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phailunie

Lost in a world that you will never see

About Me

all my beautiful work gone, stupid site _
Okay so i'm actually putting stuff in here again. Not really sure if its a good idea but I will soon find out. What should I really say about myself, I haven't the slightest idea. I like to edit pictures, its a good waste of time. That thing called my blog is full of poems that I write. My good friend Dool (aka Rebecca) says I should go pro but thats just too complicated for me. I also couldn't write enough poems to meet their demands or whatever. I've currently written over a 100 poems in the past few years. I could probably make one book out of it. The thing is, who would really be willing to read my stuff? I mean a lot of it isn't happy go lucky stuff, like one of the latest ones ARTIST. So I highly doubt anyone would really be interested in reading a book of poems by me. Moving on to better things, possibly its not really a guarantee. As you might of seen from my pictures, I like to wear hair falls. I've made a couple pairs myself but i'm not too good at that. Those who can make them really well I give them props. Some people say I have a sense of style and others do not. In reality what does it matter right? If you like what your wearing and feel comfortable then so be it. Your 'style' or lack of does not depend on other people. So far in typing this i've errored more times than i'd like to admit ^_^ I really should update the gif of my babies considering my mastiff has gotten bigger and a couple of those pets are gone. In short until thats updated, I have 4 cats....2 dogs....and a snake. I love them all, even when they drive me insane. There's probably a lot more to me but its not crossing my mind at this current moment. So if your curious about something that I didn't state, leave me a message asking the question. *as things are remembered this will be updated*
My beautiful little girl is here, I love her to death ^_^
-They say i'm just a cheap thrill, I say i'm just a mistake-
My babies ^_^
Every day the pain grows
To know that I can't have you kills
What attracted me to you
What brought me in so close
I'm forced to admire at a distance
I keep hoping that one day i'll feel your touch
It's all just a false thought
You'll just be an addiction out of reach

My Blog

Waste

Stop and take a second To breath in all the lies Look in their hearts And see whats lost Run into the dark Find a fallen angel Cut your wrists and bleed For every sin they commited Pick a sou...
Posted by phailunie on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 08:12:00 PST

Remind Me

Remind me why I care If I mean nothing to you Remind me why we're friends If all you do is lie to me Remind me why I try If you put forth no effort Remind me why I cry If you will never see ...
Posted by phailunie on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 10:17:00 PST

Forgetting

Don't know why I waste my time Thinking about you Things never change Time has passed between us Yet everything remains as is I still seem drawn to you Nothing stops the feeling I should pre...
Posted by phailunie on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:46:00 PST

Artist

Waking up in the darkness Bound in chains for you In a place that is unknown Paranoia slowly setting in Can this really be Did that time finally come There must be a mistake Someone did not k...
Posted by phailunie on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:14:00 PST

Dreams

There's a man inside my dreams He takes me deep inside Shows me the world Through the devils eyes All souls are the same In a world doom to die And the devil just smiles As you continue to si...
Posted by phailunie on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 06:45:00 PST

Shadows

this is the life i lead one hidden in shadows that the mind can't see each life that crosses my path soon comes to an end i slaughter people like sheep and their bodies i will eat you can smel...
Posted by phailunie on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:00:00 PST

Friend

At one pointI thought I needed youThen I realizedI was just fooling myselfFor youI will do anythingFor meYou will do nothingI'd give up my lifeSo you could enjoy yoursYou'd give up your lifeJust to m...
Posted by phailunie on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 10:06:00 PST

No Ones Angel

Laying on the floor Face buried in your hands No one will see the tears When you're left all alone Everyday you face the truth You're no ones angel No one gives you a chance They all just pas...
Posted by phailunie on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 06:32:00 PST

She Loves Him

There he goes again Her heart skips a beat If only he would look her way See the smile on her face She hopes that one day He'll say hi to her If only she could tell him That he means the worl...
Posted by phailunie on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 10:43:00 PST

Questions

When you are broken Is it possible to be broken again Can you fully love someone And they only see it as lust Does the hurt stop If you pretend its not there Will the pain disappear If you lo...
Posted by phailunie on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 12:03:00 PST