Everyone please be patient! My page is under major reconstruction, sorry about the strangeness, hope to have it kewl for the 07. I found a
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**A.R. Ammons--Reflections
Your Element is Fire. You have a strong,
independant, fiery personality and you
obviously don't let others push you around.
You like being in charge and don't care what
other people think. In fact, you like to stand
out and be yourself. You're probably shy when
people first meet you but you're a ball of energy
that could explode at any given moment. You
like to laugh and whether you admit it or not,
you like to fight. You have a personality that is
wild and untamable. Your beauty is physically
fit and a little sexy and you have a very
pretty face.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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I AM 37% ASSHOLE/BITCH! I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com
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You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find. You
have the moon and stars as friends. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find.
What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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Interests:Honestly, these days I am a living rant of self. I look at everything until it's upside down and I feel I've been lied to forever. Magnificent. It turns out I know very little and for the first time that fills me with wonder instead of fear. I have a great journey I am on. I'm not a person who is usually happy to be alive, I usually muddle through, seeing beauty and feeling seperate from it. this is my own fault, but it was a lens through which I have viewed and skewed life. We all have to break the patterns we've learned if we want to figure out who we really are. The inside, true consciousness that we REALLY are, the thing that endures. I can't helped that I've screwed up vast portions of my life, because the way I see it it all had to be just that way for me to be where I am today, blissfully happy with life, and not ignorant of death. Claiming my own life so I can live outside of past sorrows that I carried close to my heart for fear of future mistakes. I am a good person and now that I believe that I can actually BE that. I look inside and realize I've been running from me all of my life, I look inside and realize the Mom or the teacher or the bully or the God I was hiding from was inside of me, ready to reply to all failures because I gave them a voice! Now I am trying to use the insights to heal myself, as I've always wished for absolution, it has, like some myth, always been so, right there for the taking. I forgive everything to everyone. I am sorry for all of my ignorance. I am sorry for being judgemental and I'm sorry for people I wish I could help more, that I should help more. That I will help more. I take responsibility and I am letting go. When all is quiet and still, it is clear the answers all lie within. I see it in science, and math, and around me in nature, I hear it in music and see it on the playground. It's all part of the same thing, and I'm part of it too. I can relax. And I can feel wonder again, I thought it was gone! I thought all I had was a broken me, and now I feel like anything is possible.
Manic you say?
Episode you say?
NAY!
I am MIGHTY!
Ha HA!
Ok, a little manic, but the points are all true.
you can't tell people these things, they need to feel it themselves. But some of the biggest truths I've learned in my life came from a stranger, and so I hope that as I expand my experience of consciousness into more positivity that I might heal myself and others with me...even if I never know it!
The universe is beautiful!
I'm not drunk!
Look at it!
It's fucking amazing!
Anyway, I looked at this myspace, I haven't been doing anything with it in a year or so. It doesn't even seem like mine! So that's my beat. Update-o-rama.
I love you, haters and all.
Peace.
