tropical beaches- the feel of the sun on my skin, the mountains, the smell of fireplaces, the moon, wishing i would paint more than i do, trying to sew, snowbording, surfing, wakeboarding, hiking, daydreaming, analyzing my dreams, spirituality, bbqing, going to see music in small venues, vintage costumes, any costumes, finding great pieces in thrift/antique stores, generaly all old things, human anatomy and old medical textbooks, drinking and smoking to much and then cleansing, gothic arcitecture, trying to figure out a way for me to help the war effected youth and the orphaned children in africa especially in uganda and the drc, healing herbs and foods, red meat, psycologically breaking down characters and then trying to bring them to life, getting lost in a story, wishing i could play musical instruments, forensics, old post-mortum pictures, wondering if ghosts really excist and if places are really haunted and if i'm brave enough to go in there, i do not like horror movies though, unless it's a suspense with a serial killer- then i'm in, i don't like secret songs at the end of albums (come on, do i really have to wait a minute and sixteen seconds in silent anticipation for your song that's so great i have to clear my head of everything before- whatever) oh and i don't like expected/planned encores - play what your gonna play and if you were so good that we scream for 30 mins. well then bring it on ( but of course i always stay no matter what i'll just complain about it) i don't like it when people are flakey and pretentious.
someone to hang their wild years on the nail that they'll drive through my forhead. someone who sells used office furniture out there on San Fernando Road and will assume a $30,000 loan at 15 1/4 % and put down payment on a little two bedroom place. someone who drives a little sedan.... we'll be so happy!
alot.... built to spill, broken social scene, nico case, jolie holland, beruit, pj harvey, cat power, blonde redhead, godspeed you black emperor, the rapture, led zeppelin, radiohead, the duke spirit, modest mouse, karen dalton, queens of the stone age, fleetwood mac, unwound, elliot smith, blind willie mctell, leadbelly, son house, early white stripes, the devics, dolly, jonny cash, earlier u2, tom waits, black sabbath, the beatles, bob dylan, the cure, janis joplin, chet baker, the stooges, iron and wine, bessie smith, billie holiday, autolux, jeff buckley, moving units, nirvana, early prince, slint, yeah yeah yeahs ,the want, isis, pelican, joanna newsome, miles davis, franz ferdinane, arcade fire, for carnations, dead man soundtrack, timmy curran, the black angels, neutral milk hotel, will oldham, alot -there's more - i can't keep track of it all.
the city of lost children, amelie, city of god, the whale rider, crouching tiger hidden dragon, the lord of the rings- all damn three!! life is beautiful. its a wonderful life, some like it hot, pulp fiction, fight club, seven, shawshank redemption,the 1st matrix, silence of the lambs, twin peaks, moulin rouge, edward scissor hands, night mare before christmas, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, adaptation, being john malkavich, the only star wars trilogy, american beauty, innerspace, dirty rotten scoundrals, to kill a mockingbird, hotel rawanda, harold and maude, peterpan ( animated and the new one) badlands, zoolander,better off dead, sixteen candles,spellbound, the color purple, rocky I&II. the wedding crashers. strangers with candy! i know there's more i just can't think of them right now
oh dammit - dexter! lost lost and more lost. besides that, i have a tv, but i don't watch any sort of channels- no cable and no little do dad that makes the channels come in, but old shows i liked - south park, twin peaks, early xfiles, i can get into csi, but it's those stations like the discovery channel, the history channel, animal planet that really had some interesting show...i've been tormented by the first three seasons on dvd of the west wing, and i actually believed i got smarter about politics by watching... what ever, ohh and then there is the arrested development dvds i think they might be my favorite. i could need a 12 step program, which is why i do not have cable... it would suck my mind out.
naked - david sedaris, geek love- kathrine dunn, middlesex - jeffery eugenides, lovely bones - alice sebold,the missing peice meets the big o - shel silverstein. the bible. i wish i read more- but i don't, yet i have currently been finding that books on cd are much easier on my a.d.d. recently i'm listening to people's history of the united states
people who are always looking at themselves and learning and growing and changing for the better. people who make the world a better place, and not cause they look pretty. people that are inspired. people who do their best to try and choose love, even if it means sometimes putting your ego aside. people who fail, fuck up whatever, but get up and try again.