June 26th, 2007(edit):
seeing her for the last time... it hurt so much... but yet i learned so much as well... after the funeral, all of us chae family met and talked about everything... stories i never heard about my grandma cuz she never talked about it... she only talked about the good things and times, never the bad... she was the last person alive within her generation "the lee dynasty"... i'm from a royalty family... so many stories that i could share, but it just brings me into tears and joy... my grandma lived happy... with us... and im very glad there is no more drama between me and my cousins anymore... and like my cousins michael and charles said "us chae family are stubborn, but good looking" haha! the cousin i haven't seen since i was young, she's freaking 15 now and gorgeous!
i love you grandma... always and forever... i know you're watching us right now... happy family together as one again... the way it should be...
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first day of summer and for me it's a shitty start... i'm going to be M.I.A. until wednesday... something drastic just happened in my life... my grandmother passed away thursday morning at 530am...
her mind was phenomenal, she remembers EVERYTHING... every time i went to visit her... she remembered my birthday was coming up... she talks about the times she had to take care of me and my bro... how she enjoyed being with me and my bro... it's just her body that was dying... she was my everything... the one that took care of me until high school... the one that would cover for me... talk to me about anything... talk about our heritage and family... i wish i was there to visit you sooner before you left us... for me this is too soon to happen... but she was 90 years old... i guess i was being selfish for wanting you to be here until i got married and see my future family...
you were my mom... sarang hae halmonie... you will be in my mind, heart, and soul, forever... you will never be forgotten... *
now it's time for me to get my act together and seriously do the things i got to do... moving back home was the right thing to do... my family needs me... i need them... i need to hurry up and finish school so i can take care of my family... just like what my bro is doing right now... my parents are getting old as i'm still young... and just recently when having dinner with my family... there was some family secrets/stories that i never knew about until now, which made me shed into tears... the things i didn't understand, makes sense now... it seems time is going fast... for all the trouble and pain i've caused by being a bad daughter in the past, im going to make it up now... do what i gotta do to make my family proud... and importantly, myself happy...
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As of right now, I'm just focusing on school and getting a better job after. I've lived here in Washington all my life and will be staying here. No plans for moving anywhere else because my family needs me. I wanna make my family proud and myself to the fullest.
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- finish college w/ bachelor's degree
- spin at a party to show everyone what trance is all about in seattle... through my eyes... i'm tired of listening to hard trance... what happened to the love of melodic/epic/uplifting trance here? sigh... i get my chance june 2nd! * done :)
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