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It's not like I ain't tryin' to get over you...it's just hard to look at all the seasons pass me ove

About Me




I'm Rachel - just Rachel, with no extra a's, e's, or l's - also known as Rachushka, RacHELL, Mama Kane, Rackelle, Daria Morgandorffer, Moo Moo, Blackberry, Queerio, and sometimes Boss.


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: rachel.
Birthday: january 23rd.
Birthplace: san francisco.
Current Location: san ramon.
Eye Color: hazel.
Hair Color: black.
Height: 5'6".
Right Handed or Left Handed: right.
Your Heritage: 1/2 chinese, 1/4 irish, 1/4 spanish.
The Shoes You Wore Today: black.
Your Weakness: funny dorky boys...and food.
Your Fears: abandonment.
Your Perfect Pizza: combo.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i don't have goals anymore.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i don't really use instant messenger.
Thoughts First Waking Up: great, another 18 hours till i'm unconscious again...
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes, i've been told...
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep.
Your Most Missed Memory: screw memories.
Pepsi or Coke: both.
MacDonalds or Burger King: meh...
Single or Group Dates: single if you're taken, group if you're single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both.
Chocolate or Vanilla: both.
Cappuccino or Coffee: both.
Do you Smoke: yes.
Do you Swear: fuck yes.
Do you Sing: sometimes.
Do you Shower Daily: when i have the energy.
Have you Been in Love: fuck love.
Do you want to go to College: i'll go back one of these days.
Do you want to get Married: puh...like that'll ever happen.
Do you belive in yourself: i try.
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes.
Do you think you are Attractive: meh.
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes.
Do you get along with your Parents: i do now.
Do you like Thunderstorms: meh...they're better when you're with someone to enjoy them with. =(
Do you play an Instrument: i used to play saxophones and the french horn and various other things.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: HA! right.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i might have.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: a whole box? no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not in my budget this month.
In the past month have you been on Stage: no.
In the past month have you been Dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: ew, no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: probably.
Ever been Drunk: not enough.
Ever been called a Tease: yeah.
Ever been Beaten up: no.
Ever Shoplifted: yeah.
How do you want to Die: quick and soon.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i AM grown up.
What country would you most like to Visit: who cares...if i'm going alone then what's the point.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter.
Favourite Hair Color: dark.
Short or Long Hair: short.
Height: taller than me.
Weight: not a tub of lard but not a pointy little twig-man, either.
Best Clothing Style: clean. and not 'gangsta'.
Number of Drugs I have taken: i can count them on one hand.
Number of CDs I own: meh.
Number of Piercings: 9.
Number of Tattoos: 4.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a couple. =/
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
My son is the only man I need in my life.

This is my baby brother, Darren.


Darren is one of the most intelligent teenagers there is in this day and age. I should know - everything he knows he learned from me. ^_~


SON OF SALMON
music space
check it out,
yo.
MySpace BAD!

-------------No orientation given because "asexual" was not an option.


My Interests



L I K E S My son Logan, art, Asianness, being everyone's shoulder to cry on, Buddhism, chocolate, coffee, feminism, food, freaks, Halloween, home decor (things from Bed Bath & Beyond, Cost Plus World Market, Pier 1 Imports, IKEA, Michael's, Linens 'n Things), indie flicks, music, my red Toyota pickup, night, paleoanthropology, piercings, photography, psychology, Top Ramen, seeing people suffer who deserve it, SAN FRANCISCO, vampires, silver jewelry, tattoos, tea, tiny fake food, Super Mario Bros., anything Egyptian (including mummies), anything medival/ Edwardian/ Victorian, the Zodiac (astrological & Chinese)

D I S L I K E S ABERCROMBIE, bad drivers, bad luck, "bisexuals" who aren't really bisexual but just sleep with anything that moves (and just think it's "cool"), bugs, depression, disease, domestic violence, EBONICS, "gangsta", HOT TOPIC, homophobes, ignorant/ judgmental people, kinderbats (wannabe-goths), long hair on guys, MTV, the MEDIA, men, morons in general, organized religion, overplucked/ drawn-in eyebrows, pants with words on the ass, people who can't control their children, people who DON'T SIGNAL!, pop music, porn, posers, racists, RAP, rapists, saggin' pants, shallow/ fake preppy people with bleached hair/ fake tans/ fake boobs/ anorexia, sluts/ whores/ hoes/ playas/ cheaters (any people who sleep around), sports, teenagers, traffic, VOMIT, wasted time, weed (y'heard me), “wiggers”


I'd like to meet:



SOMEBODY TO PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERY.
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FUCK MEN.WRONG with you guys??? Why is my luck with guys so horrible that it almost seems like it's all a big plan, like you all got together to form some kind of He-Man Rachel Haters Club and declared "Hey, Rachel's feelings and emotions don't matter...let's figure out ways of making her life as miserable as possible!" Am I THAT horrible to be with?? (Wait, scratch that...while the good ones always wanna leave, the bad ones just won't fucking go away.) Why the hell can't I find a GOOD one, who respects ME, who I can respect, that will stay?

(I don't want to meet Landon Pigg...I'm just using his song.)

Music:

Whatever sounds good (i.e. NOT RAP or HIP HOP!!!), Alice in Chains, Arcade Fire, Augustana, The Beatles, Bjork, Bob Marley, Chinese music, classical, Coldplay, Creedence Clearwater Revival, the Cure, DAVE MATTHEWS BAND!!!, David Gray, Death Cab for Cutie, Depeche Mode, Dir en Grey, The Doors, 80's music (the GOOD stuff), Elton John, Fleetwood Mac, Foo Fighters, The Fray, Gin Blossoms, Goo Goo Dolls, gothic-industrial-electronica (meaning gothic but i can dance to it...NO SCREAMO), Hall & Oates, Hoobastank, Incubus, Indian music, Irish/Celtic music, Jack Johnson, Japanese music, jazz, J-goth, Jimi Hendrix, Jimmy Eat World, Joe Satriani, John Mayer, Kagrra, The Killers, Lionel Ritchie, Malice Mizer, Margot & the Nuclear So-and-So's, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Muse, new age, Nirvana, NIN, oldies (some), opera (some), Orgy, Portishead, Prince, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Schwartz Stein, Soul Coughing, Soundgarden/ Audioslave, Staind, Sublime, System of a Down, The Tea Party, Tom Petty, Tool, Tori Amos, Twelve Girls Band, U2, The Used, Van Morrison, VAST, Weezer, Yoko Ono, and probably many more...

Movies:


Adam Sandler movies, Asian movies dubbed in funny English, Austin Powers movies, Beetlejuice, Bowling for Columbine, Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, Dancer in the Dark, Donnie Darko, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Exorcist, The Flower Drum Song, A Goofy Movie, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, Jim Carrey movies, The Joy Luck Club, Kids, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Kung Foo Hustle, The Lion King, Lost in Translation, Memento, Memoirs of a Geisha, M. Butterfly, Mr. Holland's Opus, Mulan, My Baby's Daddy, The Pillow Book, Pulp Fiction, Quentin Tarantino movies, Rent, Saw, South Park: Bigger, Longer, & Uncut, Stanley Kubrick movies, Team America: World Police, Tim Burton movies, Waking Life, The Wedding Singer, White Chicks, Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory, Y Tu Mama Tambien, zany comedies

Television:


anime (sometimes...shut up), Celebreality, Chappelle's Show, Daria, Family Guy, Futurama, Invader Zim, King of the Hill, Mind of Mencia, MXC, My Name is Earl, The Office, Ren & Stimpy, Scrubs, The Simpsons, South Park, That 70's Show, Top Chef, anything on the FOOD NETWORK/ Discovery Channel/ National Geographic/ History Channel

Books:


Alice in Wonderland (Lewis Carroll), The Catcher in the Rye (JD Salinger), the "Flowers in the Attic" series (VC Andrews), FRUiTS, I'm the One That I Want! (Margaret Cho), The Joy Luck Club (Amy Tan), The Pigman (Paul Zindel), Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark (Alvin Schwartz), Strangers from a Different Shore (Ronald Takaki), anything from George Carlin
Artists & Photographers
~ alessandro bavari.
~ andrew kong knight.
~ dame darcy.
~ david w. aronson.
~ gottfried helnwein.
~ h.r. giger.
~ jason beam.
~ kizimecca.
~ mark ryden.
~ pablo picasso.
~ patrick loehr.
~ rico j.c.
~ salvador dali.
~ stephen gammell.
~ teodoru badiu
~ vincent van gogh.

Heroes:


This guy:

Wilford Brimley just kicks so much ass.
Sites of Interest
~ albinoblacksheep.com - crazy flash animation.
~ engrish.com - lost in translation.
~ ramen city. - yay ramen. ^_^
~ houseofhorrors.com - classic horror movies.
~ snopes.com - urban legends.
~ manties! - just look.
~ awful plastic surgery.
~ happy tree friends.
~ camp chaos - flash cartoons.
~ ...com - weird media.
~ die screaming with sharp
things in your head.
~ strange but true - random facts.
~ ripley's believe-it-or-not!
~

My Blog

GAAHH!

Why the hell does it seem like everybody I've ever known has gotten or is getting married??? FUCK EVERYBODY WHO'S FOUND THEIR SPECIAL SOMEONE TO SPEND THEIR LIVES WITH! FUCK EVERYBODY WHO'S GOTTEN A S...
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ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING...

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Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 09:59:00 PST

MOTORCYCLE RIDING CLASS, DAY ONE (AND TWO).

Motorcycles are harder than I thought. I've never touched a stick shift; I've driven nothing but automatic vehicles. Shit, I haven't even so much as been on a bicycle since I was twelve. But at least ...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 09:37:00 PST

ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE...

Another waste of a weekend. Well, maybe not a complete waste since I got a lot of the laundry done, but I did it all yesterday. Today...today was a waste. I try to keep my idle time to a minimum so th...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 05:54:00 PST

ON BRITNEY SPEARS AND WEIGHT.

Let me start off by saying I'm no Britney Spears fan  in fact I think she's as big of a waste of space as other idiotic celebrities like Paris Hilton or Lindsay Lohan. So of course after that hype ab...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 05:32:00 PST

QUARTER-LIFE CRISIS.

Signs that my "quarter-life crisis" may finally (hopefully) be at its peak - consider this an update of sorts:1.) For those who've lost track, Logan is 19 months. I suppose his vocabulary is pretty ex...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:04:00 PST

MY BUDDY, PT. II

The next day was Father's Day, which we'd dubbed "Stand-In Father's Day". He did an amazing job taking care of Logan when we went out to lunch, carrying him and feeding him and even buckling him and&n...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:18:00 PST

MY BUDDY, PT. I

Don't worry, everyone, I'm still here  for now. I guess I'll elaborate a little about my last entry. Now I'm sure it's reached the point where everyone's rolling their eyes and thinking, "Okay, Ra...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:59:00 PST

I WANT TO DIE.

Damn...don't wanna go to work, but can't stay home. I guess you could say I wanna run away with nowhere to go. I hate when that happens, because the only way left is down.I hate him more for putting m...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:15:00 PST

SAME OLD FUCKING STORY.

I've told that dipshit Jory so many fucking times that if I'm unable to answer the phone at work, it obviously means I'm busy. I mean, I'm at work, for crissakes, which is a normal place to have meeti...
Posted by [novakane to numb the pain.] on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 05:05:00 PST