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*~Squeeky Submarine~*

~ those nights kept me alive...~

About Me

So you wanna know a little about me huh? Ok well here I am! The sort of new and improved me. I am a very deep person I have lots of layers. Mostly though in the very simplest terms, I am a "wanna be hippy". I simply don't care about many things. I am a very free and open person, sure that leads me to get hurt, but without pain, the joy in life wont show. I believe that if you leave yourself open, you can experience so many things and feelings in this world that so many people cut themselves off from. Sure life sucks sometimes, but do you know what I do? I wake up every morning, take a deep breath, and start all over again. Try new things, tell people how you really feel about them, learn something new, love someone new, make a new friend, put yourself out there, and most importantly... smile, laugh, hold a hand, give a kiss, make a moment that's unforgettable. Be silly who cares what other people think, its your life not theirs. If it makes you smile, then that's all that matters. Never hold back on anything if you feel it, then its worth sharing, who is someone to tell you how to feel, do, say or act? No one! Just be you, because after everything is said and done, you are the only person you have to answer to at the end of the day. Don't be afraid of letting go of people, you don't have to forget them, that's what memories are for. Not everything is sunshine and daises, nor will it be, but you have to make best with what you have and what was tossed at you, cause if you don't it will consume you and bring you down as well as others close to you. Just know that you are worth something, no matter what someone tries to tell you. Be positive, it shows on the outside how you feel on the inside. Forgive, but never forget. Always extend a hand in friendship no matter how much that person has hurt you, because honestly if they have hurt you sooo much, then that means you care even more so about them. So that is my theory on life. It really is just that simple, smile, breathe, love. Oh and one more thing...there is no need to lie or be shady, those two things only lead to more lies and mistrust in others. One small lie needs another lie to cover that one up later down the road and so on, its sad really. Also with shadiness, its nothing but drama, and who needs that? When you begin to be shady, you make people not want to trust you because they don't know if they can or not and why you are hiding small details or anything at all for that matter. If you are doing something, then just "man up" to it. Even if it is something that is "wrong" in someone's eyes, because if you are doing something, then you are a grown up and should accept the repercussions of your actions. And that my friends is my stand point of life. If you do not agree with me on them, then that is more than fine but don't expect me to bend or break with them, everyone is their own person. I put it all out there, now its your choice to decide if you want to be my friend or not.
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My Interests

"One day you're going to wake up and realize how much you truly love her... and when that day comes, she'll be waking up next to the guy who already knew...".. Road Trips, Random Places to Visit (Why Not?!) getting lost for hours and still having the time of your life!DRAG RACING!!!! I want to travel and start a new life, I want to do everything i can do before i die... i wanna do it all!!!tattoos and piercings.... i love music... all kinds and yes even some country, EMS, fire departments, concerts, hockey, i am kinda of the ideal girlfriend, as in freind i am the chick that will curse up a storm with you and have a beer and not bitch about it... i like pretty much everything

I'd like to meet:

any one who isn't a douche*."One day you're going to wake up and realize how much you truly love her... and when that day comes, she'll be waking up next to the guy who already knew..." ..Take the quiz:
What kind of muscle car are you?

1968 Chevrolet Camaro Z28
You are a 1968 Chevrolet Camaro Z28. You love your car....your friends love your car and thats whats most important to you! Your car really hauls ass! You feel bad that they aren't making Camaros anymore....but don't worry...cuz you know they'll be back!

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Music:

Music oh god!!! ok .. here we go: Breaking Benjamin, Chevelle, Silverstein, Dashboard Confessionals,CKY, Cross fade, Fallout boy, Dance Hall Crashers, toby keith, sugarland, josh gracin, Sarah Mclachlan, Jewel, Bad Religion, Pennywise, Midtown, Godsmack,the used, Switchfoot, evanescence, 12 stones, eve 6, butterfly boucher, finch, brand new, Keri Nobel,Alter bridge, veruca salt, and i am sorry if no one approves.. eminem, that lil skinny white guy is my hero, lol, but no really i really do like him alot,and simple plan, and yellowcard...social D ... atreyu.... oh hell you name it.. i prolly like it...inidgo girls some stuff, classic rock, mostly altrenitive stuff on 106.3, all that jazz,

Movies:

Breakfast Club by far the best movie ever made, GARFIELD THE MOVIE! ferris buller's day off, sixteen candels, the notebook, knocked up, JUNO, Superbad, just friends, varsity blues, Goonies, empire records, office space, super troopers, underworld, vanhelsing, , good fellas, , finding nemo,umm dead poets society, and right now my new favorite The Boondock Saints

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Law and Order, SVU

Books:

this weeks National Dragster! and whatever book falls into my hands this month

Heroes:

Sgt. Coleman Bean

My Blog

about my friends..

so this is just a little episode to tell everyone how much i love my frinds... yes i know its been a while and usually i only write angry blogs, but this one is for the ppl that have shown me in the p...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 01:57:00 PST

oh its on....

ok here is how this is going to go... you wanna stalk me, fine... you wanna check up on what im doing, thats great! you wanna talk shit about me or too me... thats even friggen better, just do it to m...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Thu, 15 May 2008 07:00:00 PST

just a few quotes...

"sometimes truth is stranger than fiction.." "forget regret or life is yours to miss" "if our lives are predestined for us, then why not just sit back and have a beer, whats going to happen will happe...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 01:10:00 PST

well well

new blog up for almost 5 min and already people have begun! ha i love it.. lame ass myspace drama...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 02:18:00 PST

just something to get off my chest...

soo yeah just a few things that have been bugging me, ok well honestly just one i want to get out on here since i know i have soo many wonderful fans that will read this and spread the word...ahah btw...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 02:06:00 PST

Broken Wing

sooo i was having a good day... but ya know every once in a while things come back to ya... and its ok ... its part of life...  i get stronger every day... things take time... and i am ok with th...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST

more random lyrics

i just really like this song... and i think it is very fitting with a few different things... its soo possitive and everything that i am doing... sorta... lol   Jordin Sparks Lyrics - Tattoo Oh o...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:27:00 PST

you have got to be kidding me....

so this is seriously how its going to be?  all the grief and BS i have been through and this is what i get for actaully caring about people?  not just person... but people... yes where i tri...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 12:30:00 PST

Never Again......... and then some

Never AgainI hope the ring you gave to herturns her finger greenI hope when you're in bed with heryou think of me (the evil side of me hopes so)I would never wish bad thingsbut I don't wish you well (...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 05:07:00 PST

oh baby!!!

stalk me like you mean it!  and i know you do... this is going out there for a few people, not just one, so dont really think you are special... but honestly you want to live my life? haha good l...
Posted by *~Squeeky Submarine~* on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 07:59:00 PST