reason right? then why do things i dont think should happen the ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Nov 2009 21:06:00 GMT

sixteen just held such better days

depression. its a big part of what seems to be everybody's lives right now. i wonder why is everyone depressed. is it cool now? i mean i know what it feels like and i really wish i didnt. i would pret...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 09:55:00 GMT

uncool

why do we live in such a materialistic, vein, style based world? why cant the world be what is used to be like? why cant rock and roll be the main focus of life? why do we listen to music processed ou...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 22:53:00 GMT

kenny krull

i know i havent been there for him for a while now but knowing he did what he did hit me harder then i could have ever imagined. i will never forget all the memories me and him once shared tog...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 18:41:00 GMT

story of an abrupt end

i'm slowly falling down and there's no way to stop me. i just keep falling until i hit the end. no one's there to lend me their hand and save me. i need someone to help me escape. i need that person t...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 07:39:00 GMT