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*chaos & [dipsomania]*

lilacstarlite

About Me

IM A DORK lol but im fun...(shpadoinkle.)"i do it for the love that i get from the bottom of a bottle" :) *SWEET LIKE A CHIC-A CHERRY COLA* SUBURBIA ROCK N ROLL BABE~If most of you already know me...u know i tend to get a lil weird at times, saying randomness, dancing on anything n everything, laughing NON~stop till i drop, passing out alot,...im pretty crazy but this is me, i dont change for anyone haha :)if u wanna kno me better man, IM~ smurfette2716

My Interests


MySpace Icons "im a creep, im a weirdo, what the hell am i doin here? i dont belong here"~ i heart rock concerts, laughing, parties, alcoholic beverages, randomness,funny people, ,singing, dancing, tie dye, starry skies, autumn, winky face, poetry, guitar, drums, playing piano, purple, jello, MUSIC, bonfires, smores, drawing, chicken tenders w/honey mustard yo, animals esp. puppies, spearamint gum, happy tears, hugs, diet vanilla coke, drunken madness, FRIENDS, hair color, broadway shows, making videos, tickles, eyes, holidays, camping, acting retarded n not caring, thunderstorms, reading, blacklights, hats, mascara, dreams, sunsets, candy necklaces,crunches,white teeth,TIZZY and craziness lol
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I'd like to meet:

someone who will make me smile :)
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MySpace Icons"rEd wInE and slEEping PillS help me get back to your arms cHeAp SeX and sad films help me get where i belong i think you're cRazZy, maybe i think you're CrazY, maybe"

Music:


MySpace Icons cold, radiohead, hinder, smile empty soul, evanescence, seether, shinedown, staind, green day, beatles, three days grace, papa roach, bsb,stone temple pilots, the used, theory of a dead man, crazyfools, Ra, Jet, soundgarden, red hot chili peppers, aimee mann, fefe dobson, bush, system of a down, sarah maclaughlin, lifehouse, pat benatar, third eye blind, feedback, metallica, nirvana, flyleaf, our lady peace, crossfade,offspring, nickelback, disturbed, Lit,tom petty and the heartbreakers, bob dylan, phish..and many more

Movies:

THE WIZARD OF OZ, ACROSS THE UNIVERSE,SUPERBAD
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Television:

buffy the vampire slayer, AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL, one tree hill

Books:

i love a ton of books

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Heroes:

TIZZY HUSTLES ;)

My Blog

is there anybody out there...

mmmmmmm sweet lyrics n sounds that keep everything all right. i wish u were here. but u are. in the same zone hear it, hear me donnt underestimate what this means to me you mean so much to me, so so m...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Sat, 31 May 2008 08:36:00 PST

a day in the life...

stop. breathe. why cant i stop this crying? why cant i cry no more? ive trudged thru the last few days lifeless n hurt. why did u leave me for cards and money. a world of deceit, lies, and greed. u wh...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Sun, 11 May 2008 08:13:00 PST

cloud number K

dilerium.a state of mind that stalks me like a shadow. thoughts parade me and im tranquil.i prob appear more dumbfound rather than tranquil but whatever. you want to know whats on my mind. ask and he ...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Sat, 03 May 2008 07:45:00 PST

aLiVE n LiVinG

loving and alive i am. a feeling undescribable and surreal. the earth is changing and awakening a spirit i must now relive and attain. blah blah blah. basically, the time is coming again for booz...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:18:00 PST

what are u to do? what am i to say...

im more than just a little {upset}....a word so vastly overrated. pretty much crushed. you want to hear my voice, but my words arent even heard. like a boomerang they come flying back at me.  i d...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 11:17:00 PST

crazy can comply

this inhalation that ur living, a quick addiction; the calm its giving.  i find myself at a loss. the lives we live dont meet just cross. again again the tears start streaming. how then can i con...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:25:00 PST

love

insomnia and constant turmoil will not defeat me in the long run. though it may break me down and cause my pain..at night while i lay i close my eyes and ill  be ok. why? an easy q...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 11:54:00 PST

feels like pain

i am not ashamed to confront what it is that aches and burns within me. That knife which lays driven thru my flesh cuts me ever so deeper than the physical pain can even compare to. i am awake bu...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:55:00 PST

lyrical&dead

well sew ur mouth shut.----with a needle n thread ur pathetic neusanse is a disease quickly spread step off the edge and plummit to ur death n watch as i smile as u take ur last breath ----i am  ...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:58:00 PST

is anybody out there?

"Driving away from the wreck of the dayAnd I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in loveI'm just falling to piecesAnd if this is giving up then I'm giving ...
Posted by *chaos & [dipsomania]* on Mon, 21 May 2007 10:01:00 PST