Well lots has gone on in the past year. Lots of lessons, losses, and experiences that have opened my eyes to life. I guess you could say I fianlly see the bigger picture. What doesnt kill you only makes u stronger right? Chances are you cant handle me. Matter of fact chances are you will find me to completely obnoxious.. I crack myself up. I am most likely my biggest fan. conceited?? FUCK NO! convinced. haha. Oh well.. Not a big fan of people people who feel the need to run their mouths incessantly about how they dont give a fuck.. If you dont give a fuck, why talk about it so much? Im alot smarter then you think. If you test me I'll fail on purpose. Dont mistake my kindness for weakness. Because weakness is not an ingrdient im mixed with. I used to be very vindictive , although ive learned lately wasting my time and energy thinking up means of retaliation is such a waste of energy and in the end doesnt make me feel any better.. How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours... Karmas more of a bitch then I am.. I used to love too soon, Now I let go too quickly.. I guess you could call it a defense mechanism, seems to be working well up to this point. Something i always say "im over it"....cause quite frankly..... I AM. I have a tendency not to think before I speak, and an affinity to hiding who I truly am until I know I can trust someone. ill only give someone just enough rope to hang themselves. No one has been able to capture my mind. Some have caught my attention. Few have kept me interested. I am Complicated yet I am Simple. I have Dreams...I have Goals. As should you. Ive learned to live for the moment ... We are never promised tomorrow.. I make my own decisions, and I most definitely have my own opinions. I dont need urs. Thanks :) SEXXXYEST BITCH I KNOW
