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Toni

About Me

my name is toni
I am the luckiest girl in the world.
I am a transcendentalist, existentialist
recovering perfectionist
artist, photographist
guitarist, writist
Trying to pick up these pieces like shards of broken glass
to put them together to make something recognizable
I am young and I intend to be young while I still have the chance.
I am in love and I never saw it coming.
I am impulsive and uncontainable.
I am perfectly imperfect
I am me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

your mom.
i'm sure she is very nice.

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My Blog

my random

I am going to write a pointless blog because I think this is a neat idea, and I don't think you'll know me any better after you read this but I feel obligated as a self-declared blogger-loser. My 25 r...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Mar 2009 03:33:00 GMT

rain

Wow that wind is blowing hard. I can hear the rain on the roof. I remember one day a long time ago it rained really hard and the rain filled up our plastic kiddie pool and when the sun came out the li...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 13:36:00 GMT

cyclical

I want a fainting goat. I want a damask sofa. I want to be an artist. I want to have my own darkroom and a bunch of cameras that I made myself out of altoids tins and oatmeal canisters, I want to deve...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 13:21:00 GMT

cityscapes and skylines

Cityscapes and skylinesBright nights street lightsdim and glow through car exhaust and factory smokeand early morning purple.A cigarette end still burning on the concreteand your skin still warm with ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:01:00 GMT

lights

These are the lights that light the nighton both sides blurred speeding past usThe cherries dancing in the dark.Cigarette ashes fall like snowflakes when night air blows them back through the open win...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 17:57:00 GMT

when I get to see you again

Eyes go wide. Lose breath lose train of thought lose all capacity for comprehensible speech. Breathe.Freeze unfreeze walk run run faster. Jump up arms encircling hold tight spin. Step back look up int...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:50:00 GMT

panic

Can you feel me? I'm right here in your chest. A cold spot a dark feeling growing weighing you down, you're drowning in your own tears. Can you hear me? Over the rush of water in your ears. I'm right ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:14:00 GMT

white sheets

That blood on the sheet, there's blood on her nightdress, she's sitting on the toilet with her arms wrapped around her legs, she's scared because she doesn't know what's going on. Somewhere two bodies...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 03:04:00 GMT

moth

Summer sun and sweet warm wind. Dandelion seeds float around her head, swing up on the breeze and fly away. A little girl in her summer dress, bare soles stained green by cool moist grass. She stops b...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 03:16:00 GMT

courthouse waiting room

Sitting in this room rhis wood and green leather chairCrossing legs uncrossing leags biting my nails shifting fidgeting breakingStaring out the great big window behind the secretary's desk that looks ...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:04:00 GMT